I didn’t give her a chance to answer, just kissed her as soft and gently as I could while holding my hunger in check.
I eased my cock slowly in and out of her heat while palming her tit or playing with her hair, never leaving her lips.
It was only fear of hurting her by staying in her too long that made me race to the finish. All it took was the feel of her nails scraping down my back and her breath in my ear and I followed her into paradise.
It was hard as fuck the next day pretending that nothing had changed. Though I meant it when I told her that if I wanted her in the middle of a take she’d better come to me, I wouldn’t do that to her. This is her work, I respect that shit, same as I’d want her to respect the times that I needed to be away from her in the future.
That said; I have a whole other kinda problem. I didn’t know this shit before because I’ve never been here, but I have to catch up quick or I’m gonna find my ass in deep shit.
As long as I’ve been fucking around out there, mixing it up with the opposite sex, I never realized that when a woman becomes ‘your’ woman, shit changes on a dime.
Case in point. For weeks I’ve watched her smile and wave to every swinging dick that called out to her, didn’t mean shit to me; that was her job. Today, I find myself wanting to eat the heart of every motherfucker who did that shit raw, with a dirty fork.
The first time it happened I almost fell over my feet in surprise. It was new to me, these raging irrational emotions. I’m a fucking soldier, I’m all about control, so where the fuck did it go?
I crowded her more than usual, and did everything but put a stamp on her forehead after the first few times it happened. When she looked at me questioningly I pretended not to know what the fuck. The truth is, I didn’t know myself what was going on with me.
But everyone got the memo when I glared at any male who got too close. I could only imagine the whispers. Like I give a fuck. I was miserable as shit though. No way I could sustain this level of crazy for much longer.
She soon caught on and took great pleasure in pulling the tiger’s tail. She had a new bounce in her step and her ass was swishing a little more than usual. And fuck if she didn’t take that flirting shit up a notch.
Since she was in the middle of filming and I was stuck on the sidelines I had to satisfy myself with the promise that when I get her back in my bed I’m gonna work her ass over. See how much of a tease she will be then.
My boy gave an ‘oh yeah’ and when she turned her head and gave me a little secret smile like she was thinking pretty much the same thing, my beast calmed the fuck down.
It was so bad that for the first half of the morning I’d almost forgotten what I was doing there. I’d lost sight of everything else but her and what we’d shared the night before.
Not even in high school when I’d had my first real ‘girlfriend’ did I feel this giddy. I’m man enough to own this shit though. I thought I had the upper hand, that I was the one in charge; the truth is, she owns my ass and she’d done that shit effortlessly.
The only thing saving my ass right now is that I don’t think she realizes it yet. Heaven help me when she does. I gotta get ahead of this thing before I go completely nuts.
I wish I’d paid more attention in the past when motherfuckers went on and on about this being in love shit instead of writing them off as pussy whipped assholes. Now I’m out on that limb by myself, and the shit’s just a little bit scary.
I could ask some of my guys who’d bit the bullet about this shit but I’m afraid they’d laugh my ass to scorn and rightfully so. I hadn’t been exactly supportive when they were going through it. Though I do recall one or more of them cursing me with this fate.
I sat there watching her, wanting her, like I hadn’t just spent the last couple of hours inside her. When I woke up this morning with her soft weight on my chest it didn’t take me a minute to have her on her back beneath me sore dick and all.
The sun hadn’t risen yet and I knew she was sore as fuck, but I told myself she wasn’t doing anything too strenuous on the set today so she could take me again.