Fallout (Crank 3)
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enough of was love.
Not for me. Not for you.
Not for anyone who
came before—or after—
us. She used who she
could to get what she
wanted. And then she
tossed them like trash.
HE WAS RIGHT
Not what I wanted to hear.
But what exactly did I want
to hear? That this little reunion
was going to end up a fairy tale?
Darn right that’s what I wanted
to hear. I sit, semi-stunned,
watch the snow begin to fall
harder. “Does she want me or not?”
I wish I knew what to tell you.
I don’t know what she wants,
and even if I did, I couldn’t
speak for Kristina. I know she thinks
she has the right to know you.
That my father and Cora were
wrong for keeping you apart.
And I agree as far as that goes.
But I seriously doubt she has
the ability to take care of you,
if that’s what’s on your mind.
Small steps, honey. One at a time.
AS HE TALKS