I was dimly aware of Vanessa screaming at the vampire and clawing at him with her hands, trying to pull him off me, but I knew that it was no use. Dekes was high on my elemental power, as high as a junkie on any drug could be, and he wasn't coming down until there wasn't a single drop of blood or magic left in me.
The bastard was going to drain me dry - and there was nothing I could do to stop him.
For a moment, I sank into the cold, lethargic blackness that was slowly clouding my vision, my body, my mind. It would be so easy to let go, to let myself drown in the darkness where there was no more pain, no more torture, no more anything . . .
Fuck that, I growled at myself. Gin Blanco never gave up - not now, not ever.
I'd found my way out of a collapsed coal mine, I'd been electrocuted by LaFleur - hell, I'd even killed Mab fucking Monroe against all the odds. I'd survived all those things, and I'd come out stronger each time. Not to mention Bria, Finn, the Deveraux sisters, and Owen. I had them to live for now, and I wasn't going to let some psychotic, power-hungry vamp be the end of me.
Think, Gin. Think.
I struggled to push away the numbing blackness from my mind and focus. My situation wasn't good. I was tied down, immobilized, and bleeding from the deep, vicious bites that Dekes had inflicted on my neck and shoulders. Even if I were free, there was no way I could have fought my way past the vampire and the giants in the room. Not now, when I was so weak and injured and when Dekes had already stolen so much of my Ice and Stone magic.
Desperately, my gaze zoomed around the library, looking for something, anything, that would help me out of this mess. That would at least make Dekes stop biting me and give me a chance to fucking regroup. But there was nothing. Just books and giants and Vanessa screaming and Victoria lying limp on the couch . . .
My eyes focused on the other woman's unconscious body, and a plan popped into my head. I couldn't fight my way out of here, but maybe I didn't have to. All I needed was a little bit of magic, but that was another problem. There was no way that I could reach for my own power, not with Dekes sucking it out of me as fast as he could - but maybe I didn't have to do that either.
I looked down at the spider rune ring on my right index finger - the one that contained my Ice magic. I didn't know if my crazy plan would work, but it was the only chance I had left.
I pushed the pain of Dekes biting me, of his teeth tearing into my neck, to the very back of my mind, surrounded it with imaginary stone walls, and locked it away where it wouldn't distract me. Then I reached for the Ice magic stored in my ring.
Normally when I used my Ice magic, I pushed it outward, releasing the power through my hands and using it to create lockpicks, knives, and other shapes. But this time, I forced the magic inward, coating my own heart with elemental Ice and then letting the magic spread to my lungs and the rest of my internal organs before carefully pushing it out toward my skin.
Thump . . . thump . . . thump . . .
My heart slowed, and my breathing stuttered, as my lungs frosted over. For a moment, I wondered if I'd miscalculated, if I was actually killing myself with my own magic instead of saving my ass. But I'd subconsciously used my Ice magic to preserve my body once before when I'd jumped into the Aneirin River in the winter, and I was hoping the same thing would happen here. I needed that to happen, or I was as good as dead. Besides, Jo-Jo had always said that my elemental magic was part of me and that it was mine to command however I wished - not the other way around.
I hoped the dwarf was right, because I was about to bet my life on her wisdom.
When I pulled enough Ice magic into my body to make myself completely cold and numb, I rasped out a great shuddering, agonizing cry, arching and thrashing against the ropes as much and as violently as I could. They didn't call them death throes for nothing.
The sudden bucking motion surprised Dekes enough to get him to stop biting me and lift his head. I kept up with my twitching and thrashing, and the vampire took a step back, wondering what the hell was going on. His eyes were even brighter than before, and once more, I could see my own power burning in his gaze. The sight made me angry - so fucking angry - and even more determined to get out of this alive. Randall Dekes would not be the death of me. He would not.
I kept up my fake death throes for another ten seconds before closing my eyes, slumping forward in the chair as much as I could, given the ropes that held me tight, and letting my body go completely slack.
Nobody moved, nobody spoke. All I could hear was Dekes's ragged breathing as the vampire struggled to come down from the magical high he was riding on.
"Check her," the vamp finally ordered.
Clothing whispered together, and soft footsteps crept toward me. A second later, I felt Vanessa's slender fingers skim my throat, trying to find a spot that was free of blood where she could check for a pulse.
Thump . . . thump . . . thump . . .
By this point, my heart was barely beating, and my lungs struggled to function against the Ice that was weighing them down, but I was still breathing. The question now was whether Vanessa would notice or if the little trick with my Ice magic would fool her.
The other woman's fingers fi
nally pressed against my cold skin, causing more blood to trickle out of the bite marks on my neck. I sat there, holding my breath, limp and still, and waited. Ten seconds passed . . . twenty . . . thirty . . . forty-five . . . sixty . . . My lungs started to burn from the lack of oxygen, but still I didn't breathe. Sixty-five . . . seventy . . .
"You killed her," Vanessa said, dropping her fingers from my neck. "Her skin's already getting cold. "
"Are you sure?" Dekes asked.
"I think I know what a dead woman looks and feels like," Vanessa muttered. "Given how many of them you've made me watch you murder in here. I warned you that you were taking too much blood from her, but you didn't listen. You've got no one to blame but yourself, Randall. "
I drew in a shallow breath, to ease the ache in my lungs. I didn't know if the Fire elemental really thought I was dead or if she was just saying that to convince Dekes. Didn't much matter. What was important now was what he decided to do with my body - and whether I had the strength to somehow slip out of the mansion before the vamp or anyone else realized that I was just faking.
More footsteps whispered on the carpet, and I got the sense that Dekes was pacing back and forth in front me. I stayed exactly where I was, slumped forward and doing my best to remain completely still. I'd seen more than enough bodies in my time to mimic the loose slackness of death. Yeah, maybe playing dead wasn't my finest, most inspired, or deadliest moment as the Spider, but Fletcher had always told me that there was no shame in it if it got you out of a bad situation - like the one I was in right now.