“You know, you’re gorgeous,” he said.
“Come on.”
“Yeah, you are.”
He reached over and rubbed her bristly head, and she touched the back of his hand and rested her cheek in his palm, waiting for the bubble to burst, which it did when his cell phone went off to “Somebody to Love.”
Doc sighed, removed his warm palm from her cheek, opened his phone, and announced, “Chesney,” into the speaker.
“I’m not on call,” he said. “Isn’t that his problem? Okay, okay. I can make it in an hour.”
Doc put his phone away and grabbed both of Yuki’s hands in his. “I’m sorry, Yuki. It’s going to be this way until I move up in the pecking order.”
“I understand,” she said.
They walked back to their cars together, arms around each other’s waists, covering new territory, Yuki liking the feeling so much and equally relieved that the day had closed at the best moment. She was attracted to Doc, and she was scared.
He draped an arm over her shoulder, brought her to him, and kissed her, sweetly, softly, so she kissed him again, even more so.
When they broke apart, Yuki blurted, “I haven’t had sex in almost two years.”
A look passed over Doc’s face that she couldn’t read. It was like an eclipse of the sun. He hugged her, got into his car, and said out the window, “I’ll call you.”
“Okay,” she said, too softly for him to hear over the sound of the engine as he drove away.
What had she said to him?
Why had she said that?
Chapter 62
CINDY SAT IN a booth of a diner called Moe’s, just down the block from Bagman’s condemned Victorian house that had decayed into a crash pad for druggies.
Her grilled cheese and coffee were cooling, and Cindy was making notes for a sidebar: how many homeless died before the age of forty, how many were under the influence of alcohol or drugs when they died — 65 percent.
She was taking the data off the SFPD Web site, so it was automatic writing, not creative, but it was distracting her from the delicious aches and twinges caused by spending another entire night wrapped around Richard Conklin, this time at his place. And those memories only made her want to call him, make another date to wrap herself around him again.
She was in that luminous and dangerous state of mind when she felt a tug on her hair, turned to see a woman peering over the back of the booth at her and saying her name.
Cindy thought the woman looked familiar but at the same time didn’t recognize her.
“Sorry. Do I know you?”
“I’ve seen you at From the Heart.”
“Okay, sure,” Cindy said, pretty certain that she didn’t recognize this young woman from the soup kitchen — but she couldn’t place her anywhere else.
“Want to join me?” Cindy said, forcing herself to make the offer, because you just never knew. This woman with the messy blond hair could be the one who knew who killed Bagman Jesus.
“You look busy.”
“It’s okay,” Cindy said, shutting the lid of her laptop as the woman took the seat across from her.
Cindy could see the beginning of the woman’s decline into an extreme meth makeover: the graying skin, the huge pupils, the high agitation.
“I’m Sammy.”
“Hi, Sammy.”