A Forever Love (Wanted 5)

After I fed and burped Jim, Garrett took him from my arms. “Now, rest for a bit while we go on a short walk.”

I smiled as I watched Garrett walk away with our son. Nothing was sexier than seeing him holding our child. I closed my eyes and wished like hell we could be together. The doctor had said six weeks and no sooner. Margie had told me how much fun she and Billy had doing other things until they had finally broken down and had sex at four weeks.

I slid down and closed my eyes. I opened them again and turned to look at the nightstand. There was an envelope with my name on it. I sat up and reached for it. I began to open it.

It was a letter…from Garrett. I sat back some and began reading it. The more I read, the harder I cried. I had to stop a few times since I couldn’t read through my tears. Twice, I had to put the letter down to try to control the crying. When I finally was able to finish, I folded the letter and carefully put it back into the envelope.

I got up out of bed and quickly made my way over to my dresser. I opened up my lingerie drawer and searched for the sheer black baby doll lingerie that Margie had given me for my birthday. I had been pregnant at the time, and I had been so pissed that she gave it to me then. When she’d told me it was for after the baby was born, I’d hugged her and told her she was the best cousin and best friend in the entire world.

I rushed into the bathroom and slipped it on. Ugh. I hated that I was bleeding so badly, but all I wanted to do was make Garrett happy. Wearing this would be just the start.

“Em? Are you okay?” Garrett called from the other side of the bathroom door.

I smiled and did a little hop as I looked at myself in the mirror. Just a few pinches to each cheek, and I was good to go.

“Is Jim awake?” I asked.

Garrett laughed. “Hell no. The country air knocked him out cold. I think he is going to take one hell of a good nap.”

I opened the door and leaned against the doorframe. “Good. I’m going to need time to make sure my husband has one hell of a good orgasm.”

Garrett’s eyes traveled up and down my body, and he swallowed hard. “Em, what are you…where did you…what…what’s happening?”

I giggled as I walked up to him. I began lifting his shirt up and over his head. “Mmm…your body drives me insane with lust, Garrett.”

I placed my hands on his chest and began moving them up and down as I licked my lips and looked up into his eyes. They were dancing with passion, and I couldn’t help but smile, knowing I was making him feel this way.

He closed his eyes and then opened them as he let out a long sigh. “Em, we can’t, not for six weeks.”

I began pushing him, so he had to start walking backward.

I slowly shook my head. “Oh, Mr. Mathews…this is all for you.”

His legs bumped the bed, and I quickly moved my hands down to start getting his pants off. I pulled them down, and when his erection sprang free, I let out a moan. I dropped to my knees, pulling his pants down all the way. I took him into my mouth, and Garrett pushed his hands through my hair as he let out a loud moan. I began moving, barely grazing my teeth along his hard shaft.

“Fuck,” he hissed as he looked down and into my eyes.

I could feel him getting bigger in my mouth, and I closed my eyes as I let out a moan. I would have given anything to touch myself or have Garrett touch me. I let out another moan, and that was Garrett’s undoing.

“Jesus, Em. I’m going to come.”

I took every last ounce of what he gave me. When he reached down and pulled me up to him, he was panting. I quickly wiped my mouth and smiled at him.

“Thank you, Em. That was…amazing.”

“Garrett…thank you. Thank you so much for loving me and for treating me like a princess.”

He kissed my nose. “You are a princess, and I do it because I love you so much. Let’s get cleaned up, and then we’ll try to get a bit of sleep while Jim is sleeping.”

A few minutes later, I was lying next to Garrett as he held me tightly.

“You read the letter, didn’t you?”

I smiled even though he couldn’t see my face. I nodded and said, “Yes, I did. Garrett, that has to be the most romantic thing you’ve ever done. Thank you so much.”

I rolled over and faced him. We both lay on our sides and looked at each other. I watched as Garrett’s eyes slowly began closing. He rolled over onto his back and pulled me to him. I rested my head on his chest and listened to his breathing slow down. I’d never been so content in my life as I was right now.

As I thought about our future, I couldn’t help but think about more kids. If Garrett were to ask me right now how many more kids I wanted, I would have to say one more. I thought about the ranch being filled with grandkids running all around and how I would teach them all about gardening. Garrett would teach them about cattle, horses, ranching, and so much more.