“Listen to yourself,” I pleaded, dropping to my knees, too. “If you knew of the beast’s presence, you would have acted and saved her. It was an animal that took her, not you, Ezah.”
He squeezed his eyes shut for just a moment before he opened them and focused on me.
“You should not forgive me or be so understanding … I do not deserve any of this. I have not been kind to you.”
“It doesn’t matter. You are my brother-in-mate, and I will love you like a brother,” I said with assertiveness. “Let Kol and anyone else try to break through that, and they will quickly find out that I protect my own.”
Ezah’s eyes glazed over with unshed tears. “You would truly claim me as your family after what I have done?”
“I would … I have. You’re my brother-in-mate, Ezah. You’re my family.”
A single tear fell from his right eye and splashed onto his cheek. He widened his eyes as he lifted his hand to his face, and rubbed at the tear streak with his fingertips. He stared down at the wetness on his skin in shock, and it made me laugh.
“I take it you’re not used to crying?” I joked and wiped my tear-streaked face.
He frantically rubbed at his eyes as he shook his head.
“I have never,” he said with assertiveness. “Not in my entire life. I don’t even think I wept at birth.”
I was surprised by the laugh that erupted from me.
“Never tell that I cried,” Ezah pleaded. “I will never have my honour restored.”
His dramatics tickled my funny bone.
“I promise, I’ll never say a word.”
Ezah raised a brow. “Not even to your mate.”
My mate.
I winked. “Not even to him.”
“You’re a kind female, Nova.”
I flung my hands over my ears when a soul-crushing wail filled the craft. Ezah jumped to his feet, pressed on the control panel, and then returned to me, lifted me up, and placed me back in the grabby chair. He retook his seat and hollered, “Hold on.”
“Stop saying that!” I shouted. “There is nothing for me to hold!”
Ezah laughed as he turned the ship around and surged us back towards Ealra. We didn’t make it very far away from the planet. If anything, it looked like we were just grazing the atmosphere.
“Planet fall in five, four, three, two … one.”
I screamed as heavy pressure sat on my chest, and thanks be to Almighty that it only lasted for a few seconds before it disappeared.
“Sorry,” Ezah shouted moments later. “I needed to enter the atmosphere quickly before the Ebony broke through it. I’ve relayed to the Ebony that we’re returning.”
I didn’t have time to think of facing Kol, my heart was in the pit of my stomach until the shuttle touched back down on Ealra close to ten minutes later. I looked at Ezah when he came to my side and released me from my seat before helping me to my feet. I was a little shaky on my legs, but after a few deep breaths, I could stand on my own.
“This will happen fast,” Ezah said to me as the ramp of the shuttle began to lower. “Do not mourn me if he kills me. I deserve his wrath.”
What the hell?
“Stay back and do not interfere,” he then said to me, his tone leaving no room for bullshit.
I looked at him as he walked a few feet in front of me and frowned. “What do you mea—”
“Ezah!”
I almost jumped a foot in the air when an uproarious bellow echoed throughout the craft when the ramp finally lowered. I sucked in a breath when a male barrelled up the ramp and clashed with Ezah, spearing him up against the wall of the shuttle. And that male was my mate.
“Kol,” I screamed as he bared his teeth and went for Ezah’s throat. “No!”
Ezah managed to avoid Kol’s teeth, and it allowed me get in front of Kol. I pushed him with both of my hands, and when he didn’t move, I kept them on his chest.
“He is your brother!” I shouted, hoping to break through the madness that had hold of him. “Your brother!”
His eyes weren’t his own. They weren’t violet anymore. They weren’t glowing, and they were jet black. At that very moment, he was no longer the Kol I knew and loved.
“Nova!” I heard a roar.
I recognised the voice as Mikoh’s.
“Help me, Mikoh,” I screamed, still trying to push Kol backwards. “Help restrain him until he calms.”
I saw Mikoh come up behind Kol, but the second he reached for me, Kol turned on him like an animal. He roared, turned, and speared Mikoh to the ground. Ezah instantly went to Mikoh’s aid and speared Kol off Mikoh and to the ground. I was screaming the entire time, and when Killi, Aza, and Avri sprinted up the ramp, I had never been so relieved in my life.
I nearly collapsed when Killi helped Mikoh to his feet, and Avri moved me behind him but then they didn’t move or make a move to stop Ezah and Kol from fighting. They just stood and watched them like Kol wasn’t trying his best to kill their brother.
“Stop him!” I screamed, smacking my hands on Avri’s back.
Killi jerked his gaze to mine, and the pain I saw in them made me gasp.
“Ezah’s life is in Kol’s hands,” he said, and the emotion in his voice shocked me. “Ezah’s crime is punishable by death, so if Kol kills him, it is his right.”
“No, no!” I cried. “He has reached the edge; he would not want this if he was in his right mind.”
Killi looked back at his brothers, and he clenched his hands into fists, but he didn’t move. I looked from brother to brother then at Mikoh. They wanted to stop Kol; I could see it on their faces. Their loyalty to their laws prevented them, but it didn’t prevent me.
I rushed around Avri before he had a chance to stop me, and I beelined towards Kol and Ezah.
“Stop!” I begged.
Kol didn’t stop. He punched Ezah over and over and over. I had no choice but to jump on Kol’s back to try to stop him. My action worked instantly, and Kol stilled over Ezah, not moving a muscle, but I could feel that his entire body was tensed. He stood very slowly, but didn’t move away from standing over his battered older brother.
“If you kill him,” I said into Kol’s ear, “you’ll have to kill me too because I asked him to take me away from you.”
My mate growled, and I could hear the pain that was wrapped up in it.
“You don’t want this,” I sobbed as I kissed his neck. “You don’t want to kill your brother over a mistake. This was a mistake, and I’m so sorry. Please, come back to me.”
Ezah, who was dazed and injured so badly I feared he would never recover, tried to stand, but Kol snarled, placed his foot on his chest, and pinned him to the ground. Ezah slumped on the ground as blood poured from his mouth, nose, and forehead. His face was already swollen beyond believe.
“Kol,” I said firmly into his ear. “Look at me.”
I slowly slid down his back until my feet touched the ground. I kept my hands on him and applied pressure to his arms, turning him to face me. He was breathing heavily, and his eyes were still jet back. His teeth were bared, and he looked absolutely vicious.
“Come on, big guy,” I hummed. “Come back to me.”
I lifted my hands to my breasts, and Kol’s eyes instantly locked on my movements. I pulled the material down, exposing my bare breasts to him. I hoped that sex with me would become his primary focus, an
d that I could pull him back from the edge with my touch.
Kol snarled, reached forward, and pulled my body against his. I could feel his hardened length against my stomach, and when he suddenly hiked me up his body, I wrapped my legs around his waist and gasped when he latched his mouth onto my exposed nipple.
“Get Ezah”—I hissed when Kol’s teeth grazed me—“out of here while I calm him. Now!”
I heard movement, and when Ezah groaned in pain, it made Kol snarl. He released my nipple and made a move to turn his head in Ezah’s direction, but before he could, I leaned in and latched my lips onto his neck, and I bit down. Kol’s focus quickly returned to me, and when I heard the ripping of fabric as he adjusted me against his body, I knew his instinct was driving him crazy with need to claim me.
I looked over his shoulder and saw Killi had Ezah over his shoulder and was descending the ramp with Aza, Avri, and Mikoh following behind quickly. I breathed a sigh of release but gasped when Kol reached between our bodies and plunged his fingers into my body. I wasn’t wet, so the action made me wince. Kol paused, growled, and removed his fingers and brought them to my clit instead.
“Oh!” I gasped and arched my back as pleasure gripped me.
Kol purred in response and returned his mouth to my nipple. He licked and sucked one before showering the other with same attention. It didn’t take long for my clit to pulse to life, and my pussy to clench as it wept with need.
Sh-shiva.
“I’m here,” I whimpered to him as his voice broke into my thoughts, his fingers on my clit sweet torture. “I’m here, Kol.”
Need. You.
“You have me, sweetheart. You have me.”
His fingers moved down to my entrance and dipped a finger in. It slid in and out easily, to which Kol growled in approval. I lifted my head and stared at his face as he fumbled with his pants and freed his cock with a groan. I focused on his eyes, and while they were still dark, they were no longer black as darkness.
Come back to me.
He growled as he gripped his cock, lined it up against me, and thrust forward. I cried out as he filled me in one fluid motion, and he roared in response. My back was suddenly pressed up against the wall of the shuttle as Kol’s adjusted his grip on my hips, spread his legs, and fucked me so hard, it quite literally took my breath away.