"Just tripped over something in the dark. I'm fine." Tripped? Trip. Trip wire. Ah, hell.
A sixth-sense premonition burned over him a half second before rumbling echoed behind them. A collapse? No. More of a squeak. Rolling. Opening. Like a gate or door. >"You make a good partner, Renshaw."
His words echoed and bounced around her, mocking her with how she'd failed at just that. "Thank you, but it's my job."
"Yeah, right. I'll scrounge around outside for something to eat, some ice to melt, before the storm gets any worse."
And he was gone, swallowed by the sheets of snow rippling and twisting like linens on a line. The cave doubled in size without his shoulders and booming voice. So much for professional distance to carry her through this night alone.
She dropped her mittens to the slick black ground. She unzipped her parka and released the bark and needles into a pile near the mouth of the cavern to vent the smoke. From a pill bottle, she extracted a Vaseline-soaked cotton ball and dropped it on top of the kindling.
Kneeling, she struck her survival knife against the magnesium stick, launching sparks. She swooped again and again until the cotton ball poofed with flames. Kindling crackled, warmed. Acrid smoke singed the air and her lungs. Once the fire roared, she clicked off the flashlight to save the battery.
The entrance sealed closed. She startled, knife drawn, then relaxed.
Josh filled the entryway again, logs in his arms. "I set traps. We'll shoot hoops to decide who cooks.
Loser skins Thumper."
How could she not smile at the reference to their old hoops ritual? All the same, she could have done without the reminder of Josh's better qualities. Smart. Funny. Hot. Air sense in the plane that left people of all ranks bowing in worship. And oh yeah, hot.
Her traitorous gaze skipped over to him as he dumped the wood. Hard, angular features gave him a raw appeal, softened just short of scary by long dark eyelashes. A scar along his jawline provided a touch of humanity to his godlike perfection.
Perhaps it was his humanity that scared her most of all. "Left or right side?"
"Pardon?" He squatted down in front of the fire, stripping off his mittens.
"Left or right side of the rock bed? After we eat."
Josh glanced up at her, eyes clear with understanding of her unstated boundaries. He flipped back his hood. "Right side, by the light, so I can read myself to sleep."
He obviously wanted an easygoing tone, too, like with the shooting-hoops comment. Still, tension lines radiating from the corners of his eyes sprinkled guilt all over her. She couldn't squelch the desire to smooth her fingers over them.
Danger zone. Back off notions of touching.
She opted to be up front. Dodging the obvious wasn't helping, anyway. "Kinda tense, huh? Being here together. Things will be better once we're both settled at work. We won't see each other so much. Ops officer duties will have you hopping, being called out to the flight line every time there's an emergency. I'll be busy giving check rides and filling out form eights. Even when we do see each other, we'll both be too exhausted to notice."
Liar.
"Sure. Sounds great." He brought a longer log down over his knee. The frozen brittle wood snapped in half, the crack echoing. Crouching, he dropped one piece, then the second onto the fledgling fire.
Sparks showered up, blazing higher to throw dancing shadows along Josh's beard-stubbled face. He so didn't deserve the pain she'd brought to his life.
She inched closer to him, woodsy smoke teasing her nose on its curling path outside. "You can have the apartment if you want. I'll look for somewhere else to live. I know you'll be busy keeping everyone current and spun up in case things flare in Cantou again."
He grunted, still staring down into the fire.
"Josh? We have to learn to be civil. This isn't the only time we'll be working together."
"Fine." His face snapped up. "Glad you're ready to talk. Let's start with why the hell we ever got married."
Whoa! Scream on the brakes. Blood rushed to her head as if she were pulling G-forces. She was thinking more along the lines of "You get the blender and I'll take the food processor."
She opted for the simple answer. "Your biological clock was ticking."
He snorted. "A guy's clock doesn't run down."
"Whatever." He'd wanted babies and she'd wanted to give them to him. So why hadn't she been able to just go for it?