Forever Us (Always and Forever 4)
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She peers up, choking back her emotions, trying to mask her tears. Her head lulls forward again and her smile broadens. Her dimples deepen, and one rebel tear prevails, falling clean and straight, landing on my cheek. “He was there feeling every single bullet, like I felt every single ache and pain from his fists...his boots...his words. He took it all, and I felt my retribution bursting from me. You awoke a beast in me, Kingston. You awoke the Lana that I always aspired to be—a part of you. I felt as strong as you.”
My heart tweaks and twists painfully in my already tight chest, but her words are starting to set it fucking free. “More. Tell me more.” Not ready to be convinced just yet, I push her.
“Want more? I’ll give you so much more.” She pushes me back and I land flat on my ass. Slinking eloquently to me, she straddles me again, pulling my cock free from my sweats with skillful effort.
“You are the man of this house. The man of my heart.” She strokes me, her nipples hardening, as does my cock.
I growl, snapping. Pulling her forward with my hand in the center of her back, I latch on to her ear, licking, sucking, and whispering, “Don’t you fucking stop now.”
“You are the very blood in my veins, the beat thumping in this chest.” She grabs my hand from her hip and brutally pins it against her chest, right above her breast. “Today, for the first time in years, you got it fully beating again. So man up, Donovan, because you just won me over completely. Heart, mind, and soul, and if you want to sulk about that and blame yourself, then go right ahead, but I’m content right where we stand.”
Going up on her knees, she hurries and slams down on me, choking my throat with the action and keeping my words locked where they want to scream out but can’t. It’s now, the moment I wanted her to be mine completely in and out, and I’m nearly sure this is all just a twisted dream. Wanting it for so long and then getting it, the confusing pull between reality and make believe, I can’t tell if I’m even in the now, or if I’m lost in the unknown.
Her walls grip me tight, taking every inch of my ten inch beast, her little pussy stretching violently to do so. My hand flies up to cover her porn star gasps, her thundering screams bursting forth from the depths of her chest, as if she hadn’t ever been touched like this.
“Is this it then?” I growl, thrusting up into her, my balls drawing up in an attempt to explode, but I have to mentally scold myself before they can. I don’t want this to end. She’s fixing that empty pit in my stomach, that dull ache in my heart where I feel I bruised her.
“Yeah, this is that forever type of thing, Kingston,” she pants around my spread fingers on her lips. Her hair falls around her like it was caught up in a hurricane with the tilt of her head. Her skin arouses in bumps, a result of the chill from the room and the heat from our bodies.
I slowly find forgiveness with each jolt of pleasure escaping her body, her soft whimpers, and words of praise. “Say it then. Say you belong to me.” I flip us so she lays out on our carpet, her knees now bent and pushed up to the sides of her chest.
“I fucking belong to you. You own me, like a pet, like a possession, like a human treasure to you. You own me in every way it means to—fuck—to own someone, Kings.”
I pile drive, splitting her in two, really showing her what it’s like to be owned by me. I have fucked Lana before, but I’ve never really showed her just how fucking savage I can be.
I feel my cock hitting her cervix with each suction of her pussy. We aren’t just fucking though; we are making love without bars and windows surrounding us. We are finally deep inside one another, physically, emotionally, and most definitely mentally.
“You’ve never done...oh, you’ve never done this to me before!” she cries, her eyes squeezed closed.
“Welcome to the new us,” I praise, biting her jaw and growling as my balls tighten with her walls.
“Come for me, Kingston. Fill me up. I wanna come with you.” She holds off, biting that lip and keeping those eyes shut.
“I won’t come till I see those honeys.”
Her eyes fly open, and the second they do, the lust in them has me coming for long seconds, and just as I begin to finish, Lana bares down, her walls pulsing around me, and her little pained whimpers come out. I know she’s fighting to stay quiet in her euphoria, and there’s something sexy about it.
“Hold that in. Be a good little girl and keep those moans.”
“I want it again, Kingston. I need it.” Her eyes show pleasurable pain.
Holy fuck, she sucked me fucking dry. I need a few minutes before I can go again, so I change positions. Pulling from her, she tries to tug me back in and I laugh deep in my chest. “Eager little thing. Give me a minute to come back from that. Lay back, angel.”
She doesn’t pause; she falls straight on her back and I pin her knees to the ground, moving down her body and going in for the kill.
“Yes!” she screams, and I know the house had to hear her. I’m sure the fucking foundation settled more. Pointing my tongue, I lap at her swollen clit, my come leaking from her and smelling delicious mixed with her juices. It’s the preferred taste for a beast like me.
She tries to close her legs, but I don’t let up on her. Lana grasps my hair and pulls, punishing me for holding her down, and that shit stirs my cock back to life. That, and the sweet heat of her swollen entrance against my tongue.
“Please let me move, Kingston. It’s too much.”
I peer up over her pubic bone. Her face is strained and looking down on me. With a sinister laugh, I whisper, “I’ve seen you handle more.” She gasps as I bite her clit, and her orgasm hits her like the impact of a bulldozer, her mouth falling open as she fights for air.
“Uh, mmm, uh!” Just like that, she fucking squirts on my face, her orgasm beyond powerful enough for it to be anything but explosive.
I keep going, letting her legs go and pulling her limp, tired body to me. I slide my hard cock home, fucking her lazily. I could lose myself like this for hours. I could go all night like a wild animal if it wouldn’t hurt Lana, but it would. She’s too small, and I’m too wound up.
I watch her body move slowly under me, mine towering