He turned his gaze ahead, focusing on the straight back of Spotted Eagle as he rode his magnificent stallion only a few feet ahead of the wagon, then turned angry eyes at his sister again.
" He's the cause of your strange behavior," he said in a low hiss. "You've allowed yourself to fall in love with him, haven't you?"
"Kirk, I don't think you want to continue with this debate," Jolena finally said, her voice strained. "Just concentrate on getting the wagon through the forest. I'd like to find that elusive butterfly today so that I" She caught herself before saying what her heart was feeling.
"So that you can what?" Kirk said, forking an eyebrow.
Jolena flipped her hair back from her shoulders. "Kirk, stop prodding me with questions," she said, giving him an annoyed stare. "You may cause us not to see the two special butterflies we seek."
"Two special butterflies?" Kirk said, once again looking straight ahead. He flicked the reins, snapping them along the backs of the two mules attached to his wagon. "Now you are looking especially for two, not just the euphaedra?"
"I am intrigued by the nymphalid, as well," Jolena said, scoffing now at Spotted Eagle's warnings that the nymphalid was bad luck.
It was true that she had fallen over the cliff while chasing the butterfly. But to actually believe that it had teased her over the cliff purposely had to be ridiculous.
She wanted the nymphalid now more than ever.
While her father admired it, Kirk could be telling him the special story about it…
Yet, on second thought, she doubted that her brother would tell her father about the incident. Kirk had not attempted to save her. He would not want to give the credit to Spotted Eagle, who would by that time have become Kirk's archenemy for having stolen Jolena away from him and his father.
"I think it's best that you concentrate on something besides that damn nymphalid," Kirk grum- bled. "I'll never forget that it is the cause for your having fallen over the cliff."
He cast her a sheepish look. "I should've tried to save you," he said, his voice drawn. "But my feet would not carry me to the edge of the cliff. And my heart was beating so hard, I felt dizzy. I… surely would have fallen over the side also, had I leaned even that one inch over it. And you know my fear of heights, sis."
Jolena hesitated a moment, feeling that no excuse would ever make up for his not having attempted to save her.
Yet she was not one to hold a grudge.
She patted Kirk's knee. "Yes, I know," she murmured. "Let's not speak of it anymore. I'm alive. That is all that should matter."
Kirk swallowed hard, nodded, then silence fell between him and Jolena as the wagon lumbered on beneath the trees.
Although the sun was nearly at its mid-point in the sky, there was a deceptive sil?
?very light in the air. The sunshine weaved through the thick foliage overhead, melting into the gray, steaming mist that gave body to shadow and made phantoms of solid objects.
As the forest was left behind and the wagons and their two Blackfoot guides on horseback moved out into open land, the mist began clearing. Jolena caught glimpses of the blue sky overhead.
Jolena sighed, enjoying the changes around her. The valley in which she was now traveling was refreshed from the last night's heavy dew, the grass glistening as if in the first flush of spring. The air seemed washed clean and sparkling clear with crystalline sharpness. Birds soared overhead, giving off their strange calls, their wings casting shadows across the land beneath them.
And then the valley stretched out to mountain peaks and more valleys. As the wagon went higher and higher, now on narrow canyon paths, Jolena's pulse began to race. Suddenly she began to see butterflies flitting around everywhere, their colors brilliant as the clouds melted away in the sky overhead, spilling the sun's rays down to create bright and certain light in which to see the butterflies more clearly.
Jolena's heart lurched when her eyes caught sight of the euphaedra, which had finally come out of hiding! "Kirk, stop!" she shouted, waving her arms in the air frantically. "I've seen it."
Kirk yanked the reins and stopped the mules, but he showed no signs of being happy about Jolena's announcement. The wagon was in a precarious place, a ledge of rock on one side, a sheer drop on the other, with barely enough space for anyone to move safely around.
Jolena already had the butterfly net in her hand. "Get the jar and follow me, Kirk," she said, her eyes bright with excitement. If she could catch this butterfly, she would forget the other one, after all. Today could be the final day of the expedition and tomorrowoh, tomorrow, she might be able to go to her true father and reveal herself to him. She would be able to be with her true people!
"Sis, this isn't wise," Kirk said, not budging from the seat. "This isn't a safe place to go butterfly catching."
"Kirk, I saw it," Jolena insisted, annoyed at Kirk's further proof of cowardice. "Get the jar and let's go!"
Her eyes caught sight of something else as it flitted only a few inches past her nose. She gasped and her knees grew weak, realizing that the nymphalid was there again, teasing her again.
"I'm going to catch that butterfly also," she said, sliding easily from her seat, watching her feet as they reached the slippery rocks that gave her anything but sure footing. She did not look past her feet, for she knew that the steep drop would take her breath away.
She gave Kirk a quick glance, remembering that he was afraid of heights. "Don't get out on your side," she hastily warned. "Stay over there. I'll come to you."