Forever the One (Always and Forever 3)

“I know, I just missed you.”

“Why do we keep doing this? Why can’t I ever let you go?” he murmurs with his forehead against mine, his eyes shut. Taking his lip between his teeth, he shakes his head as it rolls against mine.

“Because this is love, you’re my person.”

“Fuck, Lana. God.” he cracks.

Backing me up against the wall, he starts to strip me down, his mouth latching onto my neck. “Tell me you forgive me, Kingston?” I moan into his ear while he marks my skin, my nails dragging along his bare back.

“I fucking forgive you Lana, fuck. I’m crazy about you, all I want is you happy. I’ll fight for you and do anything you want as long as you’re mine, baby.” I fixate my hands on his growing cock, running my hands up and down his shaft. The sexist growl comes from him and I almost come on the spot.

“I want you in my mouth.” I’ve never had Kingston’s cock in my mouth. I don’t know why we haven’t, but we just never have.

“What?” Leaning back he looks down at my half naked form, only my shorts are left on me.

“I want to taste you. Turn the shower off and let’s go to bed.” I claw at his abs, causing an eruption of goosebumps to break out on his skin, his abs tightening in the process.

“Drop your fucking shorts and wait for me on the bed.”

“Yes, handsome.” I walk away, swaying my hips with each pronounced step. Looking back at him, he watches me as I move, stroking his hard cock.

“Don’t finish yet, baby, I want you to finish in my mouth.”

“Bed, now,” he demands, pulling one last long stroke, his green eyes turning dark.

I climb onto the bed, releasing half my hair from its state on top of my head.

Kingston appears from the bathroom, walking toward me, his ten-inch hard-on bobbing against his stomach gaining my full attention.

“I’ve never done this,” I admit, shyly. Now all my insecurities are shining through, I know he has had a buffet of women, what if I’m not good at it?

“Really?” He lifts a brow and he looks shocked, as if I’m joking.

“I can try, I’m sorry. I know you’ve had a ton of experience, but I can learn.” I grab the king size pillow next to me and cover myself. I feel like a complete idiot, totally naked and open bare to him not only physically but emotionally. We’ve been lovers for over a year, so why do I feel like this is the first time? Why am I even thinking about his past when we have become much more than that?

“Lana?” I can’t look at him directly, my cheeks are pink with embarrassment.

“Lana, look at me.” I shake my head no. Climbing onto the bed, he rips the pillow from my body and my hands react and try to cover myself the best they can.

“I didn’t mean it like that. I thought you were teasing me.”

“No, I’m not. I haven’t done that with anyone.”

“You know how sexy it is to know that I’m the only one who gets to have those lips around me?” Leaning me back on the bed he towers over me, spreading my legs so my feet are planted on each sides of his knees.

“I know, but what if I suck?”

“Oh, baby I hope you fucking do.” I giggle at his cute little pun, reaching up I slap his chest lightly. Grabbing my hand he smiles, his white teeth complimenting his perfect grin.

“Stop it. I’m serious Kingston, what if I’m not good enough at it?”

“Baby, you couldn’t be bad at anything.” He sits in front of me, his arms bulging, covered in tattoos, his hair a wet mess on his head, his hands roaming over my legs, massaging my calves, the sensation making me grow wetter with each knead of his thumb.

He moves beside me putting his back against the headboard and spreading his legs enough to make room for me.

“Come here, get on your knees, babe.”

“Okay.” Holding my hand for balance he helps me crawl into position. Once I’m positioned he eyes me closely.