It finally started to sink in and for the first time in ten years, I allowed myself to believe it. Pete was apologetic and not only that; it had never been his intention to hurt me. He took responsibility for the part he played in the prank, but the truth of it was that it hadn’t been about him. It was a dare that some other boys put him up to and because of his age and inexperience, it was the sort of thing he fell into. I was in the wrong place at the wrong time and it was awful what had happened to me. It had been too long though and I couldn’t continue to let these things from the past eat at me and keep me from living the fullest life that was possible for me.
“I know,” I said softly. “And I forgive you.”
I saw a wave of relief rush over Pete’s countenance and it was then that I could see he had been carrying this around for as long as I had. It wasn’t the same. He wasn’t the victim in the situation, but I knew what guilt felt like and how it could eat at a person’s soul. He didn’t deserve to have that plaguing him anymore. I was happy to give him my forgiveness. It was the first step to us both moving on. Together or not, this was a good place for us to both have a fresh start.
“Strange how things work out, isn’t it?” He mused quietly in the darkness of his bedroom. It would be hours before the sun rose and I had to head back into the office. This had definitely been my busiest weekend of the year and I was glad to have it all behind me.
“I guess you can just never tell how things are going to go. I certainly didn’t expect for this to all end with me enjoying being in your presence,” I said with a smile.
“Oh, I don’t know. I think you are just using me for sex.” Pete said as he pulled me in tight to his chest.
“Maybe I am,” I responded, unable to stifle a giggle.
“That’s fine with me. Use me. But be prepared because like I told you…” he leaned in to whisper in my ear. “That pussy is mine. Unless you want me to give Asia a call.”
I gave him a sideways glance in the darkness. “She does have amazing tits.”
That surprised him and I could tell he was interested in my potential interest. “Oh really? You think so? I happen to know a few things she’s good at.”
“I’ve never been with a woman before.”
“No way,” Pete exclaimed. “Well, then we’re going to have to talk about this a little more. If you’re interested then I think we could probably find someone that would be great for you. And we could share or not share. As long as I get to watch.” He leaned down and gave my left nipple a quick suck, letting it pop back out of his mouth.
“That sounds hot,” I said, moving to straddle him again. I’d had more sex in this weekend than any other time in my life as well and strangely my appetite wasn’t sated at all. With Pete, I felt like I could go on forever and he seemed more than happy to accommodate me.
“What if,” I began speaking as I stroked him slowly, positioning the head of his cock at my entrance. “What if we picked a virgin?”
His eyes widened. “Really?”
I nodded and slid down on top of him, taking him all the way inside and resting there, eliciting a groan of pleasure and frustration from him as I remained still.
“I think it would be nice to help someone out. You know someone who really needed it. You’ve got the funds to spare, after all.” I winked at him.
“I absolutely do and I would fucking love to bid on a virgin for you. You’ll have your pick. Anyone you want, Penny. For you…anything. What about two of them? Would you like two?”
I laughed. “Hold your horses.” I started to rock my hips back and forth and he answered my movement with an upward thrust of his hips. His chiseled chest shone in the moonlight and I could hardly believe my luck. I was with a gorgeous man who was ready to give in to my every desire.
“I’d love to see you with one of those virgin girls. It would be beautiful…” he gasped quietly as I picked up my pace. “Your first time with a woman, her first time period. I don’t even care if we share. It’ll be the hottest thing I’ve ever seen, watching the two of you together, learning and exploring each other. Oh,…fuck me, Penny.”
I worked my hips in a motion that I was learning was hard for him to handle for very long and brought him to climax quickly, crying out at the same time as him. I fell onto his chest and kissed him gently.
“I want this,” I said.
“I do, too,” he responded as he smoothed out my hair. “Do you remember how I was talking about why I was single?”
I nodded against his chest.
“Well, I guess I can tell you why since it’s not the most obvious thing. Only don’t spread it around because I don’t want a lot of people to know. They’ll think I’ve lost my edge.”
“Promise,” I chuckled.
“I’m kind of tired of playing around. I’m ready to start settling down, finding someone I want to be with. I’d like to start a family sometime.”
I leaned back up, feeling him still inside me. “You surprise me, Pete Wilson.”
“Do I?”
I nodded and smiled at him, perched on his hips. “And considering how reckless we’ve been all weekend, you might not have to wait long.”