The Valley of Horses (Earth's Children 2)

“So if an animal breaks into one, he won’t get everything. Good idea.”

Jondalar moved the light to see into some of the crannies among the fallen rocks in the far corner of the cave. “I looked back here once. I thought I saw signs of cave lion.”

“This was Baby’s place. I saw cave lion signs before I moved in, too. Much older. I thought it was a sign from my totem to stop traveling and stay for the winter. I didn’t think I would stay so long. Now I think I was supposed to wait here for you. I think the Cave Lion spirit guided you here, and then chose you so your totem would be strong enough for mine.”

“I always thought of Doni as my guiding spirit.”

“Maybe She guided you, but I think the Cave Lion chose you.”

“You may be right. The spirits of all creatures are Doni’s, the cave lion is Hers, too. The ways of the Mother are mysterious.”

“The Cave Lion is a hard totem to live with, Jondalar. His tests have been difficult—I wasn’t always sure I would live—but his gifts have made them worth it. I think his greatest gift to me is you,” she finished in a soft voice.

He stuffed the torch in a crack, then took the woman he loved in his arms. She was so open, and honest, and when he kissed her she responded so eagerly that he almost gave in to his wanting of her.

“We have to stop this,” he said, holding her shoulders to put a space between them, “or we’ll never get ready to leave. I think you have Haduma’s touch.”

“What is Haduma’s touch?”

“Haduma was an old woman we met, the mother of six generations, and greatly revered by her descendants. She had many of the Mother’s powers. The men believed that if she touched their manhood, it would make them able to rise as often as they wished, to satisfy any woman, or many of them. Most men wish for that. Some women know ways to encourage men. All you have to do is get close to me, Ayla. This morning, last night. How many times yesterday? And the day before? I’ve never been able, or wanted to so much. But if we stop now, we’ll never finish the caches this morning.”

They cleared away rubble, levered aside some large boulders, and decided where to establish caches. As the day progressed, Jondalar thought Ayla seemed unusually quiet and withdrawn, and he wondered if it was anything he had said or done. Maybe he shouldn’t seem so eager. It was hard to believe she was so ready for him every time he wanted her.

He knew many women held back and made a man work for his Pleasures, though they liked them, too. It had seldom been a problem for him, but he’d learned not to seem too eager: there was more challenge for a woman if a man seemed a bit restrained.

When they began moving the stored food to the rear of the cave, Ayla seemed even more reserved, bowing her head often and kneeling in quiet repose before picking up a rawhide-wrapped package of dried meat or a basket of roots. By the time they started making trips down to the beach to bring up more stones to pile around their winter supplies, Ayla was noticeably upset. Jondalar was sure it was his fault, but he didn’t know what he had done. It was late afternoon when he saw her angrily trying to pick up a boulder much too heavy for her.

“We don’t need that stone, Ayla. I think we should take a rest. It’s warm, and we’ve been working all day. Let’s go for a swim.”

She stopped tugging at the rock, pushed her hair out of her eyes, undid the knot in her thong, and pulled off her amulet as her wrap fell away. Jondalar felt a familiar stirring in his loins. It happened every time he saw her body. She moves like a lion, he thought, admiring her sleek, sinewy grace as she ran into the water. He doffed his breechclout and raced in after her.

She was churning upstream so hard that Jondalar decided to wait until she came back downstream, and let her use up some of her irritation in effort. She was floating easily on the current when he caught up to her, and she did seem more relaxed. When she turned over to swim, he ran his hand along the curve of her back, from her shoulder, following the dip of her waist, and over her smooth rounded buttocks.

She shot ahead of him and was out of the water with her amulet back on and reaching for her wrap when he waded out.

“Ayla, what am I doing wrong?” he asked, standing in front of her, dripping.

“It’s not you. I’m the one who’s doing it wrong.”

“You’re not doing anything wrong.”

“Yes I am. I’ve been trying all day to encourage you, but you don’t understand Clan gestures.”

When Ayla had first become a woman, Iza had explained not only how to care for herself when she bled, but how to clean herself after she had been with a man, and the gestures and postures that would encourage a man to give her the signal, though Iza had doubted she would need the information. Men of the Clan were not likely to find her attractive no matter what gestures she used.

“I know when you touch me in certain ways, or put your mouth on mine, that is your signal, but I don’t know the ways to encourage you,” she continued.

“Ayla, all you have to do is be there to encourage me.”

“That’s not what I mean,” she said. “I don’t know how to tell you when I want you to make Pleasures with me. I don’t know the ways.… You said some women know ways to encourage a man.”

“Oh, Ayla, is that what’s bothering you? You want to learn how to encourage me?”

She nodded and put her head down, feeling a surge of embarrassment. Clan women were not so forward. They exhibited their desire for a man with excessive modesty, as though they could hardly bear the sight of such an overwhelmingly masculine male—yet with demure glances and innocent postures that resembled the proper position for a female to assume, they let him know he was irresistible.

“Look how you’ve encouraged me, woman,” he said, knowing he had developed an erection while talking to her. He couldn’t help it, and he couldn’t hide it. Seeing him so obviously encouraged brought a smile to the woman’s lips; she couldn’t help it. “Ayla,” he said, and swept her up in both arms, “don’t you know you encourage me just by being alive?”

Carrying her, he started across the beach toward the path. “Do you have any idea how it encourages me just to look at you? The first time I saw you, I wanted you.” He continued up the path with a very surprised Ayla. “You are so much woman, you don’t need ways to encourage—you don’t have to learn a thing. Everything you do makes me want you more.” They reached the entrance. “If you want me, all you have to do is say so, or better yet, this.” He kissed her.

He carried her into the cave and put her down on the bed of furs. Then he kissed her again with open mouth and gently probing tongue. She felt his manhood, hard and hot between them. He sat up then and had a teasing grin on his face.

“You said you were trying all day. What makes you think you weren’t encouraging me?” he said. Then he did something totally unexpected: he made a gesture.

Her eyes flew open with surprise. “Jondalar! That’s … that’s the signal!”

“If you’re going to make your Clan signals to me, I think it’s only fair to give them back.”

“But … I …” She was at a loss for words—if not actions. She got up, turned around and went down on her knees, spreading them apart, and presented.

He had meant the signal as a Joke; he didn’t expect to be stimulated so quickly. But the sight of her round, firm buttocks, and her exposed female opening, deep pink and inviting, were irresistible. Before he knew it, he was on his knees behind her, entering her warm, pulsating depths.

From the moment she assumed the position, memories of Broud crowded her thoughts. For the first time, she would have refused Jondalar—if she could have. But as strong as the repellent associations were, her early conditioning to obey the signal was stronger.

He mounted and plunged. She felt Jondalar fill her, and she cried out with the unexpected pleasure. The posture made her feel pressures in new places, and when he drew back, the rubbing and friction excited in new ways. She backed to meet him when he dove in again. As he hovered over h

er, pumping and straining, she was suddenly reminded of Whinney and her bay stallion. The thought brought on a shudder of delicious warmth, and a pulsing, tingling pull. She reared up and backed to him, matching his pace, moaning and squealing.

The pressure was mounting quickly; her actions and his need drove him faster. “Ayla! Oh, woman,” he cried out. “Beautiful, wild, woman,” he breathed as he thrust and thrust and thrust again. He held her hips, pulled her to him, and, as he filled her, she reared back to meet him as he surged into her with a shudder of delight.

They stayed there for a moment, shaking, Ayla’s head hanging down. Then, taking her with him, he rolled them both over on their sides, and then they lay there unmoving. Her back nestled against him, and with his manhood still in her, he curled around her and reached one hand over to cup her breast.

“I must admit,” he said after a while, “that signal isn’t so bad.” He nuzzled the back of her neck and reached for her ear.

“I wasn’t sure at first, but with you, Jondalar, everything is right. Everything is Pleasure,” she said, snuggling back into him closer.

“Jondalar, what are you looking for?” Ayla called down from the ledge.

“I was trying to see if I could find any more firestones.”

“I have hardly marked the first one I started using. It will last a long time—we don’t need any more.”

“I know, but I saw one, and thought I’d see how many more I could find. Are we ready?”

“I can’t think of anything else we need. We can’t stay too long—the weather changes so fast this time of year. It can be hot in the morning and a blizzard by evening,” she said, coming down the path.