“I’m not a nun,” I laugh.
No wonder the girls never tell me anything, but before today I was close to being a nun. Not in my mind but in my body. No one ever touched me until Van got his hands on me. He touches me everywhere and it’s only a glimpse of what’s to come. I can still feel it humming along my skin and I’ve been waiting for him to turn up again today. I want him to pull me off somewhere and have his way with me again.
“So you’re saying part of what Jack said might be true?”
“Take your cookies, Sadie.” I push the Tupperware tub toward her and she snags it off the counter.
“I’m just teasing you. Have fun,” she says before darting off and leaving me in the kitchen alone.
My mind goes back to Van and if he might be in trouble for punching Jack. What do his parents think of all this and what Jack might have told them?
It doesn't seem right for Van to have to fess up to what we did. We didn’t do anything wrong. We were both willing and of age. But his mom and dad might have something to say about it; I never really had to deal with caring what my parents thought. But Van cares about them and so do I. I want them to like me.
I shut down the kitchen and debate what to do as I walk toward my cabin. I want to see Van so badly my body aches for it.
I notice the main office door is closed and I wonder if Van is in there talking with his parents. I keep walking and almost make it back to my cabin when I decide I’m going to go back and see. I don’t want him to have to talk to them alone. But before I can turn a hand comes down over my mouth. I don’t scream as the scent of Van surrounds me and I smile against his palm.
“I need another taste, darling,” he says into my ear before pulling me off into the woods. He keeps his hand over my mouth and whispers close to my ear. “Are you going to scream?” he asks, and I shake my head. I can feel his erection against me and I know that this is the beginning of a game we’re about to play.
“What if I want you to scream?” His hand drops from my mouth and he kisses the soft skin of my neck. “Scream my name while I make you cum?”
My whole body lights up with desire as he presses his hard, muscled body to mine.
“I’ll do anything you ask me to,” I admit, bending to his command. Only a simple touch and I’m wet with need. Every desire I’ve ever had for him comes rushing forward and my body aches for him to give it release.
“You’ve been fighting this,” he reminds me and I start to drop my head, feeling ashamed. “I’m sorry, darling.”
I turn in his arms and his finger goes under my chin to make me look up at him.
“I didn't mean it like that. I’d be a liar if I didn't admit it hurts when you pull away from me, but I’ve been letting things settle for you. I know this is a lot to take in and I didn’t want to overwhelm you.”
“I’m just scared,” I admit. “But not of you.”
“I know.” He leans downs, brushing his mouth to mine. “It’s my job to show you that you don’t have to be scared.”
“I trust you.” As I say the words I realize just how true they are. He keeps showing me exactly why he’s so perfect for me and that this is meant to be.
“Good. Because I’m taking you home.”
He grabs my hand and we walk to his cabin. He has no idea what the word home does to me.
Chapter 8
Van
“Did you used to be a boy scout?” Tia asks as we walk into my cabin.
A smile tugs at my lips as I lock the door behind her, pulling her inside. “Why do you ask?”
My thumb absentmindedly rubs across the mark on her wrist and it doesn’t go unnoticed by her.
“No reason.” The spark in her eyes has my cock growing proud and strong in my boxer briefs. God, what she can do to me with just one look.
I pull her flush against me as I lean down and kiss her gently at first. It’s soft and sweet but there’s something stronger simmering below the surface.
“I’ve never done this before,” I confess as I graze my knuckles along her jaw and then down her neck. “I don’t know if this is right or wrong, but I know it feels so damn good.”
“You’ve never tied a woman up before?” Her big dark eyes look up at me through her lashes and I see a vulnerability there.