She relaxed slowly and I heard her take a deep breath. Meanwhile, I was deeply embedded in heaven. The feel of her on my swollen cock, the way she felt in my arms, the way she looked . . . I was ready to blow and we’d barely even started. The urge to move was almost impossible to resist. I gritted my teeth as my breathing got ragged and out of control.
Down, boy.
“You okay?” My voice was raw and husky. Her eyes were shining with unshed tears as she nodded.
“Yeah, I am. I’m okay. The pain is already fading.”
She wiggled her hips experimentally. I groaned, my hips flexing on instinct. She cried out, and I froze, terrified I was hurting her.
“Am I hurting you?”
“No. It feels . . . good.”
She sighed and wrapped her arms around my neck.
“Really, really good.”
That was all the permission I needed. I circled my hips slowly, not willing to pull too far out. I fucked her deep and steady for a few minutes, my fucking toes curling in ecstasy. It felt too good. I was ready to lose it.
“Fuck, you feel good! I’m not . . . I’m not going to last long.”
“Hmm . . .”
Kelly was incoherent, her head tossing back and forth on the pillow. She was so sexy and uninhibited, it nearly sent me over the edge. I gritted my teeth and reached between us. I had to make sure she got there before me.
My fingers brushed her clit and that was it. She went off like a firecracker, her whole body trembling and convulsing against me. The feeling of her pussy clamping down on my rod was too much.
I roared as my seed barreled up from the root of my cock and exploded out of me, splashing into the reservoir of the condom. I cursed and closed my eyes as I lost complete control of my body. I was shaking and moaning, completely lost to sensation.
Lost to the beautiful girl in my arms.
My come kept pumping out, filling the condom and overflowing so that it leaked out from where our bodies met. I shook helplessly as the last few waves crashed through me. I exhaled as my orgasm finally started to recede after what felt like half an hour.
I frowned, not pleased with myself for losing control. Sex with Kelly had felt too good. Too intense. I hadn’t been at all prepared for that. I gripped the base of the condom and pulled out, rolling to my back to stare at the ceiling.
I felt different, I realized. Lighter. Softer. I’d never felt anything remotely close to that before. She had changed me somehow. It scared me a little. More than a little.
Sex with Kelly scared the shit out of me.
It had been . . . a religious experience. That was the closest comparison I could make. I never did drugs but I imagined it was not unlike taking ecstasy and riding a roller coaster while getting your knob polished. All at the same time.
I could never tell her that. She’d run all over me if she knew the kind of power she had. I had to stay on top of my damn emotions. A man was supposed to take care of his woman. He didn’t have to open up and spill his guts to her. Kelly would never respect me if I did that.
I got up to dispose of the condom. I looked at myself in the mirror and told myself to man up. I washed my dick and came back with a warm washcloth. I sat on the side of the bed and stared at her.
Damn, but she is beautiful! Far too beautiful for an animal like me.
Kelly was glowing. Literally glowing. Radiant and soft and so beautiful it almost hurt to look at her. She was looking at me with a look of awe. Awe and love. I swallowed back the words that sprang up in my throat.
No need to act like a woman, Cain. Slow your roll.
“Spread your legs for me, Princess.”
She exhaled and shyly parted her thighs. There was so much trust in her eyes. It humbled me. She smiled and I saw something else. A mischievous look that said she was ready to go again.
“Ohh . . . that feels good.”
I pulled back, afraid of getting dragged back in. I really had to be gentle with her. She would push me too hard and I might hurt her by accident. She really had no idea how easily she could push me over the edge and make me act like the beast I was.
I took the washcloth back into the bathroom and grabbed a clean pair of boxers. I didn’t want to be naked in the bed with her. If I were, I knew I wouldn’t be able to control myself. I sat beside her again, trying to keep my distance. But I just couldn’t stay away from her.