“Is that something you’re worried about? Because if you are, don’t.”
“If you say so.” Typical female. Always looking for trouble where there isn’t any.
“Let’s take a walk on the beach.”
“Ooh, can we? Is it safe?” I looked out towards the water where the beach was clear.
This time of evening the locals had already packed it in. The moon and stars were just beginning to come out and the water was still and beautiful with reflected light.
I took her hand and pulled her up from the table before remembering our state of undress. We went to our separate rooms to take care of that, me with a shirt and she found some shorts and then we walked hand in hand down to the water.
I was beginning to sound like a broken record to myself, but it had been longer than forever since I’d done anything like this with a female.
If there was anything that convinced me of my deep feelings for her, it was the kind of sappy juvenile shit I wanted to do with her. I ran a little experiment on myself as we walked in silence, testing myself to see how it felt to be here like this with her.
My only experience with this love shit is what I see in the movies or from watching my lying ass boys with their women. I can’t take their word for shit. Pussy whipped motherfuckers would say anything to keep what they have, a woman at home to warm their beds when the mood strikes. But maybe, just maybe it was more than that.
The first thing I realized was, that my heart had a strange new feeling. It wasn’t just that fullness, like something had literally moved the fuck in, but there were all these other anomalies.
For the first time in my life I wanted to make plans with someone for the future. I imagined the years ahead; kids, family vacations, bed. I think I’m obsessed with fucking her.
I looked down at her bent head as she kicked the sand playfully and something squeezed my chest. Oh shit, she’s my responsibility. For as long as I live, this precious human being is going to be mine to love and protect.
What the fuck, I wouldn’t even let myself get a dog. She must’ve felt the change in me or maybe it was the way I just stopped moving, because she looked up at me just then and I pulled her into my chest, covering the back of her head with my hand. Poor thing she didn’t have a fucking clue what the hell was going on.
“I love you.” It came out sounding like a surprised exclamation and the words felt strange on my tongue. I’ve never said them to anyone. And just like that a whole fucking tsunami of emotions went riot wild in my system.
I had the dick hard soft heart thing going again and I didn’t even care that she hadn’t said the words back. I’m guessing this is about the time I’m supposed to sprout a vagina.
When I lifted her head there were tears in her eyes and her lips trembled. Before she could say anything, I covered her lips with mine. But instead of the out of control ravaging, this one was warm, soft and gentle, like the feelings I had in me for her.
Even her skin felt different under my rough hands as I held her face in place for my kiss. Our tongues played around with each other as my heart beat wildly. Shit felt like I was dying.
I lowered my hand to her chest and placed it right over her heart where hers was just as out of whack as mine. I didn’t need the words, I wanted them, but I didn’t need them to tell me that she was in love with me too.
“Say it!” Okay so I lied. I held her head back so I could see into those expressive eyes. The light of the stars shone bright in her beauties and she nodded before breathing out those four little words that had such an impact. “I love you too.”
I picked her little ass up until her legs wrapped around me and my cock hit her right where I wanted it to. “Ummmm”, I moaned into her mouth as she deepened the kiss and rubbed her pussy against me suggestively.
I held her head with one hand and her ass in the next, pressing her harder against me. When I said the words a second time to try them out, they weren’t so hard. I felt like, laughing so I did. In between kissing the shit out of her.
“Let’s go back.” She nodded her head and placed it on my shoulder as I turned and walked back the way we came. I would’ve taken her down right there but I couldn’t forget there was someone out there who had her in their sights. I was practically running with her in my arms by the time the house came into view.