I hook my fingers into his boxer briefs and push them down as much as I can. He helps me the rest of the way before kicking them free so we’re both naked now. Being skin to skin with him is like coming home as he settles on top of me.
“You never act like it.” I stop wiggling when his bare cock brushes against my sex. Oh shit, this is happening.
“I try to be a gentleman.”
“I know.” When I tilt my chin up, his lips come down on mine.
Darian is always respectful and kind when we’re alone or in front of people. Sometimes I wonder if he does it because he’s trying to prove he’s good enough for me to others or to himself. I love that he can be so good, but there’s not a side of Darian that I don’t care about. He’s grown into the man he is because of what he’s been through, and I wouldn't change anything.
I can feel all his control melt away as the kiss becomes hungrier. We both begin to move our bodies together, and each time his cock slips further against me. When I feel the head of his cock at my opening and nudging for entry, I relax my knees and tilt my hips up.
“Take it, Darian. It’s yours, I choose you.” He sucks in a breath as his eyes lock with mine.
“I love you,” he says before he thrusts all the way inside of me, and the air leaves my lungs. My nails dig into his back, and I close my eyes tight, trying to breathe through the pain. “Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.”
The pinch I felt quickly fades, and my body begins to enjoy the fullness inside of me. My sex clenches around his cock, and Darian lets out another string of F-bombs as the muscles in his chest and neck strain.
“Baby,” he moans, burying his face in my neck.
“I’m okay,” I reassure him, because I know sometimes he can worry a little too much about my safety. “Make love to me.”
“I don’t know what I did to get you but…”
I kiss him, cutting him off. It’s me that’s the lucky one. He brought real love into my life, and he didn’t let me go because he was supposed to. He just loved me as I am, with no strings or rules attached. It wasn’t full of conditions on what I could do for him, and for the first time in my life someone saw me.
He’s hard and thick as he pulls out and then hurries to thrust back inside. It’s slow at first until I dig my heels into his ass and he shifts. He hits a spot deep inside of me that has me moaning loudly. Both our groans fill the room as he takes control.
“Rosy,” he grits out. “Cum.”
His order is sharp, and it’s a tone he’s never taken with me before. It sparks something deep inside of me, and all I want to do is obey. I’m so turned on and he’s so big inside me that the sound of his dominance is all I need.
I cry out his name as I climax and then I feel his warm release spill inside soon after. He thrusts a few more times before he collapses on top of me, and I do the best I can to wrap my limp limbs around him and hold him close.
My whole body hums like it’s been electrocuted, and I didn’t know it could feel like this. I didn’t know I could be this happy. I want to laugh and cry at the same time because it’s a wave of emotions I wasn’t prepared for.
“I love you.” His words are mumbled as he kisses my neck.
“I love the feel of you on top of me.”
“That’s good because you’re going to feel it for the rest of your life.” I let out a giggle, and Darian groans as his cock twitches inside of me. “I want you again.”
“Then take me,” I challenge, clenching around him.
“I shouldn’t. I’m supposed to put you in a warm bath and take care of you.”
“Darian, did you read up on this?”
He lifts his head and furrows his brows. “Of course I did!”
I giggle harder at how serious he looks, but I’m not shocked. When it comes to me, Darian is always trying to make sure he’s doing the right thing.
“You’re killing me.” He pulls out a little and thrusts back in.
“Yes.” My laughter turns into a moan as the pleasure begins to build.
That’s all the encouragement he needs before he’s taking me once again.
Chapter 6
Darian
“You’re sweating, why are you sweating?” Allison turns to Amber and points her thumb at me over her shoulder. “Why is he sweating?”
“Wouldn’t you be terrified if you were about to have one pussy for the rest of your life?” Amber answers like I’m not in the room.