Glass (Crank 2)

I’m asking for some time

to figure out if I love you

for what you’re giving me,

or for who you are.

Over a Week

Since Trey went off

to decide why [you mean if]

he loves me. Messed up!

Brad and I have kept

our thoughts regarding th

at

night to ourselves, not

easy to do when you’re

spun, and we have been spun

on an ongoing basis.

It’s maintenance spun

now, not really enjoyable spun.

I can nibble soft foods,

sleep fitfully, brain

begging to shut all the way

down. But I’m scared

to shut all the way

down. Scared I might dream.

Scared I might not

wake back up.

It’s About Noon

On Thursday. I’m fumbling

around in the kitchen, trying

to figure out what to make

for dinner. My head is in