Except my boyfriend is AWOL, I drunkenly sucked face with a stranger, I have a hangover the size of Yugoslavia, and I'm about to starve to death.
“Everyone's talking about Thomas. Have you heard from him?” she asked. She looked both concerned for me and hopeful that she might be granted an inside scoop.
“No,” I said. “How are you?” I asked, mostly to change the topic.
“Well, I have a single,” she said with a sad smile. Constance was a social being, not the type of person who would thrive in a single, and we both knew it. I wanted to say something to make her feel better about my total desertion, but I could think of nothing. It wasn't like I was coming back. No matter how many chores the Billings Girls made me do, living in the most exclusive dorm on
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campus was still a huge improvement over living in Bradwell. All the girls who lived in Billings had perfect lives--they were popular, successful, straight-?A students who went on to great things. That was going to be me now. If they didn't work me to death first.
“Are you okay?” Constance asked, studying me closely.
“Yeah. Fine. Just a little tired.”
At the microphone, Dean Marcus cleared his throat, saving me from further questioning.
“Good morning, students,” he said, gripping both sides of the podium with his craggly fingers. “This morning I am going to dispense with the pleasantries, as we have a bit of serious business at hand. No doubt you all know by now that one of our own, Thomas Pearson, has gone missing from campus.”
My empty stomach turned and contracted. Murmurs rose to the rafters of the chapel as this most juicy rumor was finally authority-?figure confirmed.
“Figures they'd wait till after all the parents are gone to actually bring this lit?
?tle tidbit up,” someone said behind me.
“Silence, please!” Dean Marcus called out, raising one hand.
And silence instantly fell.
“This is a not a matter we are taking lightly,” he continued. “As no one has come forward with any information as to Mr. Pearson's whereabouts, I have asked the chief of Easton Township police, Chief Sheridan, to speak to you. Please give the chief your undivided attention.”
He turned to a gray-?haired gentleman in a stiff blue suit who was seated behind him. “Chief Sheridan?”
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Pews creaked all over the chapel as everyone strained for a good look at the chief. He towered over Dean Marcus as he approached the microphone, his shoulders as square as his jaw. When he swallowed I could see his large Adam's apple bob, even from rows back.
“Thank you, Dean Marcus,” the chief said, his voice grave. He looked out at all of us with steely blue eyes and I could see the displeasure he was feeling as he addressed us. I wondered if he resented the school for being nestled within his jurisdiction, if Thomas's disappearance was a headache with which he'd rather not cope. Or if it was on some level exciting for him. My guess was that not much happened around this sleepy, upscale town. Maybe he was eager to solve an actual case.
“I'm sorry to have to come here under such grave circumstances,” the chief began. “Now, this is a big school. I'm sure that some of you know Thomas Pearson, while some of you do not.”
I felt a warm hand cover mine. I looked down to find Constance's fingers gripping my own in a comforting way. My first instinct was to slide my hand away, but I didn't. She was trying to be a good friend. I needed all the friendliness I could get these days.
“But this week we will be interviewing all of you,” the chief said.
Another wave of whispers met this announcement. The vibe in the room was almost excited. What was wrong with these people? Didn't they realize the implications of this? The police thought something bad had happened to Thomas. They thought one of us might have something to do with it. How did that translate into excitement?
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“Please, when we come to get you out of class, do not be nervous,” the chief continued. “Understand that we are not treating any of you as suspects. All we care about right now is finding your classmate and returning him to his parents safely.”
So they can browbeat him into submission and ship him off to military school, no doubt.
“There will be no judgments,” he added. “But we will be grateful for any light you can shed on the situation.”
His eyes fell on me as he said this and I sank a bit lower in my seat. Why look at me? Why?
He's not. He's just looking in this general direction. Get a grip.