Without You (Love Wanted in Texas 1)

Will’s face dropped, and he shook his head. “Wha-what?”

I began chewing on my lower lip. What if Will doesn’t like the idea of me giving him a blow job? I quickly looked away. “I’m sorry I even tried.”

I went to move away from him, but he grabbed my arm.

“Lex, wait. I mean…I want you to do that.” He ran his hand through his hair and smiled at me. “I’ve woken up from dreams of you doing that. I just…I never want you to think you have to do something to make me happy.”

“I know that, Will. I know you would never ask me to do something I didn’t want to do.”

Will’s eyes lit up with something I’d never seen before. “Lex, do you want to be on top? Or do you want to do that?”

Oh God. The idea of being on top of Will and being in control turned me on in more ways than I could count, but giving him something he’d dreamed of also turned me on.

“What do you want me to do?” I asked.

The crooked smile that spread across his face made my stomach take a hard dive south.

“Honestly?”

I nodded my head.

“I want you to ride me.”

Oh. My. God. If I’d thought I was turned-on before, his words had pushed me to the edge of an orgasm, and all he had done was say something to me.

I slowly gri

nned as I placed my hands on his chest and pushed him back. When he lay back, I took out the condom and began to put it on.

“How do I know if I’m putting it on right?” I intently watched what I was doing as I rolled the condom down his shaft. The whole time, my core was pulsing. “Will, am I doing it right?”

I had it almost all the way on when I looked at Will. His mouth was slightly open, and his chest was heaving up and down. I smiled bigger and gave myself an internal fist pump.

I looked down at it again and tried to think back to health class when we had practiced putting condoms on fake dicks. I was pretty sure I had put it on right. I moved and positioned myself above him. He had his eyes closed, but he placed his hands on my hips. When I moved down, his tip barely pushed in.

He stopped me and opened his eyes. “Lex, this is gonna feel different. It might stretch you open more.”

My sex was throbbing so badly, and I needed relief. I sank down on him and let out a gasp as I felt him filling me completely. Will sucked in a breath of air as I sat there and tried to get used to this new feeling. I threw my head back, and I wasn’t sure what had come over me, but I moved my hands up my body and began feeling my breasts.

“Jesus…my God, Lex. I’ve never seen anything so damn sexy in my entire life.”

I slowly began moving myself up and down just a bit. It felt so good. Something was hitting on the inside, and I swore I could feel another orgasm building already. I began to move faster. I moved my body up and down more as Will let out a long moan.

He gripped my hips harder. “Lex…baby, that feels…I’m not going to last long, Lex.”

Once I got past the stinging of being stretched out more, something inside me switched on. I needed it harder. I needed more. I placed my hands on his chest and began moving up and down, faster and harder.

“Yeah…this feels…so good,” I said as I looked into Will’s eyes.

“Lex…are you going to come? ’Cause I can’t hold off.”

I could feel it. Oh God. I was so close. “Will…yeah…so…close!” I called out.

Will reached down, and the moment he touched my clit, I began calling out his name. He sat up and wrapped his arms around me. I was hit by another orgasm before the first one even stopped. This one was much more intense, and I screamed out his name as he called out my name.

“Lex…oh, Lex. I’m coming. Don’t stop.”

I moved my body against him, rubbing that spot that was driving me so insane that I could hardly think. I’d never in my life had such an intense orgasm. I felt like I had left my body, and I was looking down at myself. The way I was calling out his name surprised myself, but it felt so amazing.