“I’m ready,” I whimper, the words coming out in ragged breaths. A brush of heat washes over my body in waves.
“For what?” he asks as I hit the peak of my climax, clamping down hard on his fingers as I come.
I cup his shoulders with my hands, a little off balance from the sheer force of my orgasm.
Climbing onto his lap, I straddle his muscular thighs and whisper against his lips, “I want you to be my first.” I stare into his perfect blue eyes and finish, “I didn’t tell you how I felt the other day. I love you, Drake. I told you I wanted to wait to have sex with someone I love, and it’s you.”
His big hand palms the back of my head. “I love you, too, Taylor.” A shiver runs down my arms from his breath on my lips. “Are you sure? We can wait if you’re not—”
“Yes,” I say without hesitation. “But take it slow at first. Okay?”
He flips me onto my back so fast I don’t even have time to realize what’s happening. “I promise.” His hand grazes my cheek, his fingers so long and rough against my skin. Sucking my bottom lip into his mouth, he rocks his hips into mine.
When I reach between us to fumble with the button of his jeans, he slides off the bed, quickly disposing of his pants and boxers. His cock is so long and hard I panic when I think of taking all of him.
He climbs onto the bed and resumes his place between my spread thighs.
“Drake,” I say as he bends down to kiss my neck, planting soft pecks down to my collarbone. He peeks up at me, waiting for me to speak. “I’m on the pill. So, you know, you don’t have to use anything.”
We’re both virgins, and I’ve been on the pill since I was fifteen to regulate my period. It’s not like he can knock me up.
He nods, but there’s a bit of apprehension in his eyes. I wonder if he’s nervous and hiding it well. While I might be ready, I’m still terrified of his big cock. I mean, seriously, will it even fit? I guess there’s only one way to find out.
Drake kisses his way down to my chest, his hand engulfing my left breast as he takes my right nipple into his mouth and sucks on it. His teeth tease the tiny bud, the pad of his thumb rolling over the other. I’m putty in Drake’s very skilled hands, practically squirming beneath him.
His mouth closes over my other nipple. He sucks so hard this time it rips a moan from my lips. After he gives each breast careful attention, he inches his way down my stomach, dragging his tongue along my hot flesh. His movements are so slow and deliberate I wonder if he’s purposely taking his time or trying to drive me to the brink of madness.
Gripping my ass cheeks with his big, strong hands, he rolls his tongue over my clit. The warmth from his tongue combined with his breath on my pussy sends a ripple of pleasure from head to toe.
Threading my fingers through his hair, I maintain a good grip, keeping him right where I want him. Drake’s tongue slips between my slick folds. He laps up my juices like he needs another taste to survive, each kiss of my pussy driving me insane. If he’s as skilled with his dick as he is with his fingers and tongue, he may very well kill me.
After I come undone, my body is trembling. Drake peeks up at me from between my thighs and glides his tongue along his bottom lip to lick the rest of my juices clean.
He makes room for himself between my thighs, fisting his long, hard cock in his hand as he stares down at me. My chest rises and falls with each moment that passes. The intensity in his gaze sets my skin on fire.
Lining his cock up at my entrance, he drags the tip along my slit. “Are you sure?”
His voice wavers when he speaks, and I realize something. It’s not that Drake isn’t sure of himself. No, that’s not the case at all. He’s so afraid of having a repeat of his past with me that he’s psyching himself out. This is his way of giving me an excuse to change my mind. But I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life.
“Yes, I’m sure.” Placing my hand on his chest, I suck in a deep breath. “Drake, you can’t break me, remember that.”
“Yes, I can,” he hisses.
“It’s just you and me, okay?”
When he closes his eyes and sucks in a deep breath, I know he’s going to that dark place he visits every time he’s tried to have sex. He can’t move on with his life if he doesn’t find a way to push forward. So, it’s my job to make him see that he can’t hurt me, at least not on purpose.