“Gosh,” I said dryly. “She’s awesome. Can I get back to killing the Remedy now? You know, the crusher of hopes, murderer of billions, destroyer of the world?”
“But we’re safe here,” Dylan sputtered. “And I’m not, I mean, she’s not—”
“Baby, I was so worried about you,” the girl crooned, and flipped silken hair over a slim shoulder. Then her beautiful eyes seemed to notice me for the first time. “Is this a… friend, sweetie?”
“Yes,” he said, taking her hands in his. She blinked up at him with so much naked adoration, I thought I might vomit.
“I’m going,” I announced, and walked back to the elevator. Right now, certain death seemed preferable. I jabbed the elevator button.
“Listen, I know this is hard to understand right now,” Dylan told Stepford Girl quickly. “You think we’re supposed to be together, because that’s what you’ve been told. But we’re not.”
This poor girl had been created with one purpose, and Dylan had to tell her it wasn’t going to work out. He was being so gentle with her, though, so kind. The way I’d never been with him.
Don’t turn around, I thought guiltily. Just keep staring at this elevator door.
“But we were made to be together,” she insisted sweetly. “I’ve done everything you wanted, tried to become everything you wanted. I know you like to read, so I’ve been reading. Since you wanted me to have a name, I took it from this book.”
I glanced over my shoulder at the cover. It was The Handmaid’s Tale, by Margaret Atwood.
Margaret A. ImMargaretA. The commenter with “inside info” on Fang’s blog.
“You’re ImMargaretA?” I asked, turning to gape at her.
Her eyes widened and darted to Dylan nervously, and then she smiled at both of us, blinking like she had no freaking idea what I was talking about.
“You posted on the blog,” I said testily. “You described the deaths of my flock. Remember?”
Margaret’s face flushed. “The doctor let me follow all Horseman’s adventures,” she chirped happily, but I saw the anger behind her eyes when she looked at me—like I was spilling a secret we shared. “So I would know when he would come back to me.”
When she looked back at Dylan, she turned on the charm, but now I saw something else beneath her adoration: fear.
She still thought he was a real Horseman, I realized. And she was terrified.
On the blog, she wasn’t trying to spread false information; she’d only repeated what she had been told was true. She’d really been trying to warn us about the Remedy. About Dylan.
And I’d just sold her out.
“It’s okay,” I assured her. “Just take us to the doctor.”
But she wasn’t having it.
“The doctor is busy,” Margaret A. answered, glaring at me, and then turned back to Dylan with a coy smile. “You must be tired, baby,” she cooed. “Come sit down.”
“I can’t be with you,” Dylan blurted, seeming oblivious to her act. “I love… someone else.”
My chest tightened, but Margaret had finally had enough.
“You can’t be with me?” she snapped, her sugary voice hardening into something more real—something strong. “Well, guess what? Maybe I never wanted to end up with a contract killer, pieced together part by part, my identity wiped clean. But if I have to be a living doll to avoid getting gassed with H8E or blown to pieces in a nuclear blast, I can play along. Okay?”
She fixed Dylan with in icy stare, but her eyes were filling with tears.
“Margaret, listen to me,” I said in a low whisper. “You don’t have to pretend anymore. We’re going to get you out of here.”
“There’s no way out,” she said miserably. “He just keeps moving farther down.”
“Down where?” I pressed.
Margaret A. glanced at the mirror, and I met her eyes. Crocodile tears started to roll down her sculpted cheeks, and she broke my gaze. But then, in the mirror, I saw what she’d really been looking at—an imperfection, some kind of seam.