The orgasm came quickly. I exploded violently, my entire body shuddering with the release. But he was still going. Rob was a sex machine. A machine. And he seemed to be just getting started.
“Skylar, oh my god, you feel incredible,” he gasped as I squeezed around him. He gripped my hips and pounded away, sweat dripping from his forehead onto my chest. His shaggy hair hung down almost obscuring his eyes which never left my face. It made it all the more intense. My heart squeezed painfully, and I had to look away from his penetrating gaze.
“Can I be on top? This rug is a bit unforgiving,” I panted.
Rob’s face clouded with concern. “I’m sorry. My god, Sky, I wasn’t thinking.” He started to pull out, but I palmed his ass cheeks and held him still.
“Don’t you dare,” I warned.
Rob laughed and flipped us both in one fluid movement so that I was straddling him. As I settled on top, we both gasped. He filled me so completely, I felt him everywhere.
He held onto my hips, lifting me up and down his cock as I rode him. I threw my head back and fucked this beautiful man with abandon. And then it happened. I came. Again! I hardly ever orgasmed and never in all my experience had I orgasmed twice in such close succession.
“Fuck, Sky, I’m going to come,” he growled. He sat up so that we faced each other, his dick so deep. And with one final thrust, I felt him thicken inside me and he closed his eyes, a roar erupting from him.
When he was finished, he dropped his head to my shoulder as we both tried to breathe normally. I felt as if I had run a marathon. My heart hammered in my chest and my limbs were like Jell-O. Our skin was sticky with sweat and I wasn’t sure I’d be able to walk right for a week.
I was well and thoroughly fucked.
After a few minutes, Robert lifted his head, his lips quirking in a tired grin. “That was honestly the best sex of my life.” He kissed my mouth. “I’ve never come that hard...ever.”
I felt pretty damn proud of myself. “You say the sweetest things.” I dramatically tossed my hair over my shoulder and we both laughed.
I felt him going limp inside me but neither of us was in a rush to move. Robert wrapped his arms around me, resting his forehead against mine and closing his eyes. “You’re incredible, Sky.”
“You’re not so bad yourself, Jenkins.”
He kissed me softly. “Stay the night,” he said softly.
“Okay,” I said without hesitation.
“We’ll go get Edgar, but I need you here. With me. I want to wake up with you beside me.” He sounded almost desperate, and it did something to my heart that I wasn’t sure I’d ever recover from.
“I’d like that.”
Chapter Ten
Robert
I had never been so smitten in all my life. I couldn’t get enough of Skylar Murphy. I woke up thinking about her. During the day I imagined what she was doing. I had to stop myself from texting or calling her a thousand times. I was desperate for her in a way that felt dangerously addictive.
I had thought of myself in love once before in my life, but those emotions had been all mixed up with sex and darkness. My feelings for Tiffany Hardwell hadn’t been real because everything she touched was fake and deceitful. And I had never wanted to share every part of myself with her.
Not the way I did with Sky.
Which led itself to a rather large problem.
I was still doing my cam work. I was still stripping online for clients. I was still making money with my body. And I wasn’t sure I could stop.
Because even though I was damn sure I was falling in love with Skylar, I couldn’t let go of this double life I led. Not only for the money—which I needed—but because I had come to realize that I was as addicted to the secrecy as I was to the cash.
I wasn’t sure I could turn my back on this huge part of my life.
And I didn’t know how to open that part of me to Sky.
Which left me at an impasse. How could we truly have a relationship if I was keeping something so huge from her? It wasn’t fair to Sky. I didn’t want to hurt her. I’d rather gnaw off my arm than cause her pain.
I needed her in my life. Desperately. I would burn the whole world down to keep her. I had never been one of those territorial alpha males, but something about Skylar and my feelings for her had me wanting to throw her over my shoulder and lock her away from everyone and everything. I wanted her for me and only me.