Max (Cold Fury Hockey 6)

As I step into her office, Gray stands from the desk and holds her hand out to me to shake. My eyes immediately draw down to the rounded bump of her belly before coming back up to lock with her own. Gray announced a few weeks ago at the team Christmas party that she and her husband, Ryker Evans, were expecting their first child together in May. Ryker was the starting goalie last year for the Cold Fury and was instrumental in us winning the Stanley Cup. He retired this past summer and is now one of the goalie coaches for the team.

I take Gray's hand and give it a quick shake before releasing it. She waves to the chairs behind me and I take one, settling in casually. While I am most assuredly going to get an ass-chewing during this meeting, I don't ever want her to have the impression that it bothers me.

Because it doesn't.

I pretty much do what I want and I take my lumps when I deserve them. And I probably deserve this ass-chewing.

Gray sits down in her chair, rests her elbows on the top of her desk and steeples her hands in front of her. "No sense in beating around the bush. You have to pick your battles better, and frankly, a little less frequently."

"Not sure I'm following," I say with utter honesty. I thought I was going to be given the affirmative command to cease and desist my wild ways completely, not telling me to dial it back a notch.

"Well, let's take a look at your history," she says blandly and with a touch of sarcasm. It causes me to give an involuntary smirk, which she chooses to ignore. "A year and a half ago you celebrated joining the Cold Fury by going out and getting extremely drunk at an away game in Toronto, and got into a shoving match with a fan from the other team."

"He started it," I say with a smile.

She ignores that too. "You got arrested for being drunk and disorderly."

"Those charges were dismissed," I point out.

"Then," she says, barreling right past my excuses, "you pulled the infamous 'possum' stunt."

I snort. That was a good one. I took a high stick to my shoulder, then dove to the ice. It hurt but not enough to put me down. The other players didn't know that though, and while a shoving match started right in front of me, my teammates clearly coming to my defense, I laid there on the ice playing dead. One of the trainers even came over to check on me. The scrums around me got broken up by the refs and about the time all the players started to slowly skate away I jumped up from the ice--scaring the shit out of our trainer, Goose--and attacked the fucker that gave me the high stick in the first place. Got a few solid hits on him before the refs jumped on me.

That earned me a game misconduct ejection.

Gray Brannon does not laugh, but continues to extol my "virtues" to this team.

"You've been suspended for eleven games over the past two years," she says distastefully. "Three for boarding, two for cross-checking, and six for abuse of an official," she recites.

"Well, the abuse of an official was for ten games, but it did get reduced to six, so that's good, right?" I ask without a hint of apology. "Besides, you and I both know that guy is a douche."

"You're late to practice most of the time," she throws at me.

"I need my beauty sleep," I say as I bat my eyelashes at her. "And it's not personal. I'm late to everything."

I can tell she wants to roll her eyes at me but she never breaks that direct, hard stare. "You've heckled and threatened fans, gotten into a public drunk spectacle on several occasions--the last just four days ago--with your girlfriend, which made the social media rounds--"

"I fucking hate Snapchat," I say glumly but very truthfully. "And that was an ex-girlfriend. We'd been broken up a while and had just run into each other at a bar, and she's the one that--"

"And then today," she cuts in on me, grabbing the newspaper off her desk and sliding it across to me. "You make the front page of the sports section."

My eyes drop down and I have to practically bite my tongue not to grin at the photograph taking up the entire top of the page. It's of me, sound asleep in bed. I'm lying on my back, covers pulled up to my hips, but it's clear I'm naked underneath. And next to me is a woman, also clearly naked but with the sheet pulled up over her breasts, taking a selfie photograph with me.

Unbeknownst to me.

Didn't find out about it until she sent me a text with the photo day before yesterday along with a short but clear demand for money, and said if I didn't pay it, she would go to the press with it.

My text back to her was simple: Fuck off.

Of course, that text exchange ended up in the paper too, along with a quote from yours truly. After all, the reporter called me for my side of the story and I told him I'd never be bribed by anyone, not to mention a two-bit model who would jump into bed with anyone just for the attention.

I actually think I handled the situation well.

Inclining my head toward the paper, I try for my most seriously affronted expression. "You can't honestly be mad at me for that. I had no clue she took that picture."

"She was previously engaged to one of your teammates," Gray grits out.

I hold my hands up in mock surrender. "I did not know that. Well, not until after the clothes came off, but still...she wasn't engaged at the time."

"Jesus Christ, Sykora," Gray mutters as she runs her fingers through her hair in a sign of frustration. "You have a goddamned answer for everything. But surely you can see you're taking things a bit too far. For fuck's sake, you even had a rule instituted by the league named after you," she adds on. "They named a goddamn rule after you."

I give a lift of my chin in pride. Because that was epic. There was nothing in the rules preventing screening the goalies. It happened all the time. I just chose to do it more blatantly, actually getting right up in his face when the puck was in his end and waving my hands in front of his face. It was a guaranteed goal-getter, as my teammates had no problems slipping pucks past while the goalie was otherwise occupied with my hands in his face.

The league enacted a swift rule prohibiting it and it's known as the Sykora rule.

"You got to admit, before the rule was enacted, I was pretty brilliant, right?" I say confidently, knowing that I'm starting to get on her nerves by the way a muscle at the corner of her mouth starts ticking.

"I'm not amused," Gray says stiffly.

"Not even a little?" I ask with innocent eyes.

"Cut the shit, Sykora," Gray growls at me as she leans across the desk, eyes blazing. "You know the reasons why I brought you to this team, and I like that you've got a reputation about you. You're an amazing defenseman and I like the grit you bring to the game. But you're taking things too far, and regardless of what you think, this organization still has a reputation to uphold."

"I am who I am," I say with challenge.

"That may be," she retorts. "But if you want to be on this team, you need to heed what I'm saying."

"And what exactly are you saying?" I ask, leaning forward in my chair.

She sighs and sinks back into her own. She gives a tired rub to her eyes before looking at me. "I'm saying to cut the stunts out. Be tough out on the ice but quit being such an obvious jackass. Clean up your act. Lay off the booze. Quit making a spectacle of yourself. Play by the rules. Show up on fucking time. It's not rocket science."

"And if I don't?" I ask, even though I know the answer to this. I'm just being a dick.

"Then you ride pine," she says softly, but it doesn't lessen the punch. Especially when she says, "Or worse...I'll release you."

"This team needs me," I growl.

"Yes, we do," she says with a nod. "But we need more than just stellar play. This is a championship team, and your antics could go south very quickly and drag all of us down."

"They're not antics," I tell her firmly. "This was who I was before

I came to the Cold Fury."

"And I'm telling you it's not meshing with our vision," she counters.

I lean back in my chair, cross my hands over my stomach and give her a lazy look. While I very much do not want to lose my job, and while I very much will probably take what she says to heart, I don't ever let on that I'll do such a thing. It's about maintaining some level of control in this situation, and call that an ego thing, fine, but I'm not one to back down.

"What exactly would you have me change?" I ask casually.

"For starters," she says with a hard stare, "show up for practice on time. Show up to your training sessions. Maybe even take an interest in the team off the ice. Quit doing stupid things. Grow up a little."

I suppress the snort. While, ironically, I do play a team sport, I'm not overly close to my mates, outside of partying with some of the single guys. But I don't really buy into this "family" sort of vibe that the Brannons have instituted.

Not saying it's bad.

Just not me.

"Anything else," I ask blandly.

"Maybe lay off the alcohol so you can control yourself," she returns harshly.

Before I can even retort, because I'm not a fucking alcoholic--I just like to party on occasion--she says, "And try to be a little more frugal in the game-suspending penalties. You don't do a damn thing to help us from the stands."

Okay, she may have a point there, but honest to fuck...it's not like I plan to go out there and get suspended. I just go out there and play my fucking heart out, and I know that's something she appreciates even if I'm not getting that vibe from her right now.

I've heard enough, and even though it borders on disrespectful, I stand up from the chair, effectively calling this meeting at an end. Looking down at her with clear eyes and a resolved attitude, I say, "I'll do my best to adhere to your wishes."

"I sure hope so," she says casually, but the threat is clear.

Shape up or ship out.

As much as I respect Gray Brannon for her hockey smarts and for putting together an amazing team, I'm not liking her very much right now. I simply nod and walk out of her office without a backward glance.