The entire subway ride I fretted with my decision, waffling. But by the time I made it to the door, I was steadfast in my decision.
I gave my name to the doorman and was immediately given the okay to go up. “You’re on the list,” he announced.
That statement by the doorman might have shocked me more than seeing my father earlier. Yet standing there in front of his door, I hesitated a second before finally lifting my hand and knocking.
When he opened it, it felt like I won the lottery. Sexy scruff dusted his face as his eyes burned on mine. A weaker woman would have turned and tucked tail out of there. I reached in my pocket with shaky hands but managed to pull out the box while I worked to control my breathing. Panic held me in its grip as I held up the prize. Would he deny me yet again?
He only glanced at it before I stepped forward, clasped his cheeks and pulled him down to me. It was his mouth that captured mine. “I thought you’d never show.”
We devoured each other as we two-stepped inside. My best guess was that he’d kicked the door shut because his hand moved up the side of my ribcage until his palm rested on my breast.
“Take it off,” he commanded.
I nabbed the hem of my shirt and whipped it over my head. Then, we were kissing again. His hands slid behind my back and expertly unhooked the clasp of my bra. Freedom never felt so good as when he slid the damnable thing off my shoulders to drop on the floor.
He pinned me to the door and bent down. His mouth was hot on my breast, sucking the nipple until it was hard before he did the same to the other. I was wet and ready for him as he feasted on me. Then he was kneeling and peeling off my leggings. I stepped out of them with no preamble.
This man had a tongue that would have won a gold medal in the Olympics if oral sex was a sport. But that wasn’t what I wanted and desperately needed. Yet, I stood there for a second with my eyes closed as his tongue did things only he had been able to achieve for me.
“No,” I said, as I ran my fingers through his hair. I repeated the word louder.
He sat back, his eyes hooded with the faint hint of resignation and betrayal.
Quickly, I clarified. “I want this. But right now, I need your dick.”
That brought his cocky grin to the surface. I held out my hand, not caring that I was all but naked. He hadn’t removed my panties yet. I helped him to his feet and led him back to his bedroom.
“Your turn,” I said, once we were inside. I let my eyes trace down the long line of him.
The man was fit. His biceps bunched as he worked his shirt off. I stared at his perfect abs until he freed the top button on his jeans. It was likely I’d licked my lips as he drew the zipper down his jeans. He wore nothing underneath. His hard cock was happy to be let out or it was happy to see me. After he kicked his pants away, I put my hands on his pecs and pushed him back toward the bed.
As he fell back, he drew me with him. We tumbled onto the bed laughing a second before we were caught in the tangled web of our interlocked gaze.
It felt like I was waking up for the first time in my life. I reached for his cock and he nodded in understanding as if he could read the need from my silent lips.
He held up the box. I couldn’t remember when I’d given it to him. But it didn’t matter. He knew what to do. The cardboard didn’t hold up against our combined desire. A square foil that caught the light from the hall and dazzled my eyes, made its way between his parted lips. I watched in fascination. It was happening. How long had I dreamed of this moment?
He fisted his dick in one hand, sliding it up to hold the head as he used his other hand to get the condom on. He pinched the top as he rolled it down. It took longer than I expected. When that was done, he didn’t immediately roll me on my back.
Instead, we seemed to say so much without uttering words. I fought against the urge to let my eyes roll in the back of my head as his hands worked magic between my legs.
“Are you sure?” he asked, his voice rough, sending a shiver to roll across my body.
I could barely breathe in anticipation, so I nodded and hoped I didn’t look as eager as I felt.