"That's what my mom figured. The Coven decided the spells were too strong, so they burned them or something."
"Who told her that? My mother?"
"No, no. My mom never had any problems with your mom. It wasn't her fault, what happened. It was the Elders."
"So the Elders claimed they destroyed the books."
"No. I meant it was the Elders' fault my mom left the Coven. They didn't know anything about the secondary books. Another witch told my mom about those."
I rubbed my temples. This wasn't making any sense. I longed to tell her to stop, to go back and proceed logically from the beginning, but I was almost afraid that if I did, I'd lose everything, like a wisp of smoke I had to catch before it vanished.
"So a non-Coven witch told your mom that these intermediate spells were missing."
"Right. Mom found this witch who had a copy of one of those grimoires."
"The grimoires I have now?"
"Right. Mom stole the grimoires from Aunt Margaret's library. She was the keeper of the books or whatever they called it. Aunt Margaret, I mean."
"She still is. So your mother took the books and found out they didn't work."
"Right. So she went back to Aunt Margaret and asked why. Aunt Margaret figured out that my mom stole them, so she told the Elders. Your mom said it didn't matter, since the spells didn't work, but Victoria flipped out and caused a big stink about it and my mom got fed up and left the Coven."
" Uh-huh." My head was starting to hurt.
"So how'd you get them?"
"Hmmm?"
"Where'd you find the grimoires?"
I had to pause and clear my mind even to remember. "I found them in the Coven library. In Margaret's collection."
"Wow. So she didn't throw them out after all? Weird."
"Very weird. When we go there later, to get the ceremony book, I'll have some questions for her."
Savannah nodded. We finished talking, then I went to find Cortez.
When I heard Cortez rustling around in the kitchen, I smiled and quickened my pace, suddenly eager to--To what? I stopped in the hallway, and it took a moment to realize that I'd been hurrying to tell him the news about the grimoires.
Naturally, I was excited. If I could unlock the secret of these spells, it would mean not only that I'd have stronger spells to protect Savannah, but that I'd have stronger spells to offer all witches. This could truly be the key to everything I'd dreamed of. With these spells, I could help witches regain their rightful place in the supernatural world.
The implications were mind-boggling, and of course I wanted to share them with someone, but there was more to it than that. I didn't want to tell just anyone. I wanted to tell Cortez. Logically, as a sorcerer, he probably couldn't care less about newly discovered witch spells or, if he did, he'd want to suppress them, to ensure his race's supremacy. Yet I couldn't imagine Cortez doing that. Somehow, as foolish as it might sound, I felt he'd be happy for me or, perhaps even more importantly, that he'd understand. I could take this news to every witch in the Coven, and some might congratulate me, might even be pleased for me, but they wouldn't really understand. With Cortez, I felt it would be ... different.
I paused in the hal
l and considered telling him. Seriously considered it. But I decided to speak to Margaret first and then, if I really had what I thought I had here, I'd talk to Cortez about it.
I walked through the kitchen door to see Cortez eyeing two canisters of tea.
"You don't want the one on the left," I said. "It's a sleeping brew."
"That's what I was trying to figure out. Savannah told me the sleeping brew was on the right, but I believe she returned the canisters to the wrong places."
"I don't doubt it. Sometimes I think she puts things back in the wrong places on purpose, so I won't ask her to tidy up. I remember trying that with my mom. Only she decided it just meant I needed more practice tidying up." I took the canisters. "Both of these, however, are caffeine free, so for today I think I'll stick with coffee."
"I just brewed a pot."