Viper's Run (The Last Riders 2)
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Once he was done, he led her back to his bike, motioning for everyone to finish their business. Cash took a bucket of water and made sure the fire was out before he mounted his bike parked next to Viper’s. Winter held on to Viper as they headed back to the club. Her conscious was screaming at her for letting things get so out of control that she had let another man put his mouth on her.
Regret and fear stormed her senses during the ride, the wind only making the turbulence in her mind worse. When they pulled into the lot, Winter wanted to run to her car and escape back to her home and reattach herself to the life and morals she could feel slipping out of her grasp.
She took off her helmet before climbing off the bike and stood silently staring at her car as she tried to calm her racing mind and come to a clearheaded decision. The other members left talking and laughing. When Beth would have approached with a flushed ecstatic face, Razer pulled her past them. Seeing Winter’s face, he instantly recognized that she was upset.
Viper watched the emotions chase over Winter’s face. It was an easy situation to read. She was regretting what had taken place. Her instinct was to run, that was what Winter always tried, she hated confrontations. Her life was like a rulebook. Whenever something didn’t go as expected, she didn’t want to confront it. Instead, she would try to go around it. That method didn’t work for him anymore.
When she thought he wasn’t attracted to her, she made excuse after excuse. All she had to do was ask, but she hadn’t. Even now, she wanted to know where they stood, but she would rather run than risk an answer she didn’t want to hear. She could face hoards of teens, face down school boards to get funding, and stand up to furious parents over their spoiled kids, but she had no confidence in herself as a woman.
The Last Riders were a part of his life, one that he had no intention of leaving. He wanted to share it with the woman he loved. Winter was that woman. If she would just let her guard down long enough to see that he was willing to give her anything she wanted, she would stop letting her fears control her.
Viper had fallen hard for Winter during those two years he had been searching for Gavin’s killer, but he had managed to keep from making love to her because he knew she wouldn’t be able to accept his lifestyle. When she had found out who he really was, he hadn’t been surprised she had thrown him out of her life. He had walked away. It was only seeing Beth with Razer when he realized that if Beth could accept The Last Riders, then maybe Winter could too. The difference was Beth loved Razer enough to put herself out there, to take a chance that yes, she could be hurt, but the rewards would be worth it. Beth had set a high standard, one that he needed Winter to live up to.
“Let’s go in the clubhouse,” Viper coaxed with a soft voice.
She took a step forward, but it wasn’t towards him, but her car.
“Do you know what it was like when I found out you had been hurt? I thought I would give you enough time to get over being mad and then try to convince you to give me a chance. This time I thought I would show you what my life was and let you decide what you wanted. I was a mother fucker and I know that. What I didn’t know was during that two years I wasn’t showing you the real me, you were giving me a part of you and I fell for that woman. I denied it to myself until you were hurt. I went to that hospital and I couldn’t even see you. I had no rights toward you at all, you were unconscious and they wouldn’t tell me shit. I stayed at the hospital and even when you woke, you refused to see me. I wanted to hold you and let you know I would take care of you, but you never gave me a chance. I watched the day the ambulance came to take you to the rehabilitation center, unable to even say good-bye to you. I accepted all of that because I deserved it. However, I knew what I was going to do when I found out you were coming home. You know the real me now, I haven’t hidden one thing from you. Now you need to decide if you are going to stay and see where this goes or are you going to try to run every time you let your guard down?”
“I don’t want anyone else to touch me.”
“Then they won’t,” Viper shrugged. “That’s up to you.”
Winter swallowed hard. “You don’t care if I fuck someone else?”
Viper hesitated, knowing if he answered wrong that he would lose her forever, but he was going to give her the truth.
“If it’s another member and I am there with you, then no I don’t. I’ve seen you staring at Knox and whether you want to admit it to yourself or not, you were curious about him. Was your curiosity satisfied?”
Winter felt tears come to her eyes. He was right. She had been curious, not enough to ever act on it, just enough to wonder what it was that had all the women seeking him out. Viper wanted her, but not enough to really consider her his. She took another step towards her car.
Viper’s hands clenched. He wanted to grab her and take her to his room and lock the door, but the decision was hers.
“Winter, you’re missing my fucking point. I don’t fucking care if you don’t want to fuck someone else, but that doesn’t mean that you have to either. I’m saying it’s your choice. I am still going to be with you whether you participate or not.” Viper took a step toward her. “Winter, you could have stopped Knox at any time. Did you enjoy what happened?”
“Yes,” she admitted reluctantly.
“Then don’t get mad at yourself or me because you did. You were curious, now you’re not. You curious about anyone else?”
“No,” she said between clenched teeth.
“Cool. Are you ready to go in yet?”
Winter inhaled a deep breath and prayed for patience. She was determined to get a few things settled.
“Are you going to fuck around?” She demanded.
“No.” Viper didn’t even hesitate in his answer. “I won’t be voting in anymore women in that way either. Even with me and Razer taking our votes out, that still leaves the six they need to become members. If I think they are worth being members, then I am willing to give my marker.” He was giving her more than he had any other woman. If she walked now, it was her choice, he couldn’t budge any further. He knew himself, what he needed, and was honest enough with himself to admit it. Winter had to do the same.
Winter moved away from her car and finally towards him. Viper placed his arm around her pulling her close.
“Does this mean I’m your old lady?”
Viper laughed. “Yeah, I guess it does. But there are other names I could call you that I like better.” He picked her up and Winter’s legs wrapped around his waist as he carried her up the flight of stairs to the house. The other members were bedding down for the n
ight. Viper snagged her cane before going up to their room. Several of the bedroom doors were open and Winter buried her head in Viper’s shoulder as they walked by.
“Sure you don’t want to pick a room to watch?”
Winter didn’t raise her head.
“No,” she mumbled.
“Didn’t think so, want me to leave ours open?” He teased.
Her scandalized answer had him wincing. “I don’t know why you’re screaming, your mouth was right by my ear.”
“I do not want anyone watching us.” She gave him a hard stare as he took off his clothes. Her mouth watered every single time she saw his body. The women in the house were not going to be happy with her at all. His hard body with the tattoo’s made her stomach clench every single time. The sleeve and the one on his chest and abdomen only accented the muscles underneath.
“You sure?” He stalked forward and Winter couldn’t help but take a step backward. Viper, with that predatory look was a little frightening.
He unsnapped her jeans and slid his hand inside, finding her wet. “I think you have a little wicked in you woman.” Pulling his hand out, he maneuvered her until she was sitting on the bed. Pulling off her boots then her jeans and panties in one tug, Winter leaned back on her elbow, thrown off balance by his intensity.
He opened the drawer of the nightstand and took out a condom. Tearing the condom open and rolling it on, he turned back to her. Winters eyes widened as he picked her up, placing her in the middle of the bed before he maneuvered himself between her thighs.
His cock found her slit and he drove his cock inside her with one hard thrust. Winter grabbed his shoulders as his cock began pounding inside her with a series of hard thrusts. She gasped. Jerking her top up and pulling her bra down, his lips latched onto her nipple, sucking and biting the tip until it became sensitive. Her hips began thrusting back at him.
“I don’t need another woman’s pussy when I have your tight needy one just waiting for me to fuck it.”