“Oh,” Aislinn said. The enormity of what she’d agreed to undertake suddenly settled on her, seeming impossibly daunting.
Keenan must have seen the worry in her expression, for he quickly added, “But we shall relax as well. The Summer Court is a place of dance and desire.
To only work would be as untrue to our nature as it would be to allow the darker things to go unpunished.”
“It’s pretty huge, what I’m agreeing to do. Isn’t it?” She clenched her hands in tight fists to keep them from shaking.
His voice was cautious as he agreed, “It is.”
“What do I, I don’t know, do?”
“You rouse the earth when the winter needs to loosen its grip; you dream the spring with me.” He took her hands—unfolding her fingers so that her palms lay open atop his—and said, “Close your eyes.”
She trembled, but she did as he asked. She felt his breath on her face as he spoke in soft whispers.
He said, “And they dreamed slender roots sinking into the soil and furred creatures stretching in their dens, dreamed fish racing the currents, field mice weaving through the grasses, and serpents basking on the rocks. Then the Summer King and Queen smiled at the new life they’d called to wake.”
And she could see it—the world stretching like a giant beast too long asleep, shaking off the snow that had kept it dormant too long. She felt her body glowing, knew that she was glowing, and she didn’t want to stop. She could see the white willow that she’d heard rustling in the breeze when she’d first seen Keenan; she could taste that fragile scent of spring flowers. Together they would stir the creatures, the earth itself. They would look on the waking world and rejoice.
As she opened her eyes to look at him, she realized that she was weeping. “It’s so…huge. The things that need to start to live again…How will I? We? What if I fail?”
Keenan cupped her cheek in his hand briefly. “We won’t.”
“And the rest? The court stuff?” She wiped her cheeks, trying not to flinch as she saw that the tears were golden. Hurriedly she tucked her hands into her pockets and resumed walking. “I don’t know how to rule anyone.”
He shrugged when he strode up alongside her. “So you learn. I’ll be there. I do know how to rule. But today we don’t think about all that. That’s the beauty of summer as well. There are balls to have and dancing to be done. If we rejoice, our court will, too. It is as much a duty as waking the earth.”
“Right, sounds like an easy job. Wake the earth, rule the unruly, repair the broken stuff, and party.” She swallowed with difficulty as they stepped into Seth’s lot, anxious both at the enormity of the task and at the strangeness of telling Seth. “I guess anyone could handle that little list?”
“No, but the Summer Queen can,” Keenan assured her; then he favored her with one last blinding smile before he turned his attention to the opening door and said, “Today, though, we begin with only the first step. I meet my queen’s beloved and try to befriend a mortal, yes?”
“Yeah. That one is doable.” She shook her head as if to shake away the stress, but then she looked up.
Seth stood waiting as patiently as he did any other day. The rest of her worries, her changes, the world itself faded. How will Seth feel?
She had a flash of worry that things would seem weird after last night, that he wouldn’t still want her, that he’d be angry that she brought the faeries to his home. But he wasn’t freaking out—about them or the faeries all around her. Aside from her and Keenan, they’d all stayed invisible, but she knew Seth could see them and that he was pretty aware of who it was that stood beside her.
Seth’s expression was unreadable, but he held out a hand and said, “Hey.”
Then the court, Keenan, Niall, the guards—it was all forgotten as she slipped into Seth’s arms.
After watching Aislinn’s and her mortal’s faces, Keenan found it much easier to believe that his queen was making the only choice she could. He knew that look, had seen it in the eyes of several girls, had seen it in Donia’s eyes.
“Come on.” Seth motioned for him to follow. Then he stopped and looked at Aislinn. “If he…”
She paused. “Umm. Can you come in here?”
“I can.” Keenan exchanged a brief look with Niall at Seth’s obvious awareness of what he was and of the fey aversion to steel.
What else has she said to him? His curiosity piqued, he added, “Cold iron doesn’t harm a monarch.”
Seth didn’t miss a beat. He quirked his eyebrow and said, “Guess that means you’re Keenan.”
Aislinn winced. Niall and the guards froze. Keenan laughed. Here’s a brazen one. “I am.”
“Well, since the house won’t make you sick…” Seth let his words fade away as he led Aislinn inside.
Keenan followed them into the dim interior. It was tiny, but well kept. His first thought was that Donia would find it appealing—if not for her inability to be around so much steel.