Well, hell. He stared down the empty road. A few weeks ago he'd been beating his head against the wall at the prospect of entering the "dating" world again. But now, the idea sent one helluva thrill through him—when the right woman was involved.
The romance gig wasn't a crapshoot, after all. As much as he wanted to present Rena with diamonds and fancy vacations, the incredible woman he loved enjoyed circus peanuts, too.
He wasn't giving up on draping her in a diamond or two someday. But he'd finally learned he could also drape her in plenty of romance now.
J.T. fished into his back pocket for his cell phone. After twenty-two years, it was about time he asked his wife for a date.
Rena rapped two knuckles against her son's open bedroom door.
"Yeah?" Chris called from his bed, pitching a magazine to a floor already covered in clothes, a towel and schoolbooks.
Her heart rate still thumped an extra couple of beats every time she remembered how close she'd come to losing J.T. and Chris today.
Rena tiptoed over a discarded backpack on her way to her son's bedside. "Are you okay, hon?"
"Still a little wigged out, but it'll be better in the morning. Just need to sleep. Maybe swim some laps tomorrow. Get my head together."
She perched on the edge of his bedside table. "Swimming laps is a good way to relax."
"Yeah. Gotta work out the stress somehow." He crooked both arms behind his head. "Dad's probably down in his office veging with the Bard."
"Excuse me?"
"You know. How he always reads Shakespeare and junk like that to chill."
But she didn't know.
How could she have missed that about her husband? A sad commentary on how little she and J.T. had communicated over the years. She would have cried her eyes out over the discovery a couple of days ago. Now it only fueled her resolve to learn more about this fascinating man she'd married. And along the way let him learn some more about her, as well.
"'Night, hon." Rena leaned to skim a good-night kiss on her son's forehead. "I love you."
He hooked an arm up and around for a hug. "Love you, too, Mom." He pulled back, mock surprise on his face.
"Gee, when did you get so little?"
"When did you get so big?" She grinned.
Laughing, a deeper sound these days, he flopped back. "G'night."
"Good night, hon."
Clicking off the overhead light, she left, closing his door on her way out. Finally, she and J.T. could be alone. Would they talk? Or just cut straight to mind-blowing sex? Or pass out from exhaustion?
Her tummy tumbled in nervous flips.
Rena padded down the stairs, toward the computer room, refusing to let the ghosts of their afternoon horror haunt her home. She peeked into the office. No J.T., but sure enough, right beside the butt-ugly green chair rested a thick tome.
She stepped closer, her hand falling to rest on the volume of Shakespearean plays. She thumbed through, some pages highlighted, her husband's spiky scrawl beside passages. She let the book fall open as if it might give her a glimpse into J.T., a hint for what she should do next.
"Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt." Measure for Measure. Rena traced a finger along the words. No more waiting. She knew exactly what she needed to do and finally had the confidence in herself to go for broke.
Rena snapped closed the book. She had a husband to welcome home.
Making tracks back up the stairs, she headed straight for the bedroom closet. First on her welcome-home agenda, clear room for his flight suits and Hawaiian shirts.
A swoop of her arm smooshed her work dresses to the side. She didn't intend to give up pushing for marital counseling. But in the meantime, she could still go on her own, work through some of her issues from her childhood. Straighten out her insecurities and need for control.
A starting place.