Kill Switch (Devil's Night 3)
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“Yeah,” she panted.
“You want me?” I asked, lifting her up and spreading her legs for me. “Because I want to fuck you, little sweet.”
She tried to ride me a little, rubbing herself on me.
“So pretty,” I taunted. “Daddy’s Little Girl, right?”
She nodded, tipping her head back for me.
“Good girl.” I dipped down, sucking on a breast. “Doing what good girls are supposed to do for men. He’s gonna have a fuckin’ fit when he sees what I did to you. What I did to his little baby.”
She threaded her hands into my hair, but I nudged her off. “Take your hands off me,” I gritted out, diving deep into my head where it was just action and no fucking thoughts. “If I want to be touched, I’ll tell you where. Understand?”
She opened her eyes, looking a little confused, but I didn’t care. I wasn’t in love with her. This wasn’t love.
“Daddy’s Little Girl,” I said again, an ache wracking through my chest. “Daddy’s little slut that fucks guys she doesn’t even know when her parents are in bed, huh?”
Pain crossed her face and she stilled, her body going rigid.
“You wanna fuck?” I nipped at her breast, sucking i
t hard and trying not to feel the nausea roll through me. “Spread your legs and give me a piece of that cunt.”
She sucked in a breath, fighting a sudden sob as her eyes welled with tears. “Pl—please,” she stuttered, upset. “Please don’t talk like that anymore.”
And I stopped, my forehead in her chest, the sound of her hurt voice making the bile swell in my throat.
I couldn’t do this.
She deserved better.
Even if it was just this one time, I could do it right.
It could mean more. Just with her.
“Can you be gentle?” she asked, tears in her throat.
I shook my head, still not looking at her. “I don’t do gentle,” I said. “But God, baby, you are tearing me apart right now.”
She threaded her fingers through my hair.
“The less special I make this, the less you’ll be hurt,” I offered.
I knew she didn’t know what I was talking about. But the only thing she said was, “You promised to hurt me. Don’t stop now.”
“I’m afraid to…” I couldn’t catch my breath all of a sudden. “I’m afraid I’ll make you—”
“I’m not dirty,” she rushed, remembering what I said earlier in the car and knowing what I was trying to say. “You’re not making me dirty. There is no you. There’s no me. This is us. Just us.”
And that was all I needed to hear to carry her over to the marble bench and lay her down. Coming down on top her, I kissed her hard, and she parted her legs, bending her knees up and out, letting me settle in.
I groaned, the warmth of her seeping into my groin as I pulsed and ached with need to be inside of her tight body.
I hovered over her, staring down at her face and running my hand over her body. Her slender neck and smooth chest. Her round, pointed breasts and taut stomach. Her thighs and around to her ass.
I positioned myself, seeing her body pump with heavy breaths, and I pushed inside her, every muscle in her body going still as she cried out.
I came down, putting my hand over her mouth as I sank the rest of the way inside her, burying myself deep.