On Hart's Boardwalk (On Dublin Street 6.7)

The crash of the waves, plus the epic orgasms I’d just had, made me sleepy, and I held on to Nate’s waist for support as we strolled up the beach.

“Best holiday ever, babe,” Nate suddenly said.

“Yeah,” I smiled up into his eyes. “It’s going to be hard to top it.”

I didn’t mean it as a challenge but my husband took at as such. “Just watch me try,” he promised.

Epilogue

Six months later . . .

As soon as I walked into the house from a long day at work I smelled the delicious aromas coming from the kitchen and felt my whole being melt in relaxation. Nate had dinner on so I didn’t have to worry about it.

My relaxation lasted two seconds.

“Mummy!” January came flying out of the large living room and threw herself at me as I was kicking my shoes off. I held on to her as I flipped off my right boot with my stockinged left foot.

“What’s up, baby girl?” I asked, feeling her grip on me tighten.

My kid bent her head back and glared at me. “Lily won’t come out of her room!” She said this as if it were somehow my fault.

Concern surged through me. Lily may be the quieter of my daughters but she was also social with us. God help me if she was hitting teenagerhood prematurely. I remember locking myself in my room and refusing to spend time with my mom. Then again, that was after I got my period, and I knew my oldest hadn’t gotten her period yet.

I was dreading it.

I didn’t want my baby to grow up.

“What’s wrong with Lily?” I asked, leading Jan down the hall and into the kitchen. Nate was standing at the stove, stirring something in a pot. “What’s wrong with Lily?” I repeated to his back.

He jerked around, his face lighting up with a big smile, and I watched as he turned down the heat on the stove and crossed the room to me. I leaned in for his kiss, ignoring my kid who squealed that we were gross.

“Babe,” he murmured, pulling back. “Glad you’re home. I think this is a girl problem.”

“Lily?”

He nodded, losing his smile. “After I picked up Jan we went to get Lily. She wasn’t standing with her friends outside and she slammed the car door when she got in. Wouldn’t tell me what was wrong. Got her home and she ran upstairs and slammed her door. I think she’s barricaded it, because Jan tried to get in and it wouldn’t budge.”

Worry pierced me. Please do not tell me my kid got her period at school.

“Sorry, babe.” Nate kissed me again, “Not the best homecoming.”

“You’re cooking and you kissed me. Still a good homecoming.” I looked down at Jan. “Now let me go see what’s up with your big sis.”

“I’m coming,” Jan said, sticking out her bottom lip stubbornly.

“Why don’t you wait on me checking out the situation first?” I strode past her but I had mom eyes on the back of the head and knew she was following me.

Upstairs, I made my way over to Lily’s bedroom door. She had a poster of the girl band she loved so much on the front of it. I hated their music and the provocative way they dressed, considering most of their fans were my girl’s age. I took pleasure in knocking hard on the door, right over the face of the band member who was always wore crotch-short dresses. “Lily, baby, you okay?”

I heard a shuffling noise, some clatter, and then the door opened and my sweet girl’s tear-stained face looked up at me. “Mum.”

My chest ached. “Baby, what’s wrong?” I pushed the door a little and she let it give way, and I bent down to wrap my arms around her. I felt her tears on my shoulder and worry consumed me. “Baby, please tell me what’s wrong?”

She sniffled. “Only if Jan goes away.”

I lifted my head and glanced over my shoulder to see my little one jut out her chin. I stopped her before she could say anything. “Just let me talk with your sister first, okay, baby?” I didn’t let her answer, quickly stepping inside Lily’s bedroom and letting the door close almost all the way.

I knew for a fact Jan probably had her ear right at the gap, but I didn’t bother looking around to check. Instead I led Lily over to her bed and pulled her down beside me. Wiping the tears off her cheeks, I said, “Tell me what happened.”

Her pretty face crumpled again. “Lucy fancies Devon Carson and Amanda asked him out for her but he told Amanda that he fancies me and now Lucy has turned everyone against me.” Her chest heaved as she struggled to fight her tears. “All my friends stopped talking to me, Mum. And Lucy spread a rumor that I wet the bed at our last sleepover. They were all laughing at me. I don’t even like Devon back!”

I bit my lip, anger rushing through me. My kid was only in primary seven, finishing up spring term and getting ready to start her last term before high school after the summer. How was it possible that girls at that age were starting jealousy shit over boys?

“I’m going to phone Lucy’s mom,” I said, hoping I could stop myself from bitching the woman out. What happened to teaching our girls about the sisterhood, and not treating each other like crap in competition over boys’ attention?

“No, mum, no,” Lily said, panicked.

“Yeah, mummy, no!” Jan came barging into the room. She stopped, legs braced, hands on her hips and her nose and mouth scrunched in anger. She was so freaking adorable it took everything within me not to laugh. That only got harder when she shook a fist at us. “I’ll punch her face, teach her a lesson.”

Where the hell did she get this stuff?

Lips straining against an amused expression, I pursed them instead. “Baby girl, you know that’s not the answer. We don’t hit people.”

“But daddy taught me how.” She shook that little fist again.

“No, your dad taught you about self-defense. There is a difference. You can’t go around punching people.”

“I’m not going to go around punching people, silly.” She rolled her eyes. “I’m going to self-defense Lily-Bily.”

I looked at Lily and she glanced from her little sister to me, and I saw the amusement cut through the sadness in her eyes. I grinned at her and she burst out into giggles. Feeling grateful, I grabbed hold of Jan’s hand and tugged her between my legs so I could tickle her. Her peals of laughter lit the room, so infectious they set off more giggles from her big sister.

“No one is going to punch anyone,” I said, cuddling Jan between my legs and reaching for Lily’s hand. “But Lucy’s mom needs to know about her daughter’s behavior. She can’t bully you like this, Lily.”

“She’s just jealous,” Jan added. “Cos’ you’re way prettier than her.”

Lily smiled down at her sister, her adorable dimples flashing. The truth was I didn’t think my baby girl was wrong. Lily was reaching her teens and she was heading to be a knockout. Unfortunately, there would always be people who couldn’t stand the beauty in others. Thankfully, there would also always be people who saw past my kid’s pretty face to the real beauty inside of her. She was my sweet, sensitive, compassionate, kind little girl. “I know it may not seem like it now, but you’ll go off to high school, meet new friends. Friends who are proud of all that you are and aren’t jealous of that pretty face.”

“I have to get there first, Mum.” Her eyes filled with tears. “I can’t go back to school if Lucy is going to torture me.”

I knew Lucy’s mom, Kathleen, and she was a nice woman. Of course, I’d never had to deal with her when I was calling to tell her that her kid was being a bitch to mine, but I had to hope she’d have a word with Lucy. “I’m calling Lucy’s mom. End of. You are not going to be afraid to go to school. Okay?”

Still looking worried, Lily nodded reluctantly.

“Good. First, though, let’s go have that delicious-smelling dinner your dad is making for us.”

Not long later we were all sitting around the dining table eating homemade spaghetti

and meatballs and crunchy garlic bread. Nate hadn’t pressed about what was wrong with Lily, sensing she didn’t want to talk about it with her dad. Instead he just kissed the top of her head and told her he loved her before laying out dinner for us.

“Would you rather live in a house made entirely of spaghetti or have to eat spaghetti for the rest of your life?” Jan asked, dripping a huge splat of spaghetti onto the dining table as she tried to lift it to her mouth.

My kid was quite possibly the most articulate eight-year-old in Scotland. The most coordinated, she was not.

“Spaghetti house,” Lily said, seeming to be feeling better.

“Me too!” Jan agreed.

I loved that her little sister could cheer her up.

“I’m going to say eat it. As long as it’s your dad’s spaghetti.” I smiled over at him.

Nate nodded his head in gratitude. “I’m going to say live in a spaghetti house.”

“Why?” Jan demanded.

“Because I go where my Jan and Lily go.” He winked at her and then shot his eldest a dazzling smile.

“Way to come off as the better parent, Sawyer.” I huffed in pretense.

His answer was to wink at me, too.

Too charming for his own good!

“Okay, I have one,” Lily said. “Would you rather be in a girl band”—she shot me a devious look, knowing how much I disliked girl bands—“or have dog poop on your shoe all the time?”

How was that fair? I parted my lips in a huff and ignored Nate’s snort from the other end of the table.