“Maybe you’d like a different lawyer,” I said.
“Never mind,” she said. “It’s not going to matter.”
“Okay, then. Why don’t you talk to me?”
I switched on the tape recorder, spoke my name, the time and date, my badge number, and the subject’s name. Then I rewound the tape and played it back to make sure the machine was working. Satisfied, I leaned back in the chief’s swivel chair.
“Okay, Carolee. Let’s hear it,” I said.
The lovely-looking woman in her Donna Karan perfection took a moment to organize her thoughts before she spoke for the record.
“Lindsay,” she said thoughtfully, “you need to understand that they brought it upon themselves. The Whittakers were making child pornography. The Daltrys were actually starving their twins. They were part of some freaking religious cult that told them their children shouldn’t eat solid food.”
“And you didn’t think to get Children’s Services involved?”
“I reported it again and again. Jake and Alice were clever, though. They stocked their shelves with food, but they never fed the children!”
“And Doc O’Malley? What about him and his wife?”
“Doc was selling his own child on the Internet. There was a camera in her room. That stupid Lorelei knew. Caitlin knew. I only hope that her grandparents get her the help she needs. I wish I could do it myself.”
The more she talked, the more I understood the depths of her narcissism. Carolee and her cohorts had taken on the mission of cleaning up child abuse in Half Moon Bay—acting as the whole judicial package: judge, jury, and executioners. And the way she described it, it almost made sense.
If you didn’t know what she’d done.
“Carolee. You killed eight people.”
We were interrupted by a knock on the door. The detective cracked it open a few inches, and I saw the chief outside. His face was gray with fatigue. I stepped out into the hallway.
“Coastside hospital called,” he told me. “Hinton administered the coup de grâce after all.”
I stepped back into the chief’s office. Sat down in the swivel chair.
“Make that nine, Carolee. Ed Farley just died.”
“And thank God for that,” Carolee said. “When you people open the barn at the back of the Farleys’ yard you’re going to have to pin a medal on me. The Farleys have been trafficking in little Mexican girls. Selling them for sex all across the country. Call the FBI, Lindsay. This is a big one.”
Carolee’s posture relaxed even as I grappled with this new bombshell. She leaned forward confidingly. The earnestness in her face was absolutely stunning.
“I’ve been wanting to tell you something since I met you,” she said. “And it doesn’t matter to anyone but you. Your John Doe? That terrible shit had a name. Brian Miller. And I’m the one who killed him.”
Chapter 144
I COULD HARDLY ABSORB what Carolee had just told me.
She’d killed my John Doe.
That boy’s death had been on my mind for ten full years. Carolee was my sister’s friend. Now I tried to grasp that John Doe’s killer and I had been traveling on adjacent paths, paths that had finally converged in this room.
“It’s traditional for the condemned to have a cigarette, isn’t it, Lindsay?”
“Hell, yes,” I said. “As many as you want.”
I reached on top of a filing cabinet for a carton of Marlboros. I broke open the box and placed a pack of cigarettes and a book of matches beside Carolee’s elbow with a casualness I had to fake.
I was desperate to hear about the boy whose lost life I’d been carrying with me in spirit for so many years.
“Thank you,” said Carolee, the schoolteacher, the mom, the savior of abused children.