Confessor (Sword of Truth 11)

Nicci looked up when she saw a shadow fill the doorway. It was Cara.

“How are you doing?” the Mord-Sith asked in a quiet voice that seemed to get lost in the somber room.

Nicci’s gaze wandered off to stare into space. She couldn’t really see the relevance of the question. She supposed that Cara was just trying to find something to say, something that reflected her genuine concern. It struck Nicci as tragic that a Mord-Sith would come to finally possess such simple, decent qualities when it was too late to matter.

“I don’t know anymore, Cara.”

“Have you figured out what went wrong?”

Nicci looked up from the padded leather chair she was in. “What went wrong? Isn’t it pretty obvious?”

Cara stepped closer and idly stroked a finger along the other side of the mahogany table. In the dimly lit library her red leather stood out like a splash of blood.

“But Lord Rahl will find a way back.”

It sounded to Nicci like a plea rather than a statement.

“Cara, if Richard was coming back he would have been back ten days ago,” Nicci said in a dejected voice, unable to summon a lie. Cara deserved more than to have the truth obscured with the deceit of false hope.

“Well, maybe it took longer than the two of you thought it would take.”

Nicci wished it were that simple. She shook her head. “He should have been back by the next morning. Since he never returned that means he didn’t survive what he—”

“But he has to come back!” Cara shouted as she leaned over the table, unwilling to allow Nicci to finish such a thought.

Nicci watched the anxiety on Cara’s face for a moment. What was there to say? How could she explain such a thing to a person who didn’t really understand the things that were involved?

“Believe me, Cara,” Nicci said at last. “I want him to return just as much as you do, but if he was able to survive the spell and the journey to the underworld, he would have been back long ago. He couldn’t stay there this long.”

“Why not?”

“You might say that it’s a little like diving to the bottom of a lake. You can hold your breath for a time, but you need to come back out of the water within a certain amount of time. If you get your foot caught under a log at the bottom of the water, you will drown. He couldn’t survive there this long. Since he didn’t return when he should have…”

“Well, maybe he came out somewhere else. Maybe he came up for air in another place.”

Nicci shook her head. “Imagine that the lake is covered with ice. The hole he went through—that’s the spells in the sorcerer’s sand—is the only way back out. The boxes of Orden are a gateway. This part of it was using elements of Orden, of that gateway. The underworld is just emptiness.”

She knew she was getting tangled up trying to make it understandable to Cara. Nicci didn’t even fully grasp the nature of the underworld herself. “Let’s just say that if he tried to come up somewhere else under the ice of the frozen lake, he couldn’t break through. He needs to come back through that hole he cut, the hole he created into the underworld, through the gateway. Does that make any sense?”

“In a way, but it should have worked.” She gestured to all the books lying open all over the table. “The two of you had it all figured out. Darken Rahl did it. There is no reason this wouldn’t have worked just the same. There’s no reason it shouldn’t have worked for Richard just as well.”

Nicci looked away from Cara’s intent blue eyes. “Yes, there is.”

Cara straightened. “What do you mean? What reason?”

“The beast.”

Cara stared for a long moment. “The beast. You think the beast might have found him there, in the underworld?”

Nicci shook her head. “No. The beast found him here, in this world, as he drew the spell. When Richard finally went through that gateway he’d created, it was waiting and ready. The beast followed him into the underworld.”

Cara’s expression was somewhere between horrified and enraged. “But he would have fought it.”

Nicci looked up from under her brow. “How?”

“I don’t know. I’m no expert on such things.”

“Neither is Richard. In the underworld it would be different than here. In the past he used his sword or the shields to stop it. When the beast appeared the last time, he was able to shoot it with one of those special arrows. What was he going to do to fight it in the underworld? He had to go naked. He had no weapons, no way to fight it.”

Cara’s expression tipped toward enraged. “Then why would you allow him to go?”

“He had already gone into the underworld when I saw the beast. It went down after him. There was simply no way to stop the beast or even to warn Richard.”

“There had to be some way you could have stopped him.”

Nicci stood. “Going to the underworld is something he had to do if he was to have had a chance to use the power of Orden. Without going he can’t counter Chainfire and if he can’t counter Chainfire we’re all lost. Besides, I couldn’t have stopped him if I wanted to.”

Cara paced before the table. “But it’s going to be the new moon in a few days. We’re running out of time. There has to be something you can try. There has to be a chance that he’s still trapped there, holding his breath. Lord Rahl has never given up on us. Lord Rahl would fight with his last breath for us.”

Nicci nodded as she stepped around the table. “You’re right. I’ll go back to the Garden of Life and cast some calling spells.”

She knew it was a silly idea. She knew that such a thing was not only impossible, but a waste of time. Still, she felt like she needed to do something or she would go mad, and it would at least make Cara feel better until the end came. Besides, what else was there to do, now.

“Good idea,” Cara said. “Do some calling spells until you pull Lord Rahl back.”

Out in the hallway, Nicci saw that in both directions it was blocked off by men of the First File. They each had a crossbow armed with a red-fletched bolt. It looked like the men were deliberately sealing off the library area.

Nicci saw the top of Nathan’s head of white hair as he made his way through the dense wall of men. The prophet finally stepped through all the soldiers. Spotting Nicci, he immediately headed toward her.

His face looked more than grim. Just seeing the look on his face made Nicci’s mouth go dry.

“Nathan, what is it?” she asked as he came to an abrupt halt before her.

His azure eyes looked tired. “I’m sorry, Nicci, but this is the only way.”

Nicci blinked in confusion. She glanced briefly to the soldiers standing shoulder-to-shoulder across the hallway. They, too, looked bleak about being there.

“What is the only way?” she asked.

He looked away from her eyes to wipe a weary hand across his face. “Richard and I had an earnest talk before he left on his dangerous journey. He told me that if he failed to return I should do what must be done to save the people here from the horrors Jagang would set loose upon them. Without Richard, prophecy says that we will lose in this final battle.”

“We have always known that.”

“I know a thing or two about going to the underworld, Nicci. I am familiar with the spell-forms he used. I’ve been up to the Garden of Life. I’ve studied the things he did. Richard got it all correct. It should have worked.”

“The beast chased him into the underworld,” Cara said.

Nathan sighed heavily, but didn’t look all too surprised. “I figured it had to be something like that. The thing is, I’ve studied the methods Richard used.”

Cara appeared hopeful that the prophet could offer an answer that Nicci couldn’t provide. “Good. Have you figured out a way to get him back from the underworld? Nicci’s going to cast calling webs. Maybe you could help her. The two of you together…”

Her voice trailed off. Nathan didn’t look in the mood to entertain such nonsense.

“There is no such thing, Cara. We can’t get him back from the underworld after this amount of time. Richard is lost to us.”

Cara blinked away tears, unable to abide such a proclamation.

“The emperor is going to get in here,” Nathan said. “It’s only going to be a matter of time. The great void will shortly be upon us. All we can do now is hope to spare as many people in the palace as possible.”

Nicci held up her chin. “I understand.”

“The only way to do that is to surrender the palace as soon as the new moon arrives—and to do it in the way that Jagang has demanded.”

Nicci swallowed. “I can’t say that I know any other way, Nathan.”

“I’m sorry, Nicci.” His voice revealed just how sincere his words were. “But I need to prepare a number of things, so I’m going to have to put you under arrest and have you securely locked up until Jagang comes on the new moon to collect you.”

Nicci felt a tear roll down her cheek, not for herself, but for the loss of Richard to all the people who had been depending on him to turn the tide, to fight the final battle, to at last do what only Richard could do.

“You don’t need all the guards with those arrows.” She managed to keep her voice from breaking. “I will go peacefully.”

Nathan nodded. “Thank you for not making this any more difficult than it already is.”

CHAPTER 56

Kahlan woke in a flash of icy fright.

She was lying slightly on her right side, her head turned all the way to the right, her jaw lying against the pillow of a saddlebag. She took a careful peek through the narrow slits of her eyelids. The overcast was just blushing with a hint of the approaching dawn.

While she hadn’t known why she’d awakened so abruptly, she soon realized the reason.