where to, but once I was there a few
days, I didn’t want to leave. Ever.
“Because of the dope or
because of Mom?”
Both. Oh my God. You can’t imagine
how much crystal they were moving.
And as for your mom, she was skinny
as hell, and a total tweaker bitch,
but I fell for her right off. Something
in thos
e eyes, and she was wild in b—
Way TMI, Dad. Still, “Uh, it’s okay.
Obviously you guys had sex.”
It was more than that, at least
for me. I was flat in love with her.
Which was a fucked-up thing to be.
Trey wasn’t around much.
Working a little. Dealing a lot.
Kristina and I were tight for a while.
He stops. Lights another cig.
Stares at his empty beer can.
I should get him one. The deadly duo
seems to be fueling his storytelling.
I don’t think she ever really loved
me, though. She was crazy about
Trey. She liked making him jealous.
Which was dangerous for both of
us. He did have a temper! When
he found out about us, he freaked.
Dad looks longingly at the empty