I jumped up and hugged my brother. “I love you, Jase and I owe you so big for this. Does he know you’re telling me?”
Jase laughed. “Hell no. He made me swear to keep quiet until you and Keith left. I figured, with the breakup, Walker would be okay with me sharing this with you.”
I kissed Jase on the cheek and started toward the ranch Jeep. I was thanking God that my father kept the keys in it all the time. I didn’t want to have to go back and tell my parents what had happened and where I was going.
As I started the Jeep, Jase called, “I’ll tell Mom and Dad you won’t be back tonight!”
I smiled and waved as I took off toward the hunting cabin. My heart felt like it was slamming against my chest. My hands were sweaty and I was trying to remember if I’d shaved my legs this morning. I shook my head to clear my thoughts. I reached down and ran my hand along my leg. Smooth! I did a little fist pump as I drove toward my future.
I DIDN’T WANT Walker to hear the Jeep, so I parked it about a half a mile down the road. Opening up the glove box, I smiled when I saw a flashlight. My father was obsessed with flashlights, so I never doubted that there would be one in the Jeep to light my way to the cabin. I grabbed the flashlight and hopped out of the Jeep.
I made my way up onto the small porch of the cabin. The lights were all on and I heard music. Putting my ear to the door, I heard “Just a Little Bit of Your Heart” by Ariana Grande playing. I closed my eyes, placing both hands over my mouth to hold back my tears. When I felt my emotions were under control, I turned the doorknob and pushed the door open. I was immediately hit with the smell of a fire burning in the wood stove. I entered the room and found Walker sitting in a chair with his back to the door, watching the fire. The music had covered the sound of the door opening and closing. He hadn’t heard me come in.
The hunting cabin barely had any furniture in it. There were two beds with a small dresser next to each one and a small table with two chairs.
Closing my eyes, I placed one hand on my belly, covering my mouth with the other. I loved him so much. I prayed to God I hadn’t messed things up. I opened my eyes and dropped my hands. Slowly, I approached him. He sat up straight. He knew I was here. Biting my lip, I walked over and stood in front of him. He looked up at me, and our eyes met. I sucked in a breath. When I saw a tear slide down his cheek, a sob escaped my lips.
“I’ve always loved you,” I said, wiping my tears away and smiling. “I’ll love you forever. Only you.”
I stood there, waiting for him to say something. When he pulled his mouth into a grin, I couldn’t help but grin back.
He blinked slowly as he said, “I can’t live without you, Liza.”
Dropping to my knees, I laid my head in his lap. “I’m so sorry. Please forgive me. I didn’t mean to hurt you, Walker. I was so confused and…and...” I looked up into his eyes. “I’ve always wanted you. Only you. I was going to tell you today, but then Keith showed up.”
He placed his hands on my arms and brought me to him. I sat on his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck as I leaned down and kissed him. The kiss was sweet and gentle, filled with so much love. Walker put his hands on my hips and moaned as I pushed down on his hardness. I rocked against him as he pushed his hand through my hair and pulled me in to deepen the kiss. I could feel the buildup moving through my body. I’d never been able to have an orgasm like this with anyone but Walker. He made my body desire him in ways I couldn’t understand. I wasn’t sure if I ever would.
I pulled my lips back and looked into his eyes. “Walker. Please make love to me.”
He stood up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He smiled as he moved us to the bed and gently laid me down. My heart beat like I was a virgin. In a way, I was. This was my first time with the man I’d been in love with for my whole life.
He leaned down and placed gentle kisses all over my neck and face. Between each kiss he’d speak: “I. Have. Never. In. My. Life. Loved. Someone. Like. I. Love. You.”
For once the tears building in my eyes were happy tears.
“I. Promise. To. Never. Leave. You. Again.”
Tears spilled from my eyes as I stroked his cheek and looked into his sparkling blue eyes. “I like that promise.”
He pulled his T-shirt over his head as he stood. He unbuttoned his pants and pushed them down, and his hard-on sprung out. My eyes grew big. I chewed on my lower lip as I stared. He was huge. I moved my eyes up his body to see him smiling at me.
“Do you like what you see?”
I nodded and said, “I most certainly do.”
I sat up and pulled my T-shirt over my head, glad I had a white lace bra on. Walker sat down and placed his hands on my shoulders, pushing me back to a laying position.
“I want to adore your body,” he said.
I swallowed as he unbuttoned my jeans. “Lift,” he whispered as he pulled them off of my hips and then down each leg. I rubbed my legs together as he tossed my pants to the side. He looked me over like he was memorizing every square inch of my body. I could almost feel the heat coming from him. I wanted to push my hand into my panties to relieve this insane need to have him inside me.
Walker placed his hand on my leg, moving it up, gently using his fingertips to send chills throughout my body. He licked his lips as he reached my panties. Placing his hand on my abdomen, Walker slipped his thumb just under the waistband. When his hand slid into my panties, my chest heaved with my quickening breath. He lightly brushed my clit, making me arch my back and gasp. Then Walker slid his fingers between the sensitive lips and massaged inside of me, making me thrash my head back and forth. He smiled as he watched my body react to his touch. When he pulled his hand away, I wanted to scream.
“Take off your panties, Liza.” He said in a seductive voice.
I quickly sat up and pushed my panties down, kicking them onto the floor. Looking down at his dick, I licked my lips and he moaned.
“Lay back.”