Part One
Chapter 1
IT WAS A CLEAR, calm, lazy April morning, the day the worst week of my life began.
I was jogging down by the bay with my border collie, Martha. It’s my thing Sunday mornings—get up early and cram my meaningful other into the front seat of the Explorer. I try to huff out three miles, from Fort Mason down to the bridge and back. Just enough to convince myself I’m bordering on something called in shape at thirty-six.
That morning, my buddy Jill came along. To give her baby Lab, Otis, a run, or so she claimed. More likely, to warm herself up for a bike sprint up Mount Tamalpais or whatever Jill would do for real exercise later in the day.
It was hard to believe that it had been only five months since Jill lost her baby. Now here she was, her body toned and lean again.
“So, how did it go last night?” she asked, shuffling sideways beside me. “Word on the street is, Lindsay had a date.”
“You could call it a date…,” I said, focusing on the heights of Fort Mason, which weren’t getting closer fast enough for me. “You could call Baghdad a vacation spot, too.”
She winced. “Sorry I brought it up.”
All run long, my head had been filled with the annoying recollection of Franklin Fratelli, “asset remarketing” mogul (which was a fancy way of saying he sent goons after the dot-com busts who could no longer make the payments on their Beemers and Franck Mullers). For two months Fratelli had stuck his face in my office every time he was in the Hall, until he wore me down enough to ask him up for a meal on Saturday night (the short ribs braised in port wine I had to pack back into the fridge after he bailed on me at the last minute).
“I got stood up,” I said, mid-stride. “Don’t ask, I won’t tell the details.”
We pulled up at the end of Marina Green, a lung-clearing bray from me while Mary Decker over there bobbed on her toes as if she could go another loop.
“I don’t know how you do it,” I said, hands on hips, trying to catch my breath.
“My grandmother,” she said, shrugging and stretching out a hamstring. “She started walking five miles a day when she was sixty. She’s ninety now. We have no idea where she is.”
We both started to laugh. It was good to see the old Jill trying to peek through. It was good to hear the laughter back in her voice.
“You up for a mochachino?” I asked. “Martha’s buying.”
“Can’t. Steve’s flying in from Chicago. He wants to bike up to see the Dean Friedlich exhibit at the Legion of Honor as soon as he can get in and change. You know what the puppy’s like when he doesn’t get his exercise.”
I frowned. “Somehow it’s hard for me to think of Steve as a puppy.”
Jill nodded and pulled off her sweatshirt, lifting her arms.
“Jill,” I gasped, “what the hell is that?”
Peeking out through the strap of her exercise bra were a couple of small, dark bruises, like finger marks.
She tossed her sweatshirt over her shoulder, seemingly caught off guard. “Mashed myself getting out of the shower,” she said. “You should get a load of how it looks.” She winked.