The Daddy and the Dom (Mafia Menage Trilogy 2)

“We don’t really talk.”

“Why not?” he pressed, not willing to let me stop there.

My eyes stung. “Well, my parents divorced when I was eight. My mother moved to Chicago for her career, and she decided it was best for me to stay with Dad. She works crazy hours.” A lump formed in my throat, but I continued. “Then, she met someone new. She got remarried and started a new family in Chicago. She forgot about me in Savannah.”

All I’d wanted for as long as I could remember was to have a family of my own. I dreamed about getting married and having babies. I longed to have people in my life I could love unconditionally. People who would love me in return.

I didn’t dare voice that dream aloud to my father or my friends. It was expected that I would go to a prestigious college and get more than my MRS. Degree. My father would be appalled if he knew that I wanted to meet a man who would start a family with me.

Marco brushed a tear from my cheek. “You want someone to take care of you. Someone who’s proud of you for who you are, not what they want you to be. And that’s okay.”

“Is it?” I asked desperately. “I’ve lived my whole life trying to impress my dad. He’d be so ashamed if he knew all I really want is to get married and have babies. All I want is to stay at home and raise my children.”

“You don’t have to worry about what your father thinks,” he said firmly. “What he wants you to be doesn’t matter. What matters is what will make you happy. This is your life, Ashlyn. Not his. If you never want to go back to school, that’s okay. Know that whatever you choose, I’ll be proud of you. I’ll take care of you, no matter what.”

My tears spilled over his fingers, falling faster than he could wipe them away. No one had ever told me they were proud of me, and certainly not unconditionally. It was why I didn’t trust people easily; if I let myself be open and vulnerable for even a second, I might get hurt.

“I’ve always felt like I have to be perfect in everything I do, or my dad would be disappointed in me,” I admitted.

“I think you’re perfect. Just the way you are.”

He lifted me up in his arms, holding me close while I cried cathartic tears. I’d never told anyone my deepest secrets before. I’d never trusted anyone like I was trusting Marco. Not even Joseph, even though I’d wanted to open up to him.

“Do you understand now, babygirl?” he asked when my tears subsided. “Does the way you feel about me make sense?”

“Yes,” I said, my voice still thick from crying. “But what about you? Why do you like this?”

All I could see was my benefit from this dynamic. Marco took care of me, and I didn’t have to do anything to earn his affection.

But what did he get out of taking on that responsibility?

His jaw firmed, but he continued to cuddle me close. “I need someone to take care of. I need to feel needed, necessary,” he admitted. “I don’t have a great relationship with my father, either. Joseph is my only family now.”

“What about your mom?” I asked softly, almost afraid to push him.

His eyes shuttered. “She died when I was eleven.”

Fresh tears flowed from my eyes, but this time, they were for him. “I’m so sorry.” I could tell he wasn’t ready to talk about her, about his pain. But it was enough that he’d shared his loss with me. I understood him better now. I understood why he wanted me in this particular, strange way.

He blinked and focused on me again, but his jaw was still clenched. “I have a surprise for you, princess.”

He got to his feet, guiding me up with him.

“What is it?” I asked.

A ghost of his smile returned, but his eyes were still tight with worry. “I’ll show you. Come on.”

He led me through the massive house. I thought he must be taking me to the backyard, but instead, we entered the glass-walled conservatory.

At first, all I could see was the indoor garden. A large, rectangular patch of dirt was raised about four feet off the ground, walled in by patterned, pale blue tiles. A variety of floral bushes grew from the soil. I couldn’t identify them, but the colorful blooms were pretty. I hadn’t seen them up close before, because I’d never entered this space from inside the house. I’d only peered in at the pool when Joseph and I went for walks outside.

Marco led me around the indoor garden, and I sucked in a surprised gasp.

The pool.

It had been cleaned and filled, and the glowing blue water called to me, practically begging me to dive in.