My eyes drifted away before locking back onto his. “In part. You have invaded my thoughts and dreams for so long. I can’t tell you the countless nights I’ve dreamt of this moment.”
His eyes burned with something I’d never seen before. “It’s the same for me. I’ve pushed you away for so long because I’m afraid.”
My brows lifted. “Of?”
“Hurting you. Not being good enough for you. I could keep going on.”
“That’s nothing but nonsense.”
He shook his head. “Not to me. I look at you and all I can think of is if you married me you’d be stuck in Llano being a rancher’s wife and that’s not what you deserve.”
My heart pounded in my chest. Married?
“Aren’t you jumping a little ahead?” I asked with a giggle.
Jase attempted to hold back a smile. “I guess so, but those are the things that have invaded my thoughts.”
This was the moment I had been longing for. Waiting for. There was no way I was going to let our stupid fears get in the way.
“Make love to me, Jase. I don’t want to think about anything else but you and me together.”
Taylor
My chest heaved as he reached behind me and unclasped my bra, letting it slowly slip down my arms until it fell to the floor. When his hand c
upped my breast and his mouth sucked on a nipple, my head dropped back as the pleasure rushed through my body.
“Oh God,” I whimpered.
I’d never felt like this before and I wasn’t sure what I was supposed to do.
Whispering his name seemed the logical thing to do . . . that and take his dick in my hand, causing him to moan while he gently bit down on my nipple. It felt so soft, yet so hard.
Sucking in a breath, my body shuddered as his lips moved across my neck while I continued to stroke him.
Once my other nipple was in his mouth, I was sure I had died and gone to heaven.
What would the rest of it feel like? Would it hurt? Surely it would.
I’d listened to my sister and the girls talk about how the first time was not so great. If anything, they had wished for it to be over quickly.
I couldn’t imagine wanting this to end. Ever.
“I want to taste you, sweetness.” Jase spoke against my skin as he peppered kisses down my body until he was on his knees. I missed the feel of him in my hand the moment he was gone.
“Yes,” I mumbled as I reached up and touched my sensitive nipples.
“Fuck that is hot as hell.”
My mind was spinning. What was hot as hell? Lifting my head, I stared down at him looking up at me. “Wh-what?”
“You touching yourself. It’s driving me crazy.”
It was then I really noticed what I was doing and I dropped my hands. Jase smiled as he slowly peeled my lace panties off.
My breathing grew heavier as I fought to drag in one breath after another.
“So beautiful,” he whispered as I stepped out of my panties and he ran his hand up the inside of my leg. “Sit down on the bed.”