“Or had you rather,” he went on in more ominous tones as he neared, “return to your cabin to rest?”
Mrs. Bullerham opened her mouth. Mr. Brentick took one step closer. Mrs. Bullerham shut her mouth, turned, and scuttled back into her cabin.
The blazing blue gaze fell upon Amanda then, and her heart seemed to clench into a hard little fist. She couldn’t breathe.
“Miss Cavencourt, may I invite you above, to relieve yourself of the string of oaths burning your tongue?”
He’d heard. What burned then was her face.
“It seems the Devil also makes work for idle tongues,” Mr. Brentick said as they reached the rail. “Mrs. Bullerham has the true instinct of a killer.”
“It would be more gallant to pretend you’d heard nothing,” Amanda said, forcing a smile.
“I thought that would be cowardly. I’m already disgusted with myself for not intruding sooner, but I was caught between Scylla and Charybdis, you see.”
She was far too hurt, bewildered, and mortified to see anything at the moment, and her smile felt like a hideous facial contortion. Looking away, she inhaled deeply of the brisk salt air.
“I thought at first that if I dashed to your rescue, it would make matters worse,” he continued. “I didn’t realise my presence was unnecessary to accomplish that.”
“If you will not be gallant,” she said, “then please don’t be kind, either.” She swallowed, and made herself meet his sympathetic gaze, “Is it true? Is that what others think?”
“As you told me a while ago, Miss Cavencourt, her mind is poisoned. It was all venom.”
She shook her head. “No, and that’s the worst of her. However venomous, there’s always truth in what she says. What enrages everyone is that she’s insensitive enough to say it. It is what others think, isn’t it? That I’m so desperate—”
“Why would anyone but a miserable, dyspeptic old cow think anything like that? Her mind is as sick as her infernal liver,” he answered angrily.
“Do you think it?” she asked.
He stared at her a moment incredulously, then, to her confusion, he smiled. “If you’ll pardon the impertinence, miss—are you mad?”
“What do you mean?”
“She said you were at your last prayers,” he answered with the excessive patience usually offered the mentally enfeebled. “Whatever other twisted ‘truths’ she may have uttered, you cannot be so overset as to credit that.”
Amanda stared at him blankly.
He returned the stare. “You aren’t,” he said. “It’s quite impossible. Do strive to collect your wits.”
“I wish you’d collect yours, Mr. Brentick. I most certainly am at my last prayers. I am six and twenty.”
“And?”
She coloured. “And—and I have a looking glass.”
“If you can’t gaze into it in a rational manner, I can’t imagine what possible good it does you.”
Her eyes narrowed. “I hope you are not trying to persuade me I am some sort of femme fatale?”
“I should not presume, miss.”
“If that is your notion how to appease my wounded dignity, I must point out you are altogether off the mark.” As she met his expressionless gaze, another suspicion arose. “You aren’t—you aren’t flirting with me again, and pretending you’re not, are you?”
His eyes opened very wide. “I wouldn’t dream of it, miss.”
“I should hope not. You did promise you wouldn’t.”
“If memory serves, I said I mustn’t.”
“And so you mustn’t,” she said, growing flustered in quite a different way. “It makes me most—most uncomfortable.”
“I’m painfully aware of that, miss. It is most provoking.” His tones were aggrieved, but a devil danced in his blue eyes.
She answered the devil. “Oh, I nearly forgot. No doubt you fear your skills will grow rusty from disuse.”
“That is not what concerns me,” he said. He paused a moment. “I perceive a refreshingly independent spirit abruptly cowed by the perverted utterances of a foul-minded rhinoceros. I do all in my humble powers to distract you, and you do not attend. Instead, your beautiful eyes dart about; as though you were a hunted creature. It is provoking.”
She caught her breath. “My what?”
“Of course there’s no point reminding you your eyes are beautiful, because you’re irrational. Your abigail has probably told you a hundred times, not to mention your beaux, but all those sensible voices are drowned out by the noise of that squealing sow.”
No. He didn’t realty think she was... no, certainly not. He spoke so out of kindness, because he pitied her or felt obliged to smooth her ruffled feathers. Or it was mere habit. I daresay he wreaks havoc with the maids.
“Do you wreak havoc with the ladies’ maids?” she asked.
“I beg your pardon?”
“That’s why Mrs. Bullerham claimed it was a rendezvous, you know. Because you’re so handsome,” she said brazenly. She was rewarded. The mask of assurance faltered. She had disconcerted him. “And also, probably, because there’s a devil in your eyes, Mr. Brentick.”
His confusion lasted but an instant, and he flashed a wolfish grin. How white his teeth were, gleaming in his lean, tanned face.
“Your recent ordeal has overheated your imagination,’’ he said. “She’s made you see evil everywhere.”
“No, not evil,” she answered thoughtfully. “Krishna, rather. Are you familiar with the Hindu deities?”
“I know some of the thousand names, though I can rarely keep them straight,” he said, obviously puzzled by the abrupt turn in the conversation.
“How long were you in India?” she asked.
Philip remained nearly another hour at her side. Never had they conversed for so long a time. More important, this was the first time the talk ventured near the personal, and what he learned was puzzling and troubling. He’d experienced niggling doubts before, but in recent weeks, they’d swelled to daunting proportions. He listened to her today, and watched her expressive face, and wondered whether it was possible she knew nothing, had made no connexion at all between him and the man who’d robbed her.
He considered the evidence again later, when she’d gone. She hadn’t let Jessup die, for one. Furthermore, after four months, Philip was still alive. To eliminate him without awakening suspicion would be difficult, he admitted. Still, the task was not beyond the wily Indian’s powers.
But nothing. Not even a glimmer of recognition. That left a few alternat
ive interpretations. For instance, Padji may have latched onto Miss Cavencourt for his own purposes. The Indian may have played on her kind nature and convinced her to take him to England.
He could have several reasons for doing so. Fear of the rani’s rage when she learned of the theft was one excellent reason, although it needn’t drive him all the way to England. Another, more in character, was a vow of revenge upon the rani’s true enemy, Hedgrave.
Philip knew the Laughing Princess was not worth fifty thousand pounds, let alone the additional thousands previously expended to retrieve it. He was aware the Falcon represented no more than a very expensive tool in an ugly game: two vicious children squabbling over a toy each wanted only to spite the other. He could not be greatly shocked to discover the game had become deadly.
In that case, Miss Cavencourt may not be, as he’d originally believed, a cunning disciple of the ruthless Rani Simhi. She might be merely another tool, though an innocent one. Or was that simply what he wanted to believe now, because he’d been trapped too long on this damnable ship? Had the long months of abstinence twisted his reason? Was he making excuses for her simply because he desired her? How absurd. He didn’t need to like her to want to bed her—or any attractive woman.
Yet she’d played havoc with common sense from the start, hadn’t she? She’d aroused him when he’d attacked her that night in Calcutta, and found himself grappling with a she-cat. Only recently, however, as he’d come to know her better, had the memory returned to haunt his dreams: the swish of silk and the tinkle of thin golden bangles... the scent of patchouli mingled with smoke... darkness... and a fierce struggle with a warm, slender body, lithe and so pleasingly curved.
He’d thought she was a native, until she’d cursed him in those crisp, well-bred accents. He smiled wryly. The unladylike epithets had aroused him as well. He’d known one fleeting, utterly mad urge to return, to join battle with her again... and conquer.
That, however, was four months ago. Now? Now, he admitted silently and with no small self-mockery, she was driving him crazy.