“Fuck yes,” I said and slammed back into her.
“Yes!” she cried out.
“Baby, I’m not going to last,” I cried out.
When my mouth claimed hers on a hard drive in, she screamed. Her pussy squeezed my cock, and it didn’t take me long to spill myself inside of her. The whole sex without a condom was fucking fantastic, and I knew that even after Merit had our baby, I was never wearing another one again. The feel of her against me bare was one of the greatest things in the world. If that meant we had a gaggle of kids, so be it.
After I came, Merit wrapped her legs and arms around me tightly. I lifted her and carried her into the shower. I reached over and turned it on, stepping in with her.
“I’m in your t-shirt!” she cried out as water cascaded over us.
I gently pushed her against the wall, pretty sure my cock was still hard as I moved ever so slightly in and out of her body.
“Oh, Dirk,” she whispered, and my mouth found hers once more.
“I love you,” I whispered. “You. Are. Mine.”
She nodded and sliced her fingers through my hair. “I love you, too. And I keep hoping this isn’t all a dream.”
I reached down and played with her clit as I moved in and out of her. My cock wasn’t quite fully hard again, but it was getting there. “It’s not a dream, baby, and let me prove it to you once more.”
It didn’t take long before I brought her to another orgasm. The way her body responded to mine was fucking amazing. I had no idea if it was all Merit, or the benefit of being pregnant. Ty and Brock had both told me how Lincoln’s and Kaylee’s sexual appetites had grown when they were pregnant. All I knew was that I would do everything in my power to make Merit know that she had my complete attention. Both in and out of bed.
When I pulled out of her and placed her feet gently on the shower floor, she grabbed onto my arms for support and laughed.
“I think you’ve made me weak from multiple orgasms.”
I dipped my mouth to the side of her neck and kissed her there. “Better get used to it. This is just the beginning.”
Brock opened the front door and stared at me. His eyes narrowed a bit before a smile slowly grew over his face.
“Are you going to let me in or stand there and give me that goofy-ass grin?” I asked.
He slowly shook his head. “Oh hell. I’ve seen that look before, but never in my wildest imagination did I think I’d see it on your face.”
“Fuck you, Brock. Let me in.”
He stepped to the side as he let me past. “I’m going to guess that you finally came to your damn senses and made up with Merit.”
I couldn’t help the smile that spread over my face even if I wanted to. “We more than made up.”
His brows rose. “I think this conversation needs a beer. Let me grab two, and I’ll meet you on the back porch.”
I glanced around the house. “Where are the kids and Lincoln?”
“Lincoln took Morgan and Blayze over to my folks’ house to swim. Hunter is napping.” He held up the baby monitor as he walked into the kitchen.
“When did he go down?” I asked.
“About ten minutes ago. His afternoon naps are the long ones.”
I nodded and suddenly realized that this would be my life in a few months. I was going to be a father.
I exhaled deeply, and Brock looked over at me. “You okay?”
I felt a slight chuckle slip free. “For the most part, I’m great.”
He frowned, then reached into the refrigerator and grabbed a few beers. He tossed me one and motioned for us to head out onto the back porch.
“Talk to me, Dirk,” he said as we both took a seat.
I let my eyes focus on the mountains dotting the horizon. A small cap of snow still covered the peaks. The sky was so blue against the few white clouds that were scattered across it.
I rolled my neck to ease the tension that suddenly weighed down on me. “Everything has changed, Brock. Everything.”
He opened his beer and took a drink. He didn’t speak, only waited for me to go on.
“Since my dad died, I feel so lost. A piece of me is missing, and I’ve been honestly scared to death I’ll never be able to get it back. I slowly realized I’ve been feeling that way long before I lost my dad, I just never wanted to admit it. The loss grew bigger when he left.”
“Bigger?” Brock asked. “I’m going to guess this has to do with Merit.”
“Did Lincoln tell you that Merit’s pregnant?”
His eyes widened, and his mouth dropped open.