If I wanted to be free and clear of Kya, I had to make sure I had the upper hand. I pulled away from her lips and tasted the slope of her neck. I licked the point where her pulse jumped and had to swallow another moan. It took all I had not to devour her. Instead, I nibbled the sensitive spot underneath her earlobe. Then, I brushed a hot breathy kiss over the curve of her ear. She shuddered with pleasure.
She tipped her head back, exposing more of her neck, and I licked my lips to comply. All Kya had to do was submit to my hot kisses and hungry tastes. Her little gasps of pleasure were all the seduction I needed. I wanted her with every electric throb of my body. If this was her plan to soften me up, it was working. All my rational thoughts dripped away to pool at her feet.
"Dinner getting cold," I said.
"I'm just hungry for you," she said.
I twisted on the couch, laying her down. She reached up and pulled me to her. Our lips met again, tangled, and tasted. My head spun as I shifted to press my length against her. Kya's back arched up to meet me and every inch of friction between us gave off incredible heat. Her legs slipped open underneath me, cradling me closer. I gritted my teeth and allowed myself one rocking thrust against her. Through the stiff barrier of my pants, I still felt the warm softness of her.
"No. I can't. We can't." I pushed back off the couch and stumbled back a few steps. The edge of the coffee table knocked against the back of my calf, and I held out my hand to steady myself.
Kya grabbed my hand and pulled. "Don't worry about it. It’s just pleasure, no business. Please."
Her emerald green eyes were heavy with passion. I could not tear my eyes off her lips, pink and swollen from our kisses.
"It’s neither," I said, scrambling to leave. "I can't explain. I've got to go."
I knocked my forehead against the elevator wall. It's
neither? Somehow, kissing Kya, feeling her body pressed against mine, was more than pleasure. And, I knew if it was business to her, it would kill me.
"Lose big time, buddy?" the cab driver asked. "You got the look of one down on his luck."
"I don't believe in luck," I said.
"Yeah, you keep telling yourself that. Things'll come around. Don't worry," the cabbie said. "How much you lose?"
"I don't know. I wasn't playing with money."
"Oh, man, I underestimated your problem." The man eyed me in the rear view mirror. "Rolling the dice on a love affair, eh?"
"Exactly," I agreed. I straightened up in the seat. "How am I supposed to know if she's just using me to get a good business deal or if she really wants me?"
"Buddy, if she's as good as all that, who cares?"
I looked into the mirror and caught the lipstick smudges around my mouth. My shirt was unbuttoned, my collar half scrunched up. I smoothed down the hair at my neck where Kya had tangled her fingers. The sensory memory made my blood pound again and I cranked open the window.
"Oh, man, you lost it all. I can tell. I've seen that look before." The cab driver chuckled to himself and turned up the radio.
I opened my mouth to ask him how many couples he had driven to the little white chapel. What was I thinking? I had my chance to sleep with Kya and get her out of my head. Instead of taking it, here I was letting her spin my thoughts out of control.
"I don't lose," I said. I paid the cabbie and wished I could believe it.
It was not as simple as having sex with Kya and moving on. I knew now that one taste of her lips was not enough. I was afraid nothing would be enough. I wanted more from Kya, and the realization was all consuming.
I did not realize the lights in the gym were off, even though it was open until midnight. Where the place had been busy with off-shift workouts the night before, now it was silent. I took three more steps inside the main entrance and ducked on instinct.
A heavy fist sang past my head, followed by a thick shoulder. I twisted away and crouched into a low position to take on my attacker.
My shadowy assailant came back at me with heavy feet. I planted a heavy uppercut into his midsection only to discover he was a thick man with a wide layer of belly fat. I changed tactics and swiveled away before he hammered me with a mallet-like fist. If he was just a common brawler, I could keep moving until he was worn out. Something told me he was not alone; so it was better I took care of him quickly.
He charged again, planning to flatten me with his truck-like momentum. I stepped aside and kicked hard at his knee. It was enough to send him off balance. The big man toppled over in the dark, taking out a shelf of free weights in his fall. I waited until he sat up and used his own movement to increase the impact of my fist as I jabbed downwards. We met hard in the middle.
The large man slumped onto the floor and everything went quiet. Now that the fight had cleared my head, I knew there were two more people in the darkened gym. I waited until someone flicked on the overhead lights. The big cage lights warmed up slowly and two men appeared near the boxing ring.
One man wore a dark gray suit, too shiny for my taste. His companion wore dark black pants and a black t-shirt. The tight shirt did nothing to conceal the gun he had strapped under his arm. Both men applauded my performance. I glanced at their defeated friend – a military man long retired from the look of his dog tags and generous girth.
"They have classes here, demonstrations, if that's what you're interested in," I said.