"It's all right," she said softly as she reached back into the cage.
Very gently, Tess brought Harvard out, cradling his little body in her arms. She held him like she would an infant, supporting his slight weight with one hand as she placed her other hand on his gaunt belly. Tess focused on the feel of his breathing, the faint but steady beat of his heart. She could read his weakness, the combination of ailments that had been slowly sapping his life away for probably several long months.
And there was more--her fingertips tingled as she moved down to the dog's abdomen. A bitter taste began to form at the back of her throat as the cancer made itself known to her touch. The tumor wasn't very large, but it was lethal. Tess could picture it in her mind, seeing the web of fibrous strands that clung to the dog's stomach, the ugly bluish clump of disease whose sole purpose was to drain away life.
Tess let the tumor come into her mind through her fingertips as the vibration of her blood began to simmer with power. She concentrated on the cancer, seeing it illuminate from within and then break apart. Feeling it dissolve as she held her hand over it and willed it away.
It came back to her so easily, her unexplainable ability.
My curse, she thought, although it was hard to think of it that way when the small bundle nestled in the crook of her arm whimpered softly and turned to lick her hand in gratitude.
She was so caught up in what she was doing, she almost didn't hear the noise that came from one of the clinic's empty exam rooms. Then it came again: a short, metallic scrape of sound.
Tess's head came up sharply, the fine hairs at the back of her neck tingling with alarm. She heard another noise then: a heavy foot scuffing on the floor. She glanced up at the clock on the wall and knew that it was still much too early for Nora to be arriving.
She didn't think she had anything to fear, yet as she started heading out to the other area of the clinic, she was hit with a sudden blast of memory--a light flicking on in the storeroom, a beaten and bloodied intruder slumped over on the floor. She paused, her feet stopping dead as the vivid image flashed through her mind, then vanished just as quickly.
"Hello?" she called out, trying not to jostle the dog in her arms as she walked out from the vacant kennels. "Is someone here?"
A hissed curse came out of the large examination room off the reception area.
"Ben? Is that you?"
He came out of the room holding an electric screwdriver. "Tess--Christ, you scared the shit out of me. What are you doing here so early?"
"Well, I happen to work here," she said, frowning as she took in his flushed face with the dark rings under his eyes. "What about you?"
"I, uh... " He gestured back to the exam room with his screwdriver. "I noticed the hydraulic lift was sticking on this table the other day. I was up, and since I still have the spare key to the place, I thought I' d come in and fix it for you." It was true, the table had needed some adjustment, but something about Ben's flummoxed appearance didn't sit right. Tess walked toward him, gently petting Harvard when the dog started to stir in her arms. " It couldn't wait until we opened?"
He ran a hand over his scalp, further mussing his disheveled hair. "Like I said, I was up. Just trying to help out where I can. Who's your friend?"
"His name's Harvard."
"Cute mutt; kind of runty, though. A new patient?"
Tess nodded. "Just came in last night. He wasn't doing too well, but I think he'll be feeling better soon. "
Ben smiled, but it seemed too tight for his face. "Working late again last night, Doc?"
"No. Not really."
He glanced away from her, and the smile turned a little sour.
"Ben, are we... okay? I tried to call you the other night, after the museum reception, to apologize. I left you a message, but you didn't call back."
"Yeah, I've been kind of busy."
"You look tired."
He shrugged. "Don't worry about me."
More than tired, Tess thought now. Ben looked strung out. There was an anxious energy about him, like he hadn't slept for the past two days. "What have you been up to lately? Are you working on another animal rescue or something?"
"Or something," he said, sliding a shuttered look at her. "Listen, I'd love to stay and chat, but I really have to go."
He pocketed the screwdriver in his loose jeans and started heading for the clinic's front door. Tess trailed after him, feeling a chill as an emotional distance that hadn't been there before now began to crack open between them.
Ben was lying to her, and not just about his purpose in being at the clinic.