“You can have anything you want,” I whispered, staring deep into his eyes. It didn’t matter what he wanted in that moment. Sex, a relationship, a kidney. I would have given it all to him and more.
He groaned and got even closer, his hips meeting mine.
“I want so much. You don’t know how fucked up I can be. I want to do dirty, filthy things to you. Even though I know it’s wrong.”
“Why? Why is it wrong if I want it too?”
He hissed and bowed his head, punching the wall.
“Don’t say things like that to me. Don’t—”
I grabbed his head, lifting it so he had to look at me.
“Shane . . .”
“I don’t want to scare you. I know I will. I’ll be too rough.”
“You won’t scare me. You just surprised me the other day. I’ve never . . .” I swallowed nervously, afraid he might leave when I said it out loud. But I had to. I had to tell him the truth. “I’ve never been with anyone else before.”
Our eyes met and held for an explosive moment. Then he cursed as his lips crashed down on mine. I gasped as his tongue forced its way into my mouth. He pulled on my tongue, licking and sucking on it. His hands grabbed my hips and lifted me, wrapping my legs firmly around his waist. I locked my ankles, holding onto his shoulders for dear life as he ravaged me. His lips found my neck as his hands tugged my top down. He bent further, pulling a nipple into his mouth with a moan.
“Shane!” I moaned, trying to get his attention. “Oh, God, Shane!”
I banged on his shoulder but he didn’t stop. He switched breasts, licking and sucking and, dear Lord, biting me like a wild man. I felt his fingertips sliding up and under the hem of my borrowed dress.
“We have to stop, Shane!”
He lifted his head, staring at me with eyes that were brighter than I’d ever seen them. They practically glowed with unholy light. He didn’t look like a man. He looked like a wild animal.
I tugged up my dress, praying no one had seen us.
“I did it again. I fucking hurt you,” he said in a furious voice.
“No! I’m fine!” I grabbed his head and made him look at me again. “I’m fine. But I don’t want to lose my virginity in a parking lot.”
He stared at me. I could see sanity slowly returning to his face. He exhaled and nodded.
“Fuck. Yeah. Fuck, I’m sorry.”
He ran his hands through his hair and looked at me. Then he moved so fast I nearly screamed. I was upside-down and being carried around the parking lot to the front. I watched the pavement as I hung there, completely stunned.
“Are you guys leaving already?” I heard Cass call out. She sounded like she was laughing. I lifted my hair up to look at her. Kelly was standing beside her, giggling like a banshee.
“You didn’t have any of your cake!”
Shane set me on my feet by his bike and grabbed the helmet he always kept for me. He set it on my head, fastening it under my chin. I’d never seen him move that fast in my life.
“Next time,” he muttered, fastening the chin strap.
“Next time, you’ll stay for cake?” she called out, clearly finding it all hilarious.
Shane didn’t even smile.
“This is your fault. You eat the damn cake!”
I hid my laugh as he pointed at Kelly and Cassandra accusingly. Neither one of them seemed remotely intimidated. In fact, they were holding each other up, they were laughing so hard.
“Where are we going, Shane?” I asked as he put me on the bike. He stared at me before giving me a quick, hard kiss.
“We are going,” he ground out. “To my bed.”
I stared at the girls standing by the front entrance as he climbed on. I slid my arms forward, and he gripped them, pulling me tight against his back. I watched as he looked down at my bare thighs and groaned.
Then we were off, peeling out in a cloud of dust and exhaust. Shane had never ridden this fast with me on the back of his bike before. Everything was different this time. Our bodies fit together closer, in a new way. The heat between us was incredible. I wasn’t even cold, even though the dress was clearly not made for the back of a motorcycle. I held on tight as he took turn after turn, not slowing down. I could feel the tension in his body as he used his muscles to control the motorcycle. It was like they were one.
It was sexy as hell.
So was the fact that he couldn’t keep his hands off me.
Michelle had been right. Shane did want me. He’d just needed a nudge.
I was going to have sex for the first time. Soon. Nervous excitement welled up inside me. This was it. Shane was going to be mine, at least for a little while.