I walked back in and she was laying there…smiling as she held her hand out to me. I walked over and took her hand and kissed it as I moved on top of her.
“Love me, Brad. Please love me,” she whispered against my neck. I slowly moved to where I was teasing her with my tip before I buried myself deep inside her.
“God Amanda, you feel so good. ”
“I love you, Brad. I love you so much. ” She whispered as I made sweet love to her. I didn’t want it to end so every time I felt like I was about to come I would stop and begin kissing her. “Please tell me I’m not dreaming,” I said as I kissed down her neck.
“You’re not…dreaming…Brad…please go faster,” she begged as I stopped moving.
As I began moving again she arched herself and pulled me closer to her. It didn’t take long before her orgasm caused me to let go. I softly called her name over and over as I poured myself into her. Pleading with God to please let her get pregnant.
I kept my weight off of her as I covered her face and neck with kisses. Once I got my breath back, I placed my hands on her face and looked into her eyes. I always wanted her to know how I felt about her. I never wanted her to ever doubt my love for her.
“You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid eyes on, Manda. I love making love to you more than anything. I love you so much, pumpkin. ” I gently kissed her nose and winked at her.
I watched as her eyes filled with tears. I rolled over and brought her with me as we lay on our sides and just looked into each other’s eyes. I wiped away the tear that was slowly making a trail down her cheek towards her ear.
“Baby, why are you crying again?”
She let out a small giggle and put her hand on the side of her face. “Do you know you say that to me every single time we finish making love? I love it so much and I can’t even begin to tell you how special it makes me feel. ”
It felt like my chest exploded. I smiled and said, “Good. I want you know how special you are to me and how much I love you. I’d be lost without you. ” I closed my eyes and opened them again. “I just thank God every day you didn’t walk away from me. ”
She shook her head and said, “Never. I’ll love you until the day I die. ”
I leaned closer to her and kissed her. “I guess we should get some sleep. I still have a few more presents to buy Meg and we need to bring everything out to Gunner and Ells the next morning. ”
She laughed and sat up. “Brad! You are going to spoil this child. She has so many toys now. ”
“I know, but it’s her first Christmas, Manda. It has to be special,” I said. I looked at her with pleading eyes.
She laughed and flopped back down on the bed. “She’s not even going to remember this Christmas. ”
I pulled her closer to me and said, “But we will. ”
“Okay…I’ll give you that. Fine. But only for a couple of hours. I have stuff to do tomorrow before we head to Mason. ”
I smiled knowing she wanted to go and buy more toys just as much as I did. “It’s a deal. Let’s keep some presents home for when your parents come over Christmas evening. ”
She nodded her head and mumbled something before I heard her breathing slow down and my angel was fast asleep.
I closed my eyes and tried to get some sleep but every time I fell asleep I kept waking up to the same dream. Amanda standing in a field smiling at me and as I moved closer to her I saw her pregnant stomach. Right before I would get to her, I would wake up. Every single time.
I sat up in bed and looked at the clock. It was almost six in the morning. Maegan would be waking up soon. I looked at Amanda, who was sleeping like a baby. I quietly crawled out of bed and threw on my boxers as I made my way downstairs. I went to the kitchen and looked in the refrigerator. I pulled out the eggs, bacon and ham. I started to scramble the eggs as I put the bacon in another pan and reached under the cabinet for a frying pan for the ham.
I pulled out two glasses and put them on the table. I grabbed Meg’s sippy cup and placed it next to the other cups. Then I took out the plates and put one down for each of us. As I turned to go back to the stove, I saw Amanda standing against the bar smiling.
“Whatcha doing?” she asked.
I smiled back and said, “I’m making my wife and daughter breakfast. ”
She pushed off the island and started walking towards me. “Maegan is still fast asleep. ” I noticed she had on a robe, which was weird, because Amanda was one to always get dressed when she woke up.
“Ahh…yeah she is, but…I um…” I looked down at her as she bit down on her lower lip. Fuck…why was I getting so damn turned on? I watched as she walked right up to the stove and turned everything off.
“Baby, I’m cooking and the eggs are…” I stopped immediately as I watched her open her robe and drop it to the floor.
“Holy shit,” I said as I moved my eyes up and down her body. She was dressed in nothing but white lace panties. When I looked up she was just barely smiling at me. I dropped the spatula and walked over to her as she slammed her body into mine.