I should sleep in the Black Guard barracks, as I have the past two nights. But I am sick of the barracks and particularly sick of the feeling that Harper is reporting my every move back to Marcus and the Commandant.
It's nearly midnight when I arrive at Villa Aquilla, but the lights of the house blaze, and dozens of carriages line the road outside. I take the slaves' entrance in to avoid family, and run straight into Livvy, who is supervising a late dinner.
She sighs at my expression. "Go in through your window. The uncles have taken over the bottom floor. They'll want to speak with you."
The uncles--my father's brothers and cousins--lead the main families of Gens Aquilla. Good men, but long-winded.
"Where's Mother?"
"With the aunts, trying to keep a rein on their hysteria." Livvy raises an eyebrow. "They're not happy about the Aquilla-Farrar alliance. Father asked me to serve dinner."
So she can listen and learn, no doubt. Livia, unlike Hannah, has an interest in the running of the Gens. Father is no fool; he knows what an asset that can be.
As I leave through the back door, Livvy calls, "Watch out for Hannah. She's acting strange. Smug. Like she knows something we don't."
I roll my eyes. As if Hannah could possibly know anything I would care about.
I leap into the trees that curl toward my window. Sneaking in and out--even injured--is nothing. I used to do it regularly during leave to meet Elias.
Though never for the reason I wanted.
As I swing into my room, I berate myself. He's not Elias. He's the traitor Veturius, and you have to hunt him. Maybe if I keep saying the words, they'll stop hurting.
"Little singer."
My entire body goes numb at the voice--the same one I heard in the desert. That moment of shock is my undoing. A hand clamps over my mouth, and a whisper sounds in my ear.
"I have a story to tell. Listen carefully. You might learn something worthwhile."
Female. Strong hands. Badly calloused. No accent. I move to throw her off, but the steel held steady against my throat stops me. I think of the body of the Mask out in the desert. Whoever this is, she's deadly, and she's not afraid to kill me.
"Once upon a time," the strange voice says, "a girl and a boy tried to escape a city of flame and terror. In this city, they found salvation half-touched by shadow. And there waited a silver-skinned she-demon with a heart as black as her home. They fought the demon beneath a sleepless spire of suffering. They brought the demon low and escaped victorious. A pretty tale, is it not?" My captor puts her face close to my ear. "The story is in the city, little singer," she says. "Find the story, and you'll find Elias Veturius."
The hand over my mouth drops away, as does the blade. I turn to see the figure darting across my room.
"Wait!" I turn and put my hands in the air. The figure halts. "The dead Mask in the desert," I say. "You did that?"
"A message for you, little singer," the woman rasps. "So you wouldn't be stupid enough to fight me. Don't feel badly about it. He was a murderer and a rapist. He deserved to die. Which reminds me." She tilts her head. "The girl--Laia. Don't touch her. If any harm comes to her, no force in this land will stop me from gutting you. Slowly."
With that, she is moving again. I leap up and unsheathe my blade. Too late. The woman is through the open window and scuttling away across the rooftops.
But not before I catch sight of her face--hardened by hatred, mangled beyond belief, and instantly recognizable.
The Commandant's slave. The one who is supposed to be dead. The one everyone called Cook.
XII: Laia
When Elias wakes me the morning after leaving the Roost, my hands are wet. Even in the pre-dawn gloom, I see the Tribesman's blood running down my arms.
"Elias." I frantically wipe my palms on my cloak. "The blood, it won't come off." It's all over him too. "You're covered--"
"Laia." He is by my side in an instant. "It's just the mist."
"No. It's--it's everywhere." Death, everywhere.
Elias takes my hands in his own, holding them up to the dim starlight. "Look. The mist beads on the skin."
Reality finally takes hold as he pulls me slowly to my feet. Just a nightmare.
"We need to move." He nods to the rock field, barely visible through the trees a hundred yards away. "There's someone out there."
I don't see anything out in the Jutts, nor do I hear anything beyond the creaking of branches in the wind and the chirping of early-rising birds. Still, my body aches with tension.
"Soldiers?" I whisper to Elias.
He shakes his head. "Not sure. I saw a flash of metal--armor, or perhaps a weapon. It's definitely someone following us." At my unease, he offers a quick smile. "Don't look so worried. Most successful missions are just a series of barely averted disasters."
If I thought Elias's pace out of the Roost was intense, I was mistaken. The Tellis has nearly restored him to his former strength. In minutes, we have left the rock field behind and are making our way through the mountains as if the Nightbringer himself is on our heels.
The terrain is treacherous, pocked with overflowing gulches and streams. Soon enough, I find that it takes all of my concentration just to keep up with Elias. Which isn't a bad thing. After what happened with Shikaat, after learning what the Commandant did to Elias, I want nothing more than to push my memories into a dark closet in my mind.
Over and over again, Elias eyes the trail at our backs.
"Either we lost them," he says, "or they're being very clever about keeping themselves hidden. I'm thinking the latter."
Elias says little else. His attempt, I assume, to keep his distance. To protect me. Part of me understands his reasoning--respects it, even. But at the same time, I feel the loss of his company keenly. We escaped Serra together. We fought the wraiths together. I cared for him when he was poisoned.
Pop used to say that standing by someone during their darkest times creates a bond. A sense of obligation that is less a weight and more a gift. I feel tied to Elias now. I do not want him to shut me out.
Midway through the second day, the skies open up and we are deluged. The mountain air turns cold, and our pace slows until I want to scream. Every second seems like an eternity I must spend with thoughts I want desperately to suppress. The Commandant poisoning Elias. Shikaat dying. Darin in Kauf, suffering at the hands of the prison's infamous Warden.
Death, everywhere.
A forced march in bone-numbing sleet simplifies life. After three weeks, my world has narrowed to sucking in the next breath, forcing myself to take the next step, finding the will to do it again. At nightfall, Elias and I collapse in exhaustion, soaked and shivering. In the morning, we shake the frost off our cl
oaks and begin again. We push harder now, trying to make up time.
When we finally wind down from the higher elevations, the rain lets up. A chilly mist descends over the trees, sticky as cobwebbing. My pants are torn at the knees, my tunic shredded.
"Strange," Elias mutters. "Never seen weather like this so close to the Tribal lands."
Our pace eases to a crawl, and when sunset is still an hour away, he slows.
"There's no use going on in this muck," he says. "We should reach Nur tomorrow. Let's find a place to camp."
No! Stopping will give me time to think--to remember.
"It's not even dark yet," I say. "What about whoever is following us? Surely we can--"
Elias gives me a level look. "We're stopping," he says. "I haven't seen any sign of our tail in days. The rain's finally gone. We need rest and a hot meal."
Minutes later, he spots a rise. I can just make out a cluster of monolithic boulders atop it. At Elias's request, I start a fire while he disappears behind one of the boulders. He is gone for a long time, and when he returns, he's clean-shaven. He's scrubbed off the dirt of the mountains and changed into clean clothes.
"Are you sure this is a good idea?" I've nursed the fire to a respectable little flame, but I peer into the woods nervously. If our tail is still out there--if they see the smoke--
"The fog masks the smoke." He nods to one of the boulders and gives me a quick once-over. "There's a spring there. You should clean up. I'll find dinner."
My face heats--I know how I must look. Ripped fatigues, covered in mud up to my knees, scratches on my face, and wild, uncouth hair. Everything I own smells of sodden leaves and dirt.
At the spring I strip away my shredded, disgusting tunic, using the one clean corner to scrub myself off. I find a patch of dried blood. Shikaat's. Swiftly, I cast the tunic away.
Don't think about it, Laia.
I peer behind me, but Elias is gone. The part of me that can't forget the strength of his arms and the heat of his eyes during the dance at the Moon Festival wishes he had stayed. Looked. Offered the comfort of his touch. It would be a welcome distraction to feel the warmth of his hands on my skin, in my hair. It would be a gift.
An hour later, I'm scrubbed raw and dressed in clean, if damp, clothes. My mouth waters at the smell of roasting rabbit. I expect Elias to get up the second I appear. If we're not walking or eating, he leaves on patrol. But today, he nods at me, and I settle in beside him--as close to the fire as possible--and comb the snarls from my hair.