The intensity of it all was dizzying. It was pure euphoria. I rode the wave as far as it would take me and when it peaked, I whimpered my mouth falling open as he pushed me into bliss. My knees buckled and it was only this arms holding me up as I shook against his strength.
I gasped for breath, wanting still more. There was still more for him to give me. He leaned forward and kissed me sweetly, a cocky smile plastered on his face.
“Good?” he asked, already knowing the answer.
I nodded because I couldn't remember how to say yes. He gave me a wicked grin and started the rocking of his hips yet again.
I closed my eyes, losing myself to the sensation. I didn't think. I just felt. I felt his muscles under my fingers. They were strong and lean, his skin hot and damp with sweat. I felt his hips crash into mine, filling me with pleasure in every thrust. I felt his breath on my shoulder, hot and heavy. My own body cried out for more of him. I couldn't get enough.
My entire being was consumed with fire and lust. I craved every inch of his fantastic length and ached to have his skin against mine. His taste drove me wild, his scent made me shiver for him, and the low, masculine groans of his voice created liquid desire deep in my core.
“Hannah,” he groaned, his voice tight with need. “Hannah...”
I knew what was about to happen. We hadn't put on a condom, I wasn't on birth control, and I knew there was no way either of us was going to be able to stop.
I didn't care. Now wasn't the time for thinking. Now was the time of doing. I wanted this now more than anything I'd ever wanted in my whole life. It was worth any risk.
“Come for me,” I whispered, closing my eyes and pressing my cheek into his.
He exploded, his muscles taut and hard. He shuddered against me, losing himself to me. The man that was so in control at all times lost control in me. The low groan of release as he buried himself and shuddered sent me over the edge. He did it to me without even trying. Together, we found bliss.
Jacob Matthews was mine. For this moment, he was mine. He was the person I'd wanted since I was old enough to want a man. And for this second, I had him. He'd had me since the moment I'd first seen him in that leather jacket walking into to school like he owned the place.
The only sound in the room was the two of us breathing. He panted, his forehead pressed into the curve of my shoulder. My leg still wrapped around his perfect ass and my arms held him tight to me. A sheen of sweat coated both of us.
He kissed my shoulder, his stubble scraping the delicate skin when he lifted his head. Our eyes met and I lost myself to his baby blues.
I was the luckiest girl in the world.
I unwrapped my leg from around him and we stood toe to toe for a moment. My phone buzzed and I could faintly hear the sound of a car pulling into the clinic's parking lot. Either Donna was back or our food had arrived. My bet was on the food.
He had his hands around the outside of my shoulders and it felt good to be in his arms. It felt safe. He leaned forward and gently kissed my lips. This time, it was more sensual than sexual, and it sent a different kind of tingle through me.
After the delicate kiss, he pulled away, but kept his eyes locked with mine. I felt myself melting into them. Their beautiful light-blue color seemed to ignite as a ray of sunshine from the window poured over them.
He took a step back and I mourned the loss of him. I felt complete with him inside of me, holding me with him. We were two pieces that were made to fit together.
My phone buzzed again and there was the faint sound of a knock on the glass front doors. Our dinner was definitely here.
“I got it.” Jacob was already reaching for his pants. He dressed quickly, and unlocked the back room to get our food.
I stared out after him for a moment before scrambling to get my own clothes on. Once dressed, I wasn't sure if I'd just fallen asleep and dreamed what just happened or if my wildest dreams really had come true.
Chapter 13
I sat nervously on the small couch in the break room, my knee bouncing as I tried to figure out what was going to happen next. I was dressed now, and my brain was taking over and rethinking my body's decisions.
I'd just had sex with my boss.
Really, really, really hot awesome sex. But with my boss.
I had no idea what Jacob was going to say when he walked back into the break room. Was he going to pretend it didn't happen? Was he going to say it was amazing? Was he going to want to go again?
The uncertainty of it all was killing me.
The door to the break room swung open and my entire body stiffened and turned. I swallowed hard, unsure of what I would say or do next. I wasn't sure what I was going to say to Jacob, but I knew I had to say something.
Until Donna and her two teenage boys walked in. There was no way to have a conversation about anything that just happened with them in the room.