Crank (Crank 1)

further by definition and distance.

New boyfriends, one definite

but distracted,

and no shortage of Avenue wannabes.

Siblings, one too close and curious,

the other much

too far away to serve as confidant.

Parents, ever-present shade, dimming

my sparkle,

kryptonite to quell my bid for superpower.

Teachers, counselors, preachers,

scaffolding,

crumbled by the weight of my monster.

Problem Number Three: Connections

How to get high

and stay that way?

(Coming down was a bitch and a half.)

Finding crank

wasn’t really difficult.

Most of my new crowd knew

someone who dealt

(or knew someone who

knew someone who did).

Getting what you paid for

proved more problematic, unless

you went straight to the source.

Even then, things were iffy.

(Stoners aren’t the most reliable people.

Even they would have to agree.)

Fronting years of hoarded