Baby Maker (It Takes Two 1)

“What do you need from me?”

“Act like we’re together.” At my stony countenance, he continues. “It’s just for a few days.”

“Fine. But I hate lying. Put that on the record.” I stab his chest to underscore my point and he automatically curls his fingers around mine. They’re strong and calloused and for a moment my mind knows nothing else outside of that feeling, that connection between us. In a daze my gaze climbs back up and finds him wearing a subtle smile.

“Will do,” he replies. His voice is quiet, the rasp more pronounced. Something weird is happening between us. Self-preservation tells me to push it away, to force it to the back of my mind where I don’t have to look at it.

“I detest it. So don’t ever do it. To me, or to our kid,” I murmur, trapped by the sultry gaze looking down at me. Sultry? Wtf?

Taking my finger, he slowly draws a cross over his heart. “Cross my heart, hope to die.” His smile grows into an all-out grin. Thankfully, it knocks some sense back into me.

“Dane,” I grind out, yanking my finger out of his gentle grip.

“I hear you. No lying, ever. I promise. Can we go in? He’s been chewin’ my ear off all morning about meetin’ you.”

We walk up to the doorway and I’m suddenly nervous. This is his father after all, a man that will be a permanent part of my child’s life––and mine for that matter––and I want to make a good impression…and I’m wearing a wrinkled black cocktail dress and “fuck me” heels before noon. God’s honest truth, that’s what they are, and to pretend otherwise would be a lie.

Sensing my hesitation, Dane takes my hand and pulls me into the room.

Mr. Wylder is sitting up in bed, finger-combing his silver hair. The gesture tugs at my heart. Mr. Wylder is a big man, dwarfing the bed in comparison. And handsome. He has a silver goatee that I wouldn’t find appealing on anyone other than him. For whatever reason it suits him.

He spots me and smiles. The smile is broad and bright and reminds me so much of his son’s smile that I stare a little too long.

“Stella?” I hear Dane say. This snaps me out of my musings. Forcing on a smile of my own, I make my way over to Mr. Wylder’s bed with an outstretched hand.

“So nice to meet you, Mr. W––” The rest of my greeting is cut short as Mr. Wylder takes my hand and hauls me in for a hug. I’m engulfed in a solid wall of muscle, warmth, and a faint whiff of disinfectant.

“Call me Bill. It’s good to meet you, Stella. How do you feel?” His voice is deep and gravely and oddly comforting. Releasing me, he looks me over. I pull away and smooth my hands down my dress, suddenly feeling as shy and awkward as the girl I was at twelve. Something about this man gets to me. It’s his warmth, I determine. He exudes warmth.

“I…I feel fine.” And then I remember why we’re here. “But how do you feel?”

“Aww, I feel great,” he answers with a big smile.

Yeah, right. I know the type––stoic in the face of anything and everything. He could have a limb hanging off and he’d ask for some twine and glue.

“Even better now that you three are here.”

“You don’t know how sorry I am,” Levi says from somewhere behind me.

I glance backward and find him perched on the arm of a chair with his arms crossed over his chest, the bulge of his biceps stressing his plaid shirt.

It’s obvious Levi feels terrible for not being here for Mr. Wylder. Knowing their history, it makes sense. These two are close. Maybe even as close as father and son.

“You’ve got a life to live, son. Stop apologizin’ for it.” Although Mr. Wylder’s tone is stern, the chiding is delivered with a gentle touch.

Something tells me nothing anyone could say would alleviate the guilt Levi’s feeling.

“Georgia is gettin’ an afternoon flight out of San Diego,” Dane says.

“You call your sister and tell her that if she doesn’t stay home my blood pressure is going to go through the goddamn roof. Besides, you two don’t have to hurry back to New York, do you?” Mr. Wylder’s dark-blue eyes skip between me and Dane. When neither one of us makes a peep, he continues, “It wouldn’t kill you to stick around for a while.”

“Yeah, we can stay,” Dane answers, the words unsure and drawn out.

Dane’s blank stare carefully glides to me and I return a smile that stays up by sheer force of will. I feel a large, warm hand take mine and look down to find him lacing his fingers between mine. His sun-burnished, mine pale. We’re polar opposites in every way.

“We’d love to stay,” I add. Let the charade begin.

Bill claps his hands together and rubs, a gesture I’ve seen his son perform many times.

“Glad that’s settled. Now get me the hell outta here.”

Chapter Sixteen

Stella

“No, Pops…no, don’t…” Dane says into his cell phone. Glancing down at me, he shakes his head and rubs his temple. I bite back a smile.

Mr. Wylder was not happy to be told he had to stay at the hospital two more nights. I know what a stubborn parent sounds like and I can foresee Dane getting many angry phone calls between now and the moment he gets picked up.

Last night was weird. Shortly after the dinner I cooked, the fricasé de pollo, a classic Cuban chicken stew my mother taught me how to make, one of only a few things I can make outside of the basics, we settled in the enormous den to watch a movie, both of us acting like this is common practice when we both know it isn’t.

The minute I returned from the bathroom and sat on the couch next to him, Dane decided that it was the perfect time for a workout. Alone, and quite frankly a little lonely, I called Delia and got voicemail. Turns out it was a date night. After that I went to bed.

First order of business today is getting me some clothes and a flat iron. Although, I managed to coerce my hair back in a ponytail this morning, it’s already getting puffy and curling around my hairline.

Dane opens the doors to Dillard’s and we both enter, his hand on the small of my back, his steady presence next to me. I’m ashamed to say I bask in it, revel in it even. Which only ends up depressing me because at least before I had no idea what I was missing.

“I know the food isn’t…okay but…” he tells his father. Trying to pacify Mr. Wylder is beginning to seem an impossible task and to Dane’s credit, he’s been having this conversation since the crack of dawn and hasn’t lost his temper once.

Side note: it hasn’t escaped my notice that witnessing how patient he is with his father means he’ll be patient with our child. I grasp onto this discovery with both hands and hold it close to my heart.

“No, you’re not. And if you give me one more minute of grief, Stella and I are gettin’ on the next flight back to New York…that’s what I thought…okay. We’ll see you in a couple of hours. Yep.”

I stand corrected.

Ending the call, he exhales tiredly. “Don’t look at me like that.”

“That was a bit harsh, don’t you think?”

“He was seconds from runnin’ out of there bare-assed. I had to steal his clothes last night ’cause I knew what was coming.”

“Oh,” is all I can say, a smile overtaking my face.

“Let’s get you some clothes.”

Shopping is a chore for me, and a total waste of time. I’m not a happy shopper. I want to walk into a store, find what I need, and leave as quickly as possible. Preferably without having to try anything on. That’s the reason I have my personal shopper at Armani send me two styles of suits every season. No thinking required is how I want to get ready for work in the morning.

Dane is the complete opposite. If this ESPN thing doesn’t work out, he should go into personal shopping as a second career.

“Try these on.” He hands me a pair of dark skinny jeans and a white silk blouse with long sleeves through the crack of the dressing room door.

“I don’t know what’s more disturbing. The fact that you, a man that always wears worn-o

ut jeans and never ever combs his hair, is giving me fashion advice. Or that I actually like what you picked out.” I pull on the jeans and throw on the blouse. Perfect. They fit perfectly.

“Darlin’, just ’cause I don’t primp like a show pony doesn’t mean I don’t know what looks good on a woman.”

At the mention of other women, I deflate instantly. Of course he knows what looks good on a woman. Who knows how many he’s undressed. My mood tumbles down a bottomless dark hole. I step out of the stall wearing that mood as well as the new clothes.

“What’s wrong?” Avoiding his searching gaze, I walk past him.

“Nothing. And I told you not to call me that,” I say a touch too sharply. I couldn’t care less whether he noticed or not at this point. I snap the tags off the jeans and shirt and stuff my dress under my arm.

“Hey.”

“I’m going to pay.”

On the way to the cash register I swipe two pairs of black leggings and a hooded sweatshirt off a display without even bothering to check prices or sizes. By the time I reach the counter to pay, I notice the sweatshirt has “Princess” scrawled in pink rhinestones on the back.

Normally, I’d gouge out my eyes with a spoon before wearing such a thing. With Dane on my heels, however, I don’t have the luxury of time to switch it with something less repulsive.

“Let me get it,” he says, standing much too close for my comfort. It’s downright suffocating.

“Not a chance, darlin’,” I drawl, giving him a dose of his own medicine.

I hand the youngish sales lady my tags and bury my gaze inside my purse in search of my wallet. When I look up, I find a loopy smile on her face and it’s directed at him. The happy bastard smiles right back.

“Are you two done? Can I pay for these, or would you like to go on a date before you ring me up?”

They both turn to stare. She’s cherry red and pushing all the wrong buttons on the register while Dane’s busy scowling at me. I hand her my credit card without taking my eyes off of him.

“Did I do something to you, Stella?”