His smile was boyish and teasing. “Am I distracting you?”
“Yes.”
His smile grew wider as his hands slipped up my skirt towards my panties. At first, I thought he was just feeling me up a little, but then his fingers hooked around the waistband of my panties and pulled them off me in one swift move.
“Oh my God,” I gasped, as I tried to pull away from him. “What are you doing?”
His arms were vice-like around me, refusing to let me go. He held me close against his body and pushed two fingers inside me. I gasped and clung to him as he started fingering me urgently. My eyes rolled back in my head, and against my will, my leg raised up a little to help him push deeper inside me.
“We can’t be doing this here,” I gasped, trying to gain control over my weakened resolve. “What if someone… Oh, God… What if someone walks in?”
“You locked the door, didn’t you?” Jake said, as he pushed his fingers right up inside me and shook so hard that my head spun with delirious excitement.
I was soaking wet when Jake pulled his fingers out again. I was also so turned on that I was willing to have him fuck me in front of the entire office and the board of directors, as well. Sensing that I was now completely pliant, Jake grabbed me by the waist and turned me around so that I was leaning against his desk. Then he pushed open my legs and stepped between them.
His cock was rock hard, and I reached out to encircle it with my hand. He unzipped his pants and pulled out his erect penis. The sight of it sent new shivers of pleasure running through my body. He didn’t bother undressing me. We kept all our clothes on, and somehow that excited me, too. Then he pushed inside me, and I had to bite my lip to stop the gasp from escaping my lips.
I was so wet that he slid in and out of me easily. There was nothing gentle about the way he fucked me this time. He rammed into me so hard that I wondered if everyone outside the office would be able to hear us. The sound of his pelvis slamming into mine had to be one of the most erotic sounds I had ever heard.
His hands worked over my chest, unbuttoning my blouse and undoing my bra. Luckily, I had worn my front clasp bra today. He played with my nipples, sucking them from time to time when his pace slowed, and he needed to catch his breath. Then he pushed me back onto his desk so that I was lying spread-eagled against the surface, disrupting his papers and files. He didn’t seem to care, and even I couldn’t muster up the willpower to stop him.
I was just about to cum when he pulled out of me. He sat down in one of his large black chairs and pulled me down on top of him. Desperate for the feel of his cock inside me again, I mounted him quickly and sat down on top of his cock. Again, he slid inside me easily, and I rode him hard, matching the pace he had set earlier. His hands moved from my hips to my ass, squeezing as I bounced on top of him.
I came so violently that I felt my eyes roll back in my head and I was forced to bite down on my tongue so hard that I actually wounded myself in the process. I just sat there for a few minutes, on top of him, while he encircled me with his arms. I could feel his breathing at my neck and the scent of him clinging to my skin. It was primal and animalistic, and I liked the idea that I smelled of him now.
“That was…fun,” he said, at last, breaking the sex-fueled silence.
I let out a low laugh. “I hope no one heard us.”
“I don’t give a fuck if they did,” Jake said. “I’m finally happy, and I don’t care who knows it.”
I smiled and cradled his face in my hands. “I make you happy?”
“Happier than you could possibly imagine,” he confirmed. “You’re my hap
py place.”
I felt my heart do cartwheels. Was it possible to fly? At that moment everything felt possible. “And you’re mine,” I whispered in his ear. “I love you, Jake.”
He pulled his face back a little and looked right at me. His face was unreadable for a moment, and then he smiled. “I love you, Kristen,” he replied.
And just like that, I had dug myself an even deeper grave. But at the moment, I didn’t let myself think about that. At that moment, I decided to cling to blissful denial and forget the secret that was threatening to steal away my one chance to true happiness.
Chapter Thirty-One
Jake
It was rare for me to spend a night without Noah or Kristen nowadays. But I knew that Luis was going to be in town for only a short while longer, and I wanted to meet him as much as I could while he was here. I walked into the bar and checked the time. I was a little late, but I knew Luis wouldn’t mind. He’d be at the bar with a drink in hand.
“Hi, man,” I said, slipping onto the bar stool next to him. “Sorry I’m late.”
“No worries,” he nodded. “I ordered you a beer.”
“I was hoping you would,” I nodded as I took a sip of the beer. It was darker than I had anticipated and the heat felt nice going down.
“So…what kept you?” he asked teasingly. “Your son or the new flame?”
I smiled. “Both actually,” I admitted. “Noah was building a fort in the living room with Kristen, and they needed me to help erect part of their fort.”