“Can you take him?” she said over L.W.’s yelling. “Please just take him?”
Annnnnnd that was how he ended up holding Wrath’s first and only born son under the pits like the young was an explosive device with a fuse that was running out fast.
“Ah . . .” he said as the kid kicked his little feet and wailed right in Rhage’s face. “Um . . . yeah, you want to go to the clinic with this?”
As he spoke, he wasn’t sure whether he was referring to the cut or the baby.
Moving the screaming bag of Wrath’s DNA to the side, he tried to see what was going on—was it her finger? Hand? Wrist?
“I was being stupid,” she muttered as she hissed. “I was outside on the terrace, taking him to see the moon because he likes it—and I wasn’t looking where I was going. I hit a patch of wet leaves and whoop! Feet went right out from under me. He was in my arms and I didn’t want to fall on him. Threw my damn hand out, caught it on a flagstone that was cracked and it sliced right through me. Shit . . . this isn’t stopping.”
Rhage winced as he wondered exactly how long the ringing in his ears was going to last after she took L.W. with her. “What . . . ah . . .”
“Hey, can you just stay with him for a minute? Doc Jane’s at the Pit, I just got a text from her. I’ll run across and have her look at this. I’ll be back in two secs.”
Rhage opened his mouth and froze like he had a gun to his head. “Ah, yeah. Sure. No problem.” Please don’t let me kill Wrath’s kid. PleasedontletmekillWrathskid. OhGodohGodohGod— “He and I’ll be just fine. I’ll give him some coffee and—”
“No.” Beth shut the faucet off and wrapped her hand in a towel. “No food, no drink. And I’ll be right back.”
The female left at a dead run, skidding out of the kitchen and racing through the dining room—and as she went all Usain Bolt, he had to wonder whether it was because of her hand . . . or the fact that she’d left her child with a total incompetent.
Annnnnnd L.W. was now really crying, like he’d figured out his mahmen had left and the hollering that had come before had just been a warm-up.
Rhage squeezed his eyes shut and started back for his seat at the table. But after two steps, he thought of Beth’s trip-and-fall and imagined himself flattening the kid like a panini. Going bug-lid, he proceeded heel-toe, heel-toe, as if he were balancing a crystal vase on the top of his skull. As soon as he got within range, he parked it on the chair and stood the kid up on those biscuit feet of his. L.W. wasn’t strong enough to hold his body up, but that screaming was straight rock-and-roll.
“Your mahmen’s coming back.” Please, dearest Virgin Scribe, let that female get back here before he was deaf. “Yup. Riiiight back.”
Rhage looked around the pair of very healthy lungs and prayed for someone, anyone to come running.
When that passive optimism didn’t pan out, he refocused on the red face.
“Buddy, your point’s been made. Trust me. I heaaaaaar you.”
Okay, if the definition of insanity was doing the same thing over and over again . . .
Turning the little boy around, Rhage laid L.W. back in the crook of his arm as he’d seen Wrath and Beth do—
Fucking hell, that just pissed the kid off more. If that was possible.
Next position? Um . . .
Rhage put L.W. up on his chest so that the baby could see over his shoulder. And then he patted his flat palm onto the surprisingly sturdy back. Over. And over. And over . . .
Just like Wrath did.
And what do you know. The shit worked.
About four minutes and thirty-seven seconds later—not that Rhage was counting—L.W. sputtered to a halt, like his tear maker had used up the last of its gas. Then the kid took a ragged inhale and went limp.
Later, Rhage would wonder if things might have been okay had L.W. stopped there. Maybe if the infant hadn’t gone any further . . . or maybe if it had started to cry again? Then perhaps Rhage might have been saved.
The trouble was, mere moments later, L.W. wrapped a chubby arm around Rhage’s throat, and then he fisted the sweatshirt and held on, getting in close, seeking comfort, finding it . . . relying on it because the little guy was utterly helpless in the world.
Abruptly, Rhage stopped with the patting, freezing exactly where he was even though he was off-balance in the chair. And with a clarity that was shattering, everything about the young registered on him, from the heat in that vital body, to the tensile strength in that grip, to the rise and fall of that little chest. The sniffles were right by Rhage’s ear, and so was the soft puffing breath, and when L.W. moved his head, fine, silky hair tickled Rhage’s neck.
This was the future, Rhage thought. This was . . . destiny come to rest up against him.
After all, L.W. had eyes that would witness events long after Rhage was gone. And the infant’s brain would make decisions Rhage couldn’t even comprehend. And the body that was fragile in this nascent state, but enduring in its maturity, would fight and honor and protect, just as his father had and his father’s father . . . and all the sires in the bloodline before that had.
Wrath was alive in this boy. And would be in the boy’s young. And in their young after that.
Moreover, Beth had given this to him. They shared this. They had . . . made . . . this.
Suddenly, Rhage found that he could not breathe.
NINETEEN
Naasha did not keep him waiting.
As soon as Assail was shown into the lady’s parlor in her hellren’s mansion, a portion of the peach silk-covered wall slid back and Naasha came in from a hidden door. o;Can you take him?” she said over L.W.’s yelling. “Please just take him?”
Annnnnnd that was how he ended up holding Wrath’s first and only born son under the pits like the young was an explosive device with a fuse that was running out fast.
“Ah . . .” he said as the kid kicked his little feet and wailed right in Rhage’s face. “Um . . . yeah, you want to go to the clinic with this?”
As he spoke, he wasn’t sure whether he was referring to the cut or the baby.
Moving the screaming bag of Wrath’s DNA to the side, he tried to see what was going on—was it her finger? Hand? Wrist?
“I was being stupid,” she muttered as she hissed. “I was outside on the terrace, taking him to see the moon because he likes it—and I wasn’t looking where I was going. I hit a patch of wet leaves and whoop! Feet went right out from under me. He was in my arms and I didn’t want to fall on him. Threw my damn hand out, caught it on a flagstone that was cracked and it sliced right through me. Shit . . . this isn’t stopping.”
Rhage winced as he wondered exactly how long the ringing in his ears was going to last after she took L.W. with her. “What . . . ah . . .”
“Hey, can you just stay with him for a minute? Doc Jane’s at the Pit, I just got a text from her. I’ll run across and have her look at this. I’ll be back in two secs.”
Rhage opened his mouth and froze like he had a gun to his head. “Ah, yeah. Sure. No problem.” Please don’t let me kill Wrath’s kid. PleasedontletmekillWrathskid. OhGodohGodohGod— “He and I’ll be just fine. I’ll give him some coffee and—”
“No.” Beth shut the faucet off and wrapped her hand in a towel. “No food, no drink. And I’ll be right back.”
The female left at a dead run, skidding out of the kitchen and racing through the dining room—and as she went all Usain Bolt, he had to wonder whether it was because of her hand . . . or the fact that she’d left her child with a total incompetent.
Annnnnnd L.W. was now really crying, like he’d figured out his mahmen had left and the hollering that had come before had just been a warm-up.
Rhage squeezed his eyes shut and started back for his seat at the table. But after two steps, he thought of Beth’s trip-and-fall and imagined himself flattening the kid like a panini. Going bug-lid, he proceeded heel-toe, heel-toe, as if he were balancing a crystal vase on the top of his skull. As soon as he got within range, he parked it on the chair and stood the kid up on those biscuit feet of his. L.W. wasn’t strong enough to hold his body up, but that screaming was straight rock-and-roll.
“Your mahmen’s coming back.” Please, dearest Virgin Scribe, let that female get back here before he was deaf. “Yup. Riiiight back.”
Rhage looked around the pair of very healthy lungs and prayed for someone, anyone to come running.
When that passive optimism didn’t pan out, he refocused on the red face.
“Buddy, your point’s been made. Trust me. I heaaaaaar you.”
Okay, if the definition of insanity was doing the same thing over and over again . . .
Turning the little boy around, Rhage laid L.W. back in the crook of his arm as he’d seen Wrath and Beth do—
Fucking hell, that just pissed the kid off more. If that was possible.
Next position? Um . . .
Rhage put L.W. up on his chest so that the baby could see over his shoulder. And then he patted his flat palm onto the surprisingly sturdy back. Over. And over. And over . . .
Just like Wrath did.
And what do you know. The shit worked.
About four minutes and thirty-seven seconds later—not that Rhage was counting—L.W. sputtered to a halt, like his tear maker had used up the last of its gas. Then the kid took a ragged inhale and went limp.
Later, Rhage would wonder if things might have been okay had L.W. stopped there. Maybe if the infant hadn’t gone any further . . . or maybe if it had started to cry again? Then perhaps Rhage might have been saved.
The trouble was, mere moments later, L.W. wrapped a chubby arm around Rhage’s throat, and then he fisted the sweatshirt and held on, getting in close, seeking comfort, finding it . . . relying on it because the little guy was utterly helpless in the world.
Abruptly, Rhage stopped with the patting, freezing exactly where he was even though he was off-balance in the chair. And with a clarity that was shattering, everything about the young registered on him, from the heat in that vital body, to the tensile strength in that grip, to the rise and fall of that little chest. The sniffles were right by Rhage’s ear, and so was the soft puffing breath, and when L.W. moved his head, fine, silky hair tickled Rhage’s neck.
This was the future, Rhage thought. This was . . . destiny come to rest up against him.
After all, L.W. had eyes that would witness events long after Rhage was gone. And the infant’s brain would make decisions Rhage couldn’t even comprehend. And the body that was fragile in this nascent state, but enduring in its maturity, would fight and honor and protect, just as his father had and his father’s father . . . and all the sires in the bloodline before that had.
Wrath was alive in this boy. And would be in the boy’s young. And in their young after that.
Moreover, Beth had given this to him. They shared this. They had . . . made . . . this.
Suddenly, Rhage found that he could not breathe.
NINETEEN
Naasha did not keep him waiting.
As soon as Assail was shown into the lady’s parlor in her hellren’s mansion, a portion of the peach silk-covered wall slid back and Naasha came in from a hidden door.