I do as he demands. I rest on my forearms, my head tucked close to the mattress, with my ass in the air like he wants.
He touches the paddle to my ass, slowly, gently. “I’m going to spank you twice, and then I want you to take off your panties.”
“Yes, sir.”
He growls when I call him sir, and it turns me on. I’m expecting the spank, and I tense my body. He pulls back his arm and swats my ass with the paddle. Not too hard, but enough to leave a sting of pain in its wake.
Ow.
His hand immediately replaces the sting, and he squeezes my right cheek with his palm, massaging away the pain. “Ready for the next one?”
I peek at him over my shoulder. “Yes, sir.”
He growls again, and this time brings the paddle down on my other ass cheek. Again, he massages away the pain with his hand.
I’m so wet. It wasn’t as painful as I thought it would be. In fact, it was the anticipation that really got me going. I almost want to ask him to spank me again, and harder.
Instead, I remove my panties, watching Sebastian’s eyes. They glaze over as they look at me, studying my body.
It makes the ache between my legs intensify. “Sebastian, I need you,” I tell him.
I resume all fours, and Sebastian sets the paddle down and unzips his pants.
“I’m going to fuck you soon, Mia,” he tells me. “Whenever I want to.” He tosses away his shirt. He runs his hand over my ass cheek with a smile. “Whenever I’m ready to… and I’m not ready yet.”
Oh fuck, he’s going to torture me.
I lean into his touch, wanting more from this man. I want it all. I want him inside me right now. “Sebastian, please,” I beg him.
“Such a needy little thing. Get on your back for me.”
I obey and he moves closer to the bed, climbing on and hovering over my body. He kisses along my torso, breasts, and collarbone. He spends a little time giving my nipples attention, and it makes me want him so much more.
The anticipation is back, wondering when he’ll enter me. I’m waiting for it. Warmth spreads throughout my body from limb to limb and I tingle with excitement.
I trust Sebastian. I trust him fully not to hurt me.
He kisses me on the lips, bringing his body down against mine. I like the weight of him on top of me, and I wrap my arms around him, bringing him closer to my skin. “I want to feel you,” I tell him, pulling him even closer. I feel safe with his body over mine.
“You will feel me soon.” He thrusts his dick against me, and it’s hard and ready.
I run my fingernails down his back, spreading my legs for him to get inside me.
But he doesn’t just yet. Instead, he continues to kiss my neck and the spot just under my ear that makes my skin erupt in goosebumps.
“I need you,” I tell him, ready for him to take me.
I’m so wet and turned on. The anticipation kills me, and I moan out his name, hoping soon he’ll take me and make me his.
That I’ll forever be his.
I want to forget about everything while he’s inside me. I want him to take away the anguish I feel with my looming situation.
Sebastian keeps kissing my skin, groaning against it, and the vibrations turn me on.
But he takes his time, kissing and feeling, enjoying my body as I get more and more worked up.
“Will you fuck me already?” I finally ask, when I can’t take much more of his teasing.
He lifts his head, laughing a bit. “I’m in control. Remember that.”
Oh, I’ll remember all right.
Like he could ever let me forget.
Chapter 22
Sebastian
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My name means control.
Not really, but in my mind Sebastian is the controller of all things.
I’m going slow with Mia right now, because I don’t want to lose it completely.
I’m holding it together by a very thin string.
I want nothing more than to fuck Mia into oblivion, but I want to make sure she knows how I like it. Sometimes, I like it rough. Sometimes, I like it slow.
And right now, I like it like how I fucking like it.
When I pulled the paddle out of my dresser, her eyes widened so much I could see the fear swimming there. It turned me on when she realized I was going to spank her.
Everything she does turns me on.
I’m as hard as steel as I push my body against hers. I want to fuck her so bad right now, and I fist my dick in my hand.
“You ready for my hard cock, Mia?”
She nods, biting her lower lip before answering, “Yes, sir.”
I drag my dick along her wetness, pushing inside her slightly. The feel of her with no barrier sends my body into overdrive. I nearly come just from the feel of her tight pussy with no condom.